见证篇170.崇拜…

上帝说:“除了我以外,你不可有别的神。”出20:3

君主说:“难道耶和华能救耶路撒冷脱离我的手吗?”王下18:35

信心说:“顺从神,不顺从人,是应当的。”徒5:29

圣经明言:“我们知道我们是属神的,全世界都卧在那恶者手下;我们也知道神的儿子已经来到,且将智慧赐给我们,使我们认识那位真实的,我们也在那位真实的里面,就是在他儿子耶稣基督里面。这是真神,也是永生。小子们哪,你们要自守,远避偶像。”约壹5:19-21

这里清楚告诉我们以下几点:
1、基督徒被世界分别为圣。至高主权在神,不在地上君王。“彼得、约翰说:听从你们,不听从神,这在神面前合理不合理,你们自己酌量吧!我们所看见、所听见的,不能不说。”徒4:19-20

2、有属灵的争战正在发生,直到基督耶稣的再来。我们蒙召得以在主的里面,并参与这场激烈的战争。“要穿戴神所赐的全副军装,就能抵挡魔鬼的诡计。因我们并不是与属血气的争战,乃是与那些执政的、掌权的、管辖这幽暗世界的,以及天空属灵气的恶魔争战。”弗6:11-12

3、这场战争将以强推偶像崇拜与拒绝偶像崇拜为主战场。看起来优势都在世界之王的手下,不过信心却说:事实恰恰相反。主耶稣宣告:“这世界的王将到,他在我里面是毫无所有天上地下所有的权柄都赐给我了。”约14:30,太28:18

4、认识真神,就能得胜。得胜的关键点在于要谨慎自守,远避偶像。
圣经语境中的偶像是什么?就是所有被人为高举试图代替上帝的人、事、物。

偶像不仅是泥雕木塑的异教造像,还会是帝国的君王,自家的孩子,个人的爱好,金钱权力,文学艺术,明星大家等。一切导致会膜拜、继而替代上帝尊荣的东西,都有可能成为偶像。

其背后有黑暗的势力,就是管辖幽暗世界、天空属灵气的恶魔。那恶者会操纵人,所有没有重生的人都在其权势之下。人们既像行尸走肉,又如残暴诡诈的豺狼。不管是平民百姓,还是君王元首,都是如此。“你们死在过犯罪恶之中,他叫你们活过来。那时,你们在其中行事为人,随从今世的风俗,顺从空中掌权者的首领,就是现今在悖逆之子心中运行的邪灵。我们从前也都在他们中间,放纵肉体的私欲,随着肉体和心中所喜好的去行,本为可怒之子,和别人一样。”弗2:1-3

其他的偶像往往是诱惑欺骗,唯独帝国的暴君会用赤裸裸的强逼手段。于是,宗教就会妥协,高举君王为神灵。清代僧侣就阿谀奉承清高宗是菩萨。人都有虚荣心,身居高位者更有膨胀的骄傲,所以听了就很高兴,予以赏赐和特殊的地位。

真信仰知道惟有上帝是良善的,人心比万物都诡诈,人无法救自己脱离罪。高举人等于在害人,吹捧君王事实是在捧杀。

可惜,自古忠言逆耳,真话都是扎心又冒犯了骄傲。所以,通常的情况就是黑暗拒绝光明。和平时人们会诋毁说福音狭隘偏激,逼迫时就威胁以监牢酷刑甚至死亡。这是寻常之事,主早就告诉我们:“世人若恨你们,你们知道恨你们以先,已经恨我了。你们若属世界,世界必爱属自己的;只因你们不属世界,乃是我从世界中拣选了你们,所以世界就恨你们。你们要记念我从前对你们所说的话:‘仆人不能大于主人。’他们若逼迫了我,也要逼迫你们;若遵守了我的话,也要遵守你们的话。”约14:18-20

到底谁是神?

神是万有造物主,永在的全能者;是一切美善与智慧的源头,是世界的光,是慈悲的救世主。我们所信靠的是独一的真神上帝,是亚伯拉罕、以撒、雅各的神,就是信实的神。他的名为奇妙、策士、全能的神、永在的父、和平的君。

若有人说自己是全能、绝对正确、能带给人类幸福、无所不知,那不是精神疾病患者,就是暴 君。前者要怜悯,予以恰当医治;后者也要怜悯,同时拒绝膜拜。那样,等于有人要自杀,你就送上一大杯毒药。害了对方,也在其死上有份。暴君也是人,也是脆弱、渺小、内心充满孤独、恐惧的人。他们被身边的人不断欺骗,同时也伸手作恶。我们不应该恨朝鲜的金家君王,而是要怜悯他,并为他祷告。

主说:“为义受逼迫的人有福了,因为天国是他们的。人若因我辱骂你们,逼迫你们,捏造各样坏话毁谤你们,你们就有福了。应当欢喜快乐,因为你们在天上的赏赐是大的。在你们以前的先知,人也是这样逼迫他们。“太5:10-12

因为出于不知道,所以君王会失控,强逼基督徒膜拜自己。先是在文化、教育上引导洗脑,然后用利益诱惑牵引,第三步是打压威胁、以便内部分化,最后就是赤裸裸地逼迫残害。那时也就是企图从肉体消灭,在精神上摧毁。他们这么做,等于用脚踢刺,当然是难的。

人若要动以色列民或者神的儿女,就是要动神眼中的瞳人,就是在直接与神为敌。“这正是神公义判断的明证,叫你们可算配得神的国,你们就是为这国受苦。神既是公义的,就必将患难报应那加患难给你们的人。”帖后1:5-6

撒旦从起初是要杀人的,面对神的儿女,会像吼叫的狮子那样凶残。因为它掌握地上的强大资源,其中包括政权,又能杀害人的性命,所以威胁是真实的,逼迫也是残酷而漫长。但我们要知道:“主是信实的,要坚固你们,保护你们脱离那恶者。”帖后2:3

2500多年前当时世界上的超级大国 – 巴比伦帝国的君王因为内心的骄傲,也为了巩固政权在平原造一尊巨大的金像,命令所有的人都在规定时间拜金像。为了显示权威,下旨意谁不拜金像就要被扔进烈火窑中烧死。三位幼年即被掳巴比伦的犹太人拒绝拜金像。尼布甲尼撒王感到非常丢面子,但因喜欢这三个年轻人,就给他们一个机会,只要不是故意不拜就不用被处死,但现在得拜金像,否则后果自负。

这三个至高神忠心的仆人信心坚定,刚强壮胆,毫无惧怕。“沙得拉、米煞、亚伯尼歌对王说:尼布甲尼撒啊,这件事我们不必回答你。即便如此,我们所侍奉的神,能将我们从烈火的窑中救出来。王啊,他也必救我们脱离你的手;即或不然,王啊,你当知道我们决不侍奉你的神,也不敬拜你所立的金像!”但3:16-18

他们认为在不拜偶像的事上没有商量的余地,因为这样性质的事上绝不能妥协。他们相信神能有能力保守自己不死,脱离险境。最令人感动的是,他们敬畏神、愿意顺服神的主权。即便神要接他们马上回天家,也愿意顺服。当然,离世与主同在,是好得无比的。这里的“即或不然”真是伟大的宣告,令撒旦势力颤抖惊惧。

因为有言在先,所以王只好下令把这三位信心的伟人扔进烈火窑中。奇妙的是他们在烈火中经历到主的同在,毫发无损。这神迹是荣美的见证,令王大为震惊。于是,“尼布甲尼撒说:沙得拉、米煞、亚伯尼歌的神是应当称颂的。他差遣使者救护倚靠他的仆人,他们不遵王命,舍去己身,在他们神以外不肯侍奉敬拜别神。现在我降旨,无论何方、何国、何族的人,谤渎沙得拉、米煞、亚伯尼歌之神的,必被凌迟,他的房屋必成粪堆,因为没有别神能这样施行拯救。”但3:28-29

我们可以看到信奉异教神灵的巴比伦王亲自为神来做见证,何等奇妙。但以理和他的三个朋友除神以外一无惧怕,也一无所爱,他们只敬拜真神上帝。这样美好的心志值得我们效法,如此美好的见证应该传扬。

日光之下,并无新事。

王朝一直有更替,帝王不断在轮换。人心古今不改变,逼迫从来不罕见。崇拜领袖,看似不要紧,是一种文化,是不得已的”临庙门屈身”。其实是东方式的拜偶像。因为人们会喊万岁,天天学习其思想,认为领袖绝对正确,不容置疑。并疯狂打击拒绝崇拜、保留独 立自 由思想的人。这是弯曲悖谬之世代必有的社会现象,不足为奇。

基督徒要顺服在上有权柄的,这顺服体现在承认其权柄由神而来,恭敬对待不谋推翻苛政,尽公民本分上税纳粮,而不是把领袖当偶像在拜。那样就是在随伙作恶,也是在敌挡神。神是轻慢不得的,那杀身体不能灭灵魂,根本无须怕他。惟有神配得一切的敬拜与赞美,卑微的人性则需要被提醒与规劝。做好准备,拒绝拜一切有形无形的偶像。

主说:“我差你们去,如同羊进入狼群,所以你们要灵巧像蛇,驯良像鸽子。你们要防备人,因为他们要把你们交给公会,也要在会堂里鞭打你们;并且你们要为我的缘故被送到诸侯君王面前,对他们和外邦人作见证。你们被交的时候,不要思虑怎样说话,或说什么话。到那时候,必赐给你们当说的话,因为不是你们自己说的,乃是你们父的灵在你们里头说的。”太10:16-20

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Worshiping leaders is worshiping idols

Worshiping leaders is worshiping idols You shall have no other gods.” Exodus 20:3 

The king said, “Can the LORD deliver Jerusalem out of my hand?” 2 Kings 18:35 

Faith said, “It is right to obey God rather than men.” Acts 5:29 

The Bible clearly states: “We know that we belong to God and that the whole world lies in the hand of the evil one; and we also know that the Son of God has come and has given us wisdom so that we may know the true One, and we are also in him who is true, that is, in his Son Jesus Christ. This is the true God and eternal life. Little children, keep yourselves from idols.” 1 John 5:19-21 tells us clearly here The following points: 

1. Christians are separated as holy by the world. Sovereignty rests with God, not earthly kings. “Peter and John said: Listening to you instead of God, whether it is reasonable or not before God, you should decide for yourselves! What we have seen and heard, we must say.” Acts 4:19-20

2. Spiritual The battle is going on until the return of Christ Jesus. We are called to be in the Lord and to engage in this fierce battle. “Put on the whole armor of God, and you will be able to resist the wiles of the devil. For we do not fight against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, powers, rulers of this dark world, and spiritual demons in the heavenly places. ’” Ephesians 6:11-12

3. This war will focus on forcing idolatry and rejecting idolatry. It seems that the advantages are in the hands of the king of the world, but confidence says: the opposite is true. The Lord Jesus declared: “The prince of this world is coming, and he has nothing in me. all authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me.” John 14:30, Matthew 28:18 

4. If you know the true God, you will be able to overcome. The key to victory is to be careful and self-controlled, avoiding idols.

What are idols in a biblical context? It is all the people, things, and things that are artificially exalted and try to replace God.

Idols are not only pagan clay sculptures and wood sculptures, but also emperors of the empire, their own children, personal hobbies, money and power, literature and art, celebrities, etc. Everything that leads to worship and then replaces the honor of God may become an idol.

Behind it is the power of darkness, the demon who rules the dark world, and the spiritual energy of the sky. The evil one is manipulative, and all the unregenerate are under his power. People are not only like the walking dead but also like cruel and treacherous wolves. This is true whether it is the common people or the king and head of state. “You were dead in trespasses and sins, and He made you alive. Then you walked in it after the course of this world, after the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that now works in the sons of disobedience. We once And among them they all indulged the lusts of the flesh, following the desires of the flesh and the mind, and were by nature children of wrath, just as the rest.” Ephesians 2:1-3

Other idols are often temptations and deceptions, but in empires alone, The tyrant will use naked coercion. Therefore, religion will compromise and exalt the king as a god. The monks in the Qing Dynasty flattered Emperor Gaozong of the Qing Dynasty as a Bodhisattva. Everyone has vanity, and those in high positions have even more inflated pride, so they are very happy when they hear it, and they are rewarded and given a special status.

True faith knows that only God is good, the human heart is deceitful above all things, and man cannot save himself from sin. Exalting people is tantamount to harming others, and touting the king is actually killing people.

It’s a pity that since ancient times, loyal words have been harsh to the ears, and the truth has always pierced the heart and offended pride. So, it is often the case that darkness rejects light. In peacetime, people will slander and say that the Gospel is narrow and extreme, and in times of persecution, they threaten prison, torture, or even death. This is a common thing. The Lord told us long ago: “If the world hates you, you know that it hated Me before it hated you. If you belonged to the world, the world will love what belongs to itself; because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, and therefore the world hates you. Remember what I said to you before: ‘A servant is not greater than his master.’ If they persecuted me, they will persecute you; if you keep my word, Keep your word.” John 14:18-20

Who is God?

God is the Creator of all things, the everlasting Almighty; the source of all goodness and wisdom, the light of the world, and the merciful Savior. What we believe in is the only true God, the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, the God of faithfulness. His name is Wonderful, Counselor, Almighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.

If someone says that he is omnipotent, infallible, able to bring happiness to mankind, and omniscient, he is either a mentally ill patient or a tyrant. The former wants mercy and gives proper healing; the latter wants mercy and at the same time refuses to worship. In that way, if someone is about to commit suicide, you will send a large cup of poison. If he harmed the other party, he also had a part in his death. A tyrant is also a human being, fragile, small, lonely, and fearful. They are constantly deceived by the people around them, and at the same time they stretch out their hands to do evil. Instead of hating King Kim of Joseon, we should pity him and pray for him.

The Lord said: “Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you, and fabricate all kinds of evil things against you because of me. Rejoice and be happy, because you are in heaven. The reward is great. The prophets before you were persecuted in the same way.” Matthew 5:10-12

Because of ignorance, kings would lose control and force Christians to worship themselves. The first step is to guide brainwashing in terms of culture and education, and then use profit to lure and lead, the third step is to suppress threats to facilitate internal division, and finally, it is to persecute and persecute. At that time, it is an attempt to destroy physically and destroy spiritually. What they do is like kicking a thorn with their feet, which is of course difficult.

If people want to touch the people of Israel or the children of God, they want to touch the pupil of God’s eyes, and they are directly opposing God. “This is a clear proof of God’s righteous judgment, so that you may be counted worthy of the kingdom of God, for which you have suffered. Since God is just, He will repay tribulation to those who afflict you.” 2 Thessalonians 1: 5-6

Satan is a murderer from the beginning, facing the children of God, he will be as ferocious as a roaring lion. Because it has powerful resources on earth, including political power, and can kill people, the threat is real, and the persecution is cruel and long-lasting. But we need to know: “The Lord is faithful and will strengthen you and protect you from the evil one.” 2 Thessalonians 2:3 More than 2,500 years ago, the king of the Babylonian Empire, the superpower in the world at that time, was out of pride in his heart and for the sake

of Consolidate the regime and build a huge golden statue on the plain, ordering all people to worship the golden statue at the specified time. In order to show authority, it was decreed that whoever does not worship the golden statue will be thrown into the fiery kiln and burned to death. Three Jews who were captives in Babylon as children refused to worship the golden statue. King Nebuchadnezzar felt very ashamed, but because he liked the three young men, he gave them a chance, as long as they did not worship on purpose, they would not be executed, but now they had to worship the golden statue, or they would bear the consequences.

These three faithful servants of the Highest God were firm in their faith, strong and courageous, without fear. “Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego said to the king, Nebuchadnezzar, we need not answer you in this matter. Even so, the God we serve can deliver us from the fiery furnace. He will deliver us from your hand, O king; and if not, know that we will not serve your God, nor worship your golden image!” Dan 3:16-18

It is believed that there is no room for negotiation on the matter of not worshiping idols because there must be no compromise on matters of this nature. They believe that God has the power to keep them from dying and out of danger. The most touching thing is that they fear God and are willing to submit to His sovereignty. Even if God wants to take them back to their heavenly home immediately, they are willing to obey. Of course, it is far better to die and be with the Lord. The “if not” here is a great statement that makes Satanic powers tremble and fear.

Because the words had come first, the king had no choice but to order these three great men of faith to be thrown into the fiery furnace. The amazing thing is that they experienced the presence of the Lord in the fire without any damage. This miracle was a testimony of splendor and beauty, and it astonished the king greatly. Then, “Nebuchadnezzar said, Blessed, be the God of Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-nego, who sent his messengers to save his servants who trusted in him, who disobeyed the king’s command and gave themselves up, in the presence of their gods. He refused to serve or worship other gods. Now I decree that no matter where, what country, or what kind of people, whoever slanders the gods of Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego, he will be cut down, and his house will be destroyed. become a dung heap, because no other god can save like this.” But in 3:28-29

we can see how wonderful it is that the king of Babylon, who believed in pagan gods, came to testify for God himself. Daniel and his three friends had no fear and love for nothing but God, and they worshiped only the true God. Such a beautiful aspiration is worthy of our imitation, and such a beautiful testimony should be spread.

There is nothing new under the sun.

Dynasties have been changing, and emperors are constantly rotating. People’s hearts have never changed, and persecution has never been uncommon. Worshiping leaders, seemingly unimportant, is a kind of culture, and it is a last resort to “bow at the temple gate”. In fact, it is idolatry in the Eastern style. Because people will shout Long live, learn his thoughts every day, and think that the leader is absolutely right and unquestionable. And frenziedly crack down on those who refuse to worship and retain independent and free thinking. This is an inevitable social phenomenon in a crooked and perverted generation, and it is not surprising.

Christians must submit to those in authority. This obedience is reflected in acknowledging that their authority comes from God, treating them with respect and not seeking to overthrow a tyrannical government, and fulfilling their civic duties by paying taxes and paying taxes, rather than worshiping leaders as idols. To do so is to follow others in doing evil, and to oppose God. God cannot be underestimated. If killing the body cannot destroy the soul, there is no need to be afraid of him. Only God deserves all worship and praise, while humble humanity needs to be reminded and advised. Get ready and refuse to worship all visible and invisible idols.

The Lord said, “I am sending you as sheep among wolves; therefore be as wise as serpents, and as gentle as doves. Beware of men, for they will hand you over to the Sanhedrin and scourge you in their synagogues; and you You will be sent before princes and kings for my sake, to be a witness to them and to the Gentiles. When you are handed over, do not worry about how you will speak, or what words to say. At that time, you will be given what you have to say, because it is not What you speak yourselves, it is the Spirit of your Father who speaks in you.” Matthew 10:16-20

见证篇169.信仰…

几天前,美国德州大学奥斯汀校园的教授,97岁的约翰.古德诺夫(John B. Goodenough)成为2019年诺贝尔化学奖的三个得主之一。古德诺夫是可充电锂电池之父,是历史上最年长的诺贝尔获奖者。 当今世界,几乎所有便携式电子产品(如电动工具,医疗设备,智能手机,笔记本电脑等),都依赖轻巧可充电的锂电池。 可以说,古德诺夫发明的可充电锂电池,开启了便携式电子产品的新时代。

古德诺夫是科学界的异数和奇迹。 爱因斯坦曾说:“如果一个人在三十岁之前还没对科学做出巨大贡献,这个人就没希望了。” 而古德诺夫,54岁转去牛津大学工作后,才开始转向研究电池。在他64岁,快被牛津大学强制退休时,又转去德州大学,才得以继续他的科研工作。在德州大学,他一干又是三十多年。古德诺夫至今还在工作!直到3年前94岁时,他仍然每天早上8点之前到达实验室,跟他的研究生和博士后一起,研究新电池新能源。

古德诺夫是一位公开的基督徒,在大环境敌对基督信仰的学术界,他毫不隐讳自己的基督信仰。 他的实验室里挂着一大幅“(耶稣)最后的晚餐”的挂毯,他的办公室里摆放着许多与基督信仰相关的饰物。约10年前,他还写了一本85页的自传《见证(上帝的)恩典》 (Witness to Grace),讲述上帝如何带领他的人生,包括他的童年,他参加二战,他去芝加哥大学转学物理,他又转向研究电池,等等。

古德诺夫是家中的老二,小时候,他父母的夫妻关系恶劣。他的母亲对他冷漠,使他感受不到母爱。他从小还有严重的阅读障碍,敏感且焦虑。12岁去格罗顿(Groton)基督教住读学校后,古德诺夫跟母亲的关系更加疏远,几乎没有联系。在格罗顿学校,他经历上帝,并且明白“上帝就是爱。” 他说:“这是我第一次经历这种爱,我差点跳下床,我感到非常兴奋。”

这种被上帝的大爱环绕的认知,一直伴随古德诺夫八十多年,这是他从事研发工作的根基。 古德诺夫说,利用自己的恩赐,以及与同事们一起研发创新,以保护地球并改善人类的生活,是他爱上帝及爱邻舍(圣经的大诫命)的一种表达方式。

科学追求与基督信仰之间的关联,对于古德诺夫,是显而易见的。他说:“如果你相信有一位创物主,你应该通过欣赏祂的创造物,来表达对创物主的敬仰。科学家通过研究我们居住的星球及其运作,来表达对受造之物的欣赏,并用他们的发现服务人类。”

在上帝面前,古德诺夫有一颗柔和谦卑敏感的心,所以,他才能用心灵的眼睛,看清楚上帝,人,与其它受造物三者之间的关系, 就像早期开创科学先河的基督徒科学巨人们一样。这些基督徒巨人有如牛顿,帕斯卡,波义尔, 开普勒, 哥白尼, 法拉第,焦耳,麦克斯韦,伽利略,普朗克,道尔顿,巴斯德,孟德尔,爱迪生,等等。 牛顿说:“如果没有其它证据,单单拇指,就会让我相信上帝的存在。”

古德诺夫和牛顿的见证,印证了圣经的教导:“上帝的事情,人所能知道的,原显明在人心里,因为神已经给他们显明。自从造天地以来,神的永能和神性是明明可知的,虽是眼不能见,但藉着所造之物就可以晓得,叫人无可推诿。”(罗1:19-20

神所赐出人意外的平安,必在基督-鹿鸣
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“锂电池之父”古迪纳夫获诺奖。他童年深受阅读障碍和父母关系困扰,大学屡屡更换专业,硕士入学考了两次,54岁才确定研究方向。“难道一切都是偶然?为什么这些完全改变了我的生命?对我来说,所有意外都是上帝之爱的表现。”他毕生追求的,其实是与神同行。

10月9日,被人亲切地称为“足够好”老爷爷的约翰·古迪纳夫获得了诺贝尔化学奖。获奖后,他的传奇人生迅速在华人圈里广为传播。

老爷子小时候曾为阅读障碍困扰,童年父母关系紧张,大学期间屡屡改换专业,入学时主修古典文学,中间转到哲学系,为了凑学分学了两门化学,最后拿的却是数学学士学位;研究生考试考了两次才被录取。直到54岁才开始进军电池领域,被称为“锂电池之父”。至今97岁的他仍奋斗在科研一线,直到日前与另外两位该领域的专家一同获得诺贝尔化学奖。今天,我们所用的手机、电脑、相机以及电动汽车越来越轻便安全,很大程度上要归功于他。

在接受媒体采访时他说:“我好像应该很高兴,但我这样的年纪对这些已经无所谓了;我每天会去实验室,不然退休等死吗?我才不会那么做。”

很多人将古迪纳夫当作最新版大器晚成的励志榜样。不过,他本人如何看待自己的人生呢?在一本十年前出版的自传中,古迪纳夫将自己的一生看作是“对恩典的见证”(Witness to Grace)。

那个躲在角落哭泣的孩子
古迪纳夫的祖父是一位虔诚的基督徒,父亲曾受祖父影响修读神学,准备在教会服侍。不过,当父亲进入哈佛神学院读书时,受到当时自由派神学的影响,当他跟随学术圈子去“发现历史中的基督”,却直接导致了信仰的动摇。后来,父亲更是接受了弗洛伊德的理论,认为信仰只不过是人的心理投影,日渐远离信仰,虽然他曾在哈佛神学院任教。

古迪纳夫于1922年出生,是家里的第二个男孩,哥哥大他三岁。童年的古迪纳夫最大的乐趣就是在家附近的草地和树林中探险。但父母的紧张关系带给他很大困扰。他们的婚姻像是一场灾难,不过因为那时离婚还不那么流行,父母的婚姻像一艘破船一样,将就着前行。

可能受此影响,小古迪纳夫感到极度缺乏安全感。一到晚上,当他一个人躺在床上,就开始担心自己会被父母遗弃。有时,他听见窗外火车呼啸而过,就悄悄走下床去父母卧室确认他们是否还在。有一次,爸爸妈妈开车离开以后,古迪纳夫无比确信自己已经被遗弃了,于是一个人坐在角落里抽泣,直到父母回来。那是他最接近精神崩溃的一次经历。

从七岁开始,他被阅读障碍困扰。他机械式的阅读无法理解文字的意思,这个问题一直持续到大学。

1934年,12岁的古迪纳夫进入寄宿制的格罗顿学校读书。校园中心附近有一座小教堂,由洛克菲勒出资建造,它是学校活动的中心。每周日,学生们都穿着蓝色校服参加早晚两次敬拜。古迪纳夫被选入了诗班,这让他十分惊讶。因为他从小就自认为五音不全,就连哥哥也讽刺他说,“你必须唱吗?”在诗班的经历却让古迪纳夫感到特别开心。

格罗顿中学的教堂:猎犬背后,改变一生的觉醒

在诗班唱歌使古迪纳夫开始了解基督信仰。尽管他的家族有信仰的传统,但他对基督教的了解极其贫乏。他发现校长每天早餐前很早就来为学校祷告,他常常听到校长祷告说:“哦,主啊,帮助我们,让我们尊贵地活着,并且为了别人的益处而活。”

到了第三个学年,古迪纳夫注意到学校的祷告手册里有一些他不能理解的东西。上面写着利19: 2 “你们要圣洁,因为我耶和华——你们的神是圣洁的。”他查词典,想要弄清“圣洁”的意思,但词典里没有一个令他满意的答案。“圣洁一定不仅仅是遵守律法而已!我意识到圣洁是一个无法被定义的词汇;圣洁肯定是一种经历。我也同时意识到,如果没有这种经历,无论是圣经故事还是敬拜仪式都和我隔着一层帕子。”

那一年,他读到了摩西的故事。摩西看到荆棘焚而不毁。“这幅图景并没有令我震惊,因为夕阳落山时有可能会造成荆棘被焚烧的错觉。真正让我惊讶的是摩西问上帝的名字时所得到的回答:‘我是自有永有的;那自有永有的打发我到你们这里这里来’。这句话冲击着我的想象力,我感觉这似乎是一把揭开我疑惑的钥匙。”古迪纳夫决定受洗,他希望通过受洗彻底揭开遮蔽着他理性的帕子。

受洗虽然让他加入了一个群体,但他感觉自己依然是个门外汉。于是他又想,或许等领了圣餐之后我就能明白了吧。“结果我的困惑还是没能解决。一定有什么东西被我忽略了!”古迪纳夫说。

第五个学年,古迪纳夫上了一门英文诗歌鉴赏课,这对阅读障碍的他挑战蛮大。他认为学会读诗唯一的途径就是试着自己写诗,而在他写诗的过程中,他终于理解了比喻的手法。二月的一天,老师布置的作业是“天堂猎犬”,这是一首关于作者如何被上帝的爱征服的诗。复活节假期,古迪纳夫和父亲讨论信仰的话题。当时在耶鲁大学担任宗教历史学教授的父亲告诉他,人类普遍都有一种宗教诉求,又给他看古人所画的各种神明的形象。

或许是父亲给他上的这堂专业课的刺激,虽然没能减少他心中的困惑,那天晚上,他却作了一个梦,梦里那些白天所见过的图像一一在眼前闪过,每一副图像出现的时候,他都大声说:“这不是上帝。”最后,一只猎犬的头出现在他眼前。古迪纳夫依然说,“这不是上帝。”忽然猎犬露出笑容,笑容背后发出有一道温柔的光。古迪纳夫在梦中喊道:“上帝就是爱!”他激动地从梦中醒来,跳着从床上下来,内心充满喜乐。

第二天早晨,古迪纳夫将自己的梦告诉父亲,父亲却劝不要把它看得太重要。父亲完全不了解这个梦对古迪纳夫的意义,“这是改变我人生的觉醒。”古迪纳夫回忆说。

回到学校以后,校长注意到古迪纳夫心里的变化。有一天,校长建议他去读神学,服侍教会。但古迪纳夫说他要以一个平信徒的身份传福音。实际上他内心还是害怕公开讲话,他觉得自己无法成为一个好的传道人,自己还不配代表耶稣。当时的他还不明白恩典的大能足以使他成为一个新造的人。

虽然阅读障碍和不安全感的问题并没有消失,但格罗顿学校的学习和生活总体上令古迪纳夫满意。他的成绩也在不断进步,从B到A,再到A+,最终他以优等成绩毕业。

站在物理学门外的气象预测员

在格罗顿中学的最后一年,爸爸终于决定和妈妈分开,与他的研究助手开始另一段婚姻。新妈妈不接纳他,他决定不再接受父母的钱,手拿35美元离开家进入耶鲁大学。大学生活虽然拮据,好在他靠着给富家子弟做家教熬了过来。

生活困难并非他在耶鲁遭遇的最大挑战。古迪纳夫相信有一种普遍的道德准则支配着人类的行为,正如物质世界有普遍存在的规律一样。但耶鲁的哲学教授却教导一切道德和美学判断都是相对的。教授们言之凿凿,却从来不怀疑自己的说法同样也是相对的。

“我们对圣洁的观念是武断的还是人性所固有的呢?我们是不是要上战场与希特勒和东条英机打仗呢?是否要与斯大林的野蛮行径对抗?尽管不同的人忠于不同的理念,但我们必须要在这些极端处境中选择优先服从的原则。可悲的是,我们经常屈从于即时的个人利益,让一些短暂之事诱惑我们偏离最终目标,结果往往是灾难性的。”古迪纳夫开始思考人生的方向。

他回忆说:“我开始明白,人生的意义并不是别人的认可,而是我们所服侍对象的重要性。我们是以自己、家庭、民族还是国家为最高的服侍对象?我想找到自己的呼召,或许它在科学领域吧。大学二年级,我决定攻读科学哲学。”

没有找到呼召的人生是容易摇摆的。这从古迪纳夫在耶鲁求学的经历可见一斑。入学耶鲁时他主修古典文学,中间转到哲学,为了凑学分学了两门化学,最后拿的却是数学学士学位。

珍珠港事件爆发后,美国正式参战。古迪纳夫和同学们一起应召入伍,他接受了数学教授的建议,加入美国陆军航空队,担任气象预测员。1945年,欧洲战场的战争即将结束。一次在食堂吃饭时,古迪纳夫看见一位牧师低头谢饭,这个简单的动作将信仰的思考重新带到他面前。他觉得自己应该重新读圣经,让圣经对他说话。当时的环境不许可他有规律的读经,军旅的环境常常使他心有旁骛。

二战结束后,古迪纳夫已经是一名上尉。虽然他有机会留在部队从事气象工作,但古迪纳夫认为这不是他在和平年代的使命。1946年,他来到华盛顿,在从前的数学教授的帮助下,得到一个在芝加哥大学学习的机会。

从华盛顿去往芝加哥的路上,古迪纳夫忽然想起自己服役期间曾希望战后能读一读物理学,于是他当即决定进入芝大后要转去学习物理。在他注册的时候,一位教授却当头给他浇了一盆冷水,“在你这个年纪,那些物理巨匠们都已经荣誉等身了”。

艾琳后来成为他的妻子-勇敢者做出选择,懦弱者还在犹豫
作为一个物理小白,古迪纳夫的研究遇到很大瓶颈,研究生考试考了两遍才被录取。幸运的是,他的导师是“齐纳二极管”的发明者齐纳。导师对他说:“现在你面临两个问题:一是找到一个问题,二是把它解决掉。”这句话让他受益匪浅。

古迪纳夫的另一个问题是关于基督信仰的。他发现在信仰上给予他启蒙的父亲和格罗顿老校长的观念都有一些问题。老校长认为信仰主要关乎道德;父亲则用理性来批判一切宗教。古迪纳夫同样相信科学的方法,并通过科学方法寻找问题和解决问题,但他发现除了科学以外还存在另一个超乎理性的维度,人应该向这个维度保持开放的态度。

为此,古迪纳夫参加了学校里的一个基督徒青年小组。虽然小组成员彼此的关系融洽,不过或许因为大家教育背景类似,给人的感觉非常自大而局限,无助于真实的对话。古迪纳夫希望找到一个人既能本于圣经,又能帮助他发掘圣经文字背后的真正含义。

这个人真的出现了。1949年秋天,艾琳·怀斯曼(Irene Wiseman)来到芝加哥大学,她的父亲是一位牧师,艾琳继承了父亲的信仰。她既对文化保持敏感,又有对圣经的理解和洞察,是一个很有恩赐的老师。她知道如何聆听和对话,也总能让对话满有收获。

受到古迪纳夫的鼓励,艾琳组织了一个圣经学习小组。在小组里,古迪纳夫和另一位学法律的同学经常争论得不可开交。其他基督徒女孩常常坐在那里,静观这两人你一言我一语各逞机锋、互不相让。转眼1950年的春天已到,古迪纳夫和法学院的男生到了必须做决定的时候。法学生选择了退却,而古迪纳夫发现自己完全不再怀疑耶稣来使世界与神和好,不再拒绝公开承认:耶稣就是基督。

“一个天主教徒曾对我说,‘信仰是私人的事’。”古迪纳夫说,“不!信仰是个人的事,但我们被呼召将自己所看见的见证出来,使别人也能看见。当然,我们今天的理解仍然是模糊不清的,但我们仍然应该与人对话,开瞎子的眼睛、领被囚的出监牢,但首先我们自己要让圣灵光照我们。耶稣说‘若不藉着我,没有人能到父那里去’,如果我们看不见耶稣,就找不到去往天国的道路。”

一句诗歌在古迪纳夫的脑中回响:“决定的时刻已来临,勇敢者做出选择,懦弱者还在犹豫。”这句话自从他出现在格罗顿中学的教堂就开始经常在脑海中浮现,直到今天他终于公开承认他的信仰,委身于对基督的见证。

“我的儿子竟然成了该死的‘清教徒’”
当古迪纳夫将自己信主的消息告诉芝大的同学,大家的反应千奇百怪。有人居高临下不以为然,也有人觉得他是在理性自杀。另一位齐纳教授的学生则抓住古迪纳夫的信仰,在教授那里获得了竞争优势——因为在学术领域做基督徒,总是让人感觉靠不住。

当他将消息告诉妈妈,母亲火冒三丈。在教会出现、偶尔服务一下还可以接受,但像一个布道家一样要去作见证就让她感到非常尴尬了。父亲的态度则更失望,他直接对一位朋友说:“我真不明白,为什么我的一个儿子竟然成了该死的清教徒。”

尽管父母还是像古迪纳夫小时候一样给他的生活添堵,但他现在已经不再被他们困扰了。1950年,古迪纳夫迎来了人生中最幸福的时光,他与艾琳走进了婚姻殿堂。与此同时,他进入麻省理工学院林肯实验室,主攻固体磁性的相关研究,也就是后来的电脑内存。

不过,因为实验室接受空军的资助,当资助被削减,古迪纳夫的项目也不得不在1969年终止。他失业了。不过,正是这次失业使他将注意力转向能源材料,后来接受了牛津大学的邀请,走在了成为“锂电池之父”的路上。为了规避牛津的退休制度,64岁的古迪纳夫跳槽回美国,在德克萨斯大学继续从事研究工作。

在获得诺贝尔奖之后,他说:“现在我的团队正在努力让电池更安全和持久。我知道这是一个浮躁的社会,大家不希望东西可以用很久,但我喜欢做可以很持久的东西。”97岁的“足够好”先生依然每天去实验室工作,但他并不是一个以事业为偶像的工作狂,他很清楚科学的局限。

正如他在自传中写道的,“科学是一种能力,既能突破人类局限、改变命运,又能压制、威胁和毁灭人类。科学只能回答‘事物为什么是这样?’以及‘如何利用这些知识达成目标?’之类的问题,却不能帮助我们对人类的目标作道德评价。要做到这一点,我们需要另觅他途。”

古迪纳夫继续说:“‘人的目标’这个词汇本身就暗含一个前设,即我们的生命是有意义的。这一点是哲学家、艺术家和宗教信徒的基本前设。除此以外,他们还相信有一种固定和普遍的道德律维系着我们与自己、他人、自然界以及人类本性之间的关系,而且人可以理解这种道德律。”在他看来,人应该按照耶稣所说的寻找人生的意义。

古迪纳夫很有资格展示自己的理性和智商,但他诚实地承认:“我们的存在并不仅仅是大自然的结果,还有一个奥秘的起源,”骄傲的人是无法祷告的,因为他无法承认有一个高于他自己的存在。古迪纳夫是一位祷告的操练者,他说:“祷告就是承认有一位奥秘的存在,你可以称祂为父或生命的源头。祷告就是承认祂的主权,在社会和家庭生活中与祂同行。祷告的目的不是执行我们的旨意,而是使我们了解和实践上帝的旨意,以至于圣灵可以藉此改变我们自己和我们的文化。人生的最终意义其实就是与那位永存的上帝同行。”

人生只是一串巧合的叠加?
“当我回顾自己的人生,”这位年逾九十的老人说,“我无法不认为自己的人生是由一双看不见的手引导的。我小时候偷窃、撒谎、酗酒、赌博、自我放纵,我为什么认为这些是不好的呢?”父母虽然曾教导古迪纳夫举止合宜和诚实,但他不止一次看见自己的父亲在祖父来访的时候躲着偷偷抽烟。“我不相信自己童年时期的良知来自于家教,相反,我们对公平、公正、荣誉有一种与生俱来的感觉。”

一个从小深受阅读障碍困扰的孩子如何能以优异的成绩毕业,并最终获得诺贝尔奖?“这究竟是个偶然,还是上帝的恩典在背后的掌管?”古迪纳夫问道,“当我读到摩西的故事时,我莫名其妙地想要弄清楚‘圣洁’的意思;当我梦见猎犬的微笑时,我从中看见了上帝的爱,难道这一切都只是潜意识在作祟?若是如此,为什么这些经历竟然完全改变了我的生命?”

“为什么当我大学面临经济压力的时候,正好遇到了银行家皮博迪先生帮助我?为什么我这个以古典文学入门的学生在战后却走上了物理学的道路?为什么在我入伍的时候,恰巧数学教授建议我不要加入海军陆战队而去作气象兵?当我的数学教授知道对退伍军人有一个继续深造的计划时想起我来,真的只是一个偶然?遇见艾琳也只是一个意外吗?”古迪纳夫显然不把自己的人生看作一个又一个巧合的叠加,他也不希望当人们看见他登上诺贝尔奖领奖台时,仅仅把他当作一个鼓励孩子的励志故事,“对我来说,我人生中的所有意外都是上帝之爱的表现。”

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Faith is the foundation of scientific research – Zhou Xiaoqin
A few days ago, 97-year-old John B. Goodenough (John B. Goodenough, whose name means “good enough”), a professor at the Austin campus of the University of Texas in the United States, became one of the three winners of the 2019 Nobel Prize in Chemistry. Gudenov, the father of rechargeable lithium batteries, is the oldest Nobel laureate in history. In today’s world, almost all portable electronic products (such as power tools, medical equipment, smartphones, laptops, etc.) rely on lightweight and rechargeable lithium batteries. It can be said that the rechargeable lithium battery invented by Goodnov has opened a new era of portable electronic products.

Gudenov is an anomaly and a miracle in the scientific world. Einstein once said: “If a person has not made a great contribution to science before the age of thirty, this person is hopeless.” And Gudenov, after turning to work at Oxford University at the age of 54, began to turn to Research batteries. At the age of 64, when he was about to be forced to retire by Oxford University, he transferred to the University of Texas to continue his scientific research. At the University of Texas, he worked for more than 30 years. Goodnov is still working today! Until 3 years ago when he was 94 years old, he still arrived at the laboratory before 8:00 every morning to study new batteries and new energy sources together with his graduate students and postdoctoral fellows.

Goodnov is an open Christian. In an academic world that is hostile to Christianity, he makes no secret of his Christianity. A large “(Jesus) Last Supper” tapestry hangs in his laboratory, and many ornaments related to Christianity are placed in his office. He also wrote an 85-page autobiography, Witness to Grace, about 10 years ago, about how God led his life, including his childhood, his participation in World War II, and his going to the University of Chicago After switching to physics, he turned to research on batteries, and so on.

Gudenov is the second child in the family. When he was a child, his parents had a bad relationship with their husbands and wives. His mother was indifferent to him so he could not feel maternal love. He also had severe dyslexia since he was a child, sensitive and anxious. After going to Groton Christian residential school at the age of 12, Gudenow became more distant from his mother and had little contact. At Groton, he experienced God and understood that “God is love.” He said: “It was the first time I experienced this kind of love. I almost jumped out of bed. I was so excited.”

This cognition of being surrounded by God’s love has been with Gudnov for more than 80 years, which is the foundation of his research and development work. Goodnoff said using his gifts, and working with colleagues to develop innovations that protect the planet and improve human life, is an expression of his love for God and neighbor, the great biblical commandment.

The connection between scientific pursuits and the Christian faith was obvious to Goodenoff. He said: “If you believe in a Creator, you should show your admiration for the Creator by admiring His creation. Scientists show respect for the Creator by studying the planet we live on and how it works.” Appreciate, and use their discoveries to serve humanity.”

Before God, Gudenov has a gentle, humble, and sensitive heart, so he can use the eyes of his soul to see clearly the relationship between God, man, and other creatures, just like Christ who pioneered science in the early days Just like the giants of science. Such Christian giants as Newton, Pascal, Boyle, Kepler, Copernicus, Faraday, Joule, Maxwell, Galileo, Planck, Dalton, Pasteur, Mendel, Edison, etc. Newton said, “The thumb, if nothing else, would convince me of the existence of God.”

The testimonies of Goodnoff and Newton confirm the teaching of the Bible: “The things of God, which can be known by man, are revealed in the hearts of men because God has revealed them to them. Since the creation of the world, God’s eternal power and God’s Sex are clearly known, being invisible, yet it is understood from what has been made so that men are without excuse.” (Romans 1:19-20)

The peace that God bestows, which surpasses all understanding, will be found in Christ-Deering  https://mp.weixin.qq.com/s/RNTo79IWDiKo9Vy5hpoJtw

“Father of lithium batteries” Goodenough won the Nobel Prize. He was deeply troubled by dyslexia and parental relationship in his childhood. He changed his major repeatedly in university, took the master’s entrance examination twice, and finally decided on his research direction at the age of 54. “Is everything accidental? Why did these completely change my life? For me, all accidents are the manifestation of God’s love.” What he pursued all his life is actually walking with God.

On October 9, John B. Goodenough, affectionately known as “Good Enough” Grandpa, won the Nobel Prize in Chemistry. After winning the award, his legendary life quickly spread widely in the Chinese circle.

The old man was troubled by dyslexia when he was a child, and the relationship between his parents was tense when he was a child. He changed his major repeatedly during college. He majored in classical literature when he entered the school and transferred to the philosophy department in the middle. The postgraduate exam was taken twice before being admitted. It was not until the age of 54 that he started to enter the battery field, and he was called the “father of lithium batteries”. At the age of 97, he is still struggling in the front line of scientific research until recently he won the Nobel Prize in Chemistry together with two other experts in this field. Today, the mobile phones, computers, cameras, and electric cars we use are becoming lighter and safer, thanks in large part to him.

In an interview with the media, he said: “I seem to be very happy, but I don’t care about these things at my age. I will go to the laboratory every day, otherwise, I will retire and wait to die. I won’t do that.”

Many look to Goodenough as an inspirational role model for the latest version of a late bloomer. But how does he see his own life? In an autobiography published a decade ago, Goodenough sees his life as a “Witness to Grace.”

the crying child in the corner
Goodenough’s grandfather was a devout Christian, and his father was influenced by his grandfather to study theology and prepare to serve in the church. However, when my father entered Harvard Divinity School, he was influenced by the liberal theology at that time. When he followed the academic circle to “discover the Christ in history”, it directly led to the wavering of his faith. Later, my father even accepted Freud’s theory, believing that belief is just a psychological projection of people, and he gradually moved away from the faith, although he once taught at Harvard Divinity School.

Goodenough was born in 1922 as the second boy in the family, three years older than him. Gudinough’s greatest joy in childhood was exploring the meadows and woods near his home. But the tense relationship between his parents troubled him a lot. Their marriage seemed to be a disaster, but because divorce was not so popular at the time, their parents’ marriage was like a wrecked ship, and it was going forward.

Possibly affected by this, Gudinough Jr. felt extremely insecure. At night, when he was lying alone in bed, he began to worry that he would be abandoned by his parents. Sometimes, when he heard a train whizzing by outside the window, he would quietly get out of bed and go to his parent’s bedroom to make sure they were still there. Once, after Mom and Dad drove away, Goodenough was so convinced he had been abandoned that he sat in a corner sobbing until his parents returned. That was the closest he’d come to a nervous breakdown.

From the age of seven, he suffered from dyslexia. His mechanical reading was unable to make sense of the words, a problem that persisted through college.

In 1934, at the age of 12, Goodenough entered the boarding school Groton School. Near the center of the campus is a chapel, funded by Rockefeller, that serves as the center of school activity. Every Sunday, students wear their blue school uniforms for morning and evening worship. Goodenough was taken into the choir, much to his surprise. Because he thought he was tone deaf since he was a child, even his elder brother satirized him and said, “Do you have to sing?” The experience in the choir made Gudinav very happy.

Groton Middle School Chapel:Behind the Hound, a Life-Changing Awakening

Singing in the choir introduced Goodenough to the Christian faith. Despite his family’s religious tradition, his knowledge of Christianity was extremely poor. He found that the principal came to pray for the school very early before breakfast every day. He often heard the principal pray, “Oh, Lord, help us to live with dignity and for the benefit of others.”

By his third year, Goodenough noticed something in the school’s prayer book that he didn’t understand. It read Leviticus 19:2, “You shall be holy, for I, the LORD your God, am holy.” He checked the dictionary to find out what “holy” meant, but there was no one in the dictionary. An answer that satisfies him. “Holiness must be more than   keeping the law! I realized that holiness is a word that cannot be defined; holiness must be an experience. I also realized that without this experience, whether it is a biblical story or a worship service. They are separated from me by a layer of veil.”

That year, he read the story of Moses. Moses saw the bush burn and not be destroyed. “The image didn’t shock me, as the setting sun could have created the illusion of burning bushes. What really surprised me was the answer Moses got when he asked God’s name: ‘I am who I am… …that I AM has sent me to you’. These words struck my imagination, and I felt as if it were the key to my doubts.” Goodenough decided to be baptized, he hoped Through baptism, he completely lifted the veil covering his rationality.

Baptism had brought him into a community, but he still felt like a layman. Then he thought again, Maybe I’ll understand after Communion. “It turned out that my confusion was still unresolved. There must be something I had overlooked!” Goodenough said.

In the fifth school year, Goodenough took an English poetry appreciation class, which was quite a challenge for him who was dyslexic. He thought the only way to learn to read poetry was to try to write it himself, and in the process of writing it, he finally understood the metaphor. One day in February, the homework assigned by the teacher was “Hounds of Heaven”, a poem about how the author was conquered by God’s love. During the Easter break, Goodenough and his father discussed the topic of faith. His father, who was a professor of religious history at Yale University at the time, told him that human beings generally have a religious appeal, and showed him the images of various gods drawn by the ancients.

Perhaps it was the stimulation of the professional class his father gave him, although it failed to reduce the confusion in his heart, that night, he had a dream, in which the images he had seen during the day flashed before his eyes one by one, each When the secondary image appeared, he shouted: “This is not God.” Finally, the head of a hound appeared in front of him. Goodenough still said, “This is not God.” Suddenly the Hound smiled, and behind the smile, there was a gentle light. Goodenough cried out in his dream: “God is love!” He woke up excitedly from the dream, jumped out of bed, and his heart was full of joy.

The next morning, Goodenough told his father about his dream, but his father advised him not to take it too seriously. His father had no idea what the dream meant to Goodenough. “It was an awakening that changed my life,” Gudinough recalled.

After returning to school, the principal noticed a change in Goodenough’s mind. One day, the principal suggested that he study theology and serve the church. But Goodenough said he wanted to evangelize as a layman. In fact, he was still afraid of public speaking. He felt that he could not be a good preacher and that he was not worthy to represent Jesus. At that time he did not understand the power of grace to make him a new creature.

While dyslexia and insecurities haven’t gone away, Goodenough is generally happy with his studies and life at Groton. His grades continued to improve, from a B to an A to an A+ before graduating summa cum laude.

A Weather Forecaster Standing Outside the Doors of Physics

In his final year at Groton, Dad finally decided to separate from Mom and start another marriage with his research assistant. Rejected by his new mother, he decided not to accept money from his parents and left home with $35 in hand to attend Yale. Although college life was tight, fortunately, he survived by being a tutor to rich kids.

Difficulties in life were not his biggest challenge at Yale. Goodenough believed that there is a universal moral code that governs human behavior, just as there are universal laws in the physical world. But Yale’s philosophy professors teach that all moral and aesthetic judgments are relative. The professors spoke convincingly but never doubted that what they said was also relative.

“Are our ideas of holiness arbitrary or inherent in human nature? Are we going to the battlefield to fight Hitler and Tojo? Are we going to fight the barbarism of Stalin? Although different people are loyal to different ideals, we have to choose which ones to follow in these extreme situations. Sadly, we too often succumb to immediate self-interest, allowing the fleeting to lure us away from our ultimate goal, often with disastrous results.” Gudiner’s Husband began to think about the direction of life.

He recalled: “I began to understand that the meaning of life is not the approval of others, but the importance of the object we serve. Do we serve ourselves, the family, the nation, or the country as the highest object of service? I want to find my calling Zhao, maybe it’s in the field of science. In my second year of university, I decided to study philosophy of science.”

After Pearl Harbor, the United States officially entered the war. Goodenough was called up with his classmates, and he accepted the advice of his mathematics professor to enlist in the U.S. Army Air Corps as a weather forecaster. In 1945, the war in Europe is coming to an end. While eating in the cafeteria, Goodenough saw a pastor bow his head in thanks for his meal. This simple gesture brought his thoughts on faith back to him. He felt that he should read the Bible again and let the Bible speak to him. The environment at that time did not allow him to read the scriptures regularly, and the military environment often made him distracted.

After World War II, Goodenough was already a captain. Although he had the opportunity to stay in the army and do meteorological work, Gudinough did not think this was his calling in peacetime. In 1946, he came to Washington and, with the help of his former mathematics professor, got a chance to study at the University of Chicago.

On the way from Washington to Chicago, Goodenough suddenly remembered that he had hoped to study physics after the war during his service, so he immediately decided to transfer to study physics after entering the University of Chicago. When he registered, a professor poured cold water on him, “At your age, those physics masters are already honored.”

Erin later became his wife-The brave make a choice, but the coward still hesitates
As a novice in physics, Gudinav encountered a big bottleneck in his research and was admitted after taking the postgraduate exam twice. Fortunately, his mentor was Zener, the inventor of the “Zener diode”. The mentor said to him: “Now you are facing two problems: one is to find a problem, and the other is to solve it.” This sentence benefited him a lot.

Another question Goodenough had was about Christianity. He found that there were some problems with the ideas of his father, who had enlightened him in faith, and the old headmaster of Groton. The old headmaster believed that faith was mainly about morality; his father used reason to criticize all religions. Goodenough also believes in the scientific method and finds and solves problems through scientific methods, but he finds that there is another dimension beyond rationality besides science, and people should keep an open attitude to this dimension.

To that end, Goodenough joined a Christian youth group at school. Although the group members have a harmonious relationship with each other, perhaps because everyone has similar educational backgrounds, it feels very arrogant and limited, which is not conducive to real dialogue. Goodenough wanted to find someone who could both be biblical and help him discover the true meaning behind the words of the Bible.

This person really showed up. In the fall of 1949, Irene Wiseman (Irene Wiseman) came to the University of Chicago. Her father was a pastor, and Irene inherited her father’s faith. She is a gifted teacher who combines cultural sensitivity with biblical understanding and insight. She knows how to listen and have a conversation, and always makes the conversation fruitful.

Encouraged by Goodenough, Erin organized a Bible study group. In the group, Goodenough and another law student often got into heated arguments. The other Christian girls used to sit there and watch the two of them speak their minds and fight each other. In the blink of an eye, the spring of 1950 came, and it was time for Goodenough and the law school boys to make a decision. The law students retreated, and Goodenough found himself completely free of doubts about Jesus’ coming to reconcile the world with God, no longer refusing to publicly admit that Jesus was the Christ.

“A Catholic once said to me, ‘Faith is a private matter,'” Goodenough said. “No! Faith is a personal matter, but we are called to bear witness to what we see so that others may too. See. Of course, our understanding today is still vague, but we should still talk to people, open the eyes of the blind, and lead the prisoner out of prison, but first, we ourselves must allow the Holy Spirit to enlighten us. Jesus said ‘If we do not No one can come to the Father through me’, and if we don’t see Jesus, we can’t find the way to Heaven.”

A line of poetry echoed in Goodenough’s head: “The moment of decision has come, the brave make the choice, the coward still hesitates.” This sentence has often been in his mind since he appeared in the church at Groton Middle School and emerges from it until today when he finally professes his faith and commits himself to his witness to Christ.

“My son turned out to be a damn ‘puritan'”
When Goodenough told the news of his conversion to the Lord to his classmates at the University of Chicago, everyone’s reactions were mixed. Some people are condescending and disapproving, while others think he is committing suicide rationally. Another student of Professor Zener seized on Goodenough’s beliefs to gain a competitive advantage over the professor — because being a Christian in academia always feels shaky.

When he told his mother the news, her mother was furious. It was okay to show up at church and serve occasionally, but it was embarrassing for her to testify like an evangelist. The father’s attitude was even more disappointing. He said directly to a friend: “I really don’t understand why one of my sons turned out to be a damned Puritan.”

Although his parents still plagued Goodenough’s life as much as he did when he was a child, they no longer bothered him. In 1950, Goodenough ushered in the happiest time in his life, and he and Irene entered the marriage hall. At the same time, he entered the MIT Lincoln Laboratory, where he focused on research related to solid magnetism, which later became computer memory.

However, Goodenough’s project had to be terminated in 1969 when funding was cut because the lab was receiving funding from the Air Force. He lost his job. However, it was this unemployment that made him turn his attention to energy materials. Later, he accepted the invitation to Oxford University and was on the road to becoming the “father of lithium batteries”. In order to avoid Oxford’s retirement system, Goodenough, 64, moved back to the United States to continue his research work at the University of Texas.

After winning the Nobel Prize, he said: “Now my team is working hard to make batteries safer and longer-lasting. I know this is a fickle society and people don’t want things to last a long time, but I like to make things that can last a long time. .” The 97-year-old Mr. Good Enough still goes to the laboratory every day, but he is not a workaholic who idolizes his career. He is well aware of the limitations of science.

As he wrote in his autobiography, “Science is the ability to break through human limitations and change destiny, but also to suppress, threaten and destroy human beings. Science can only answer ‘why things are the way they are?’ and ‘how to use them. Does knowledge achieve its goals?’ but does not help us to make a moral assessment of human goals. To do that, we need to look elsewhere.”

Goodenough continued: “The term ‘human purpose’ itself implies a premise that our lives have meaning. This is a basic premise of philosophers, artists, and religious believers. Besides, They also believe that there is a fixed and universal moral law that governs our relationship with ourselves, other people, nature, and human nature and that this moral law can be understood by man.” In his view, people should follow what Jesus said Find meaning in life.

Goodenough is well-qualified to display his reason and intelligence, but he honestly admits: “Our existence is not the result of nature alone, but has a mysterious origin.” The proud man cannot pray, because He cannot admit that there is a being higher than himself. Goodenough, a practitioner of prayer, said: “Prayer is the acknowledgment of a mysterious Being, whom you may call the Father or the Source of Life. Prayer is the acknowledgment of His sovereignty, with whom He walks. The purpose of prayer is not to carry out our will, but to enable us to understand and practice God’s will so that the Holy Spirit can use this to change ourselves and our culture. The ultimate meaning of life is actually to walk with the eternal God .”

Is life just a series of coincidences superimposed?
“When I look back on my life,” said the ninety-year-old, “I can’t help but think that my life was guided by invisible hands. I stole, I lied, I drank, I gambled, I indulged myself as a child. Why do I think this is bad?” Goodenough, who had been taught by his parents to behave and be honest, had more than once seen his father steal a cigarette while his grandfather was visiting. “I don’t believe my childhood conscience came from my upbringing, on the contrary, we have an innate sense of fairness, justice, honor.”

How can a child who suffered from dyslexia from an early age graduate with honors and finally win a Nobel Prize? “Is this just a coincidence, or is God’s grace behind the scenes?” Goodenough asked, “When I read the story of Moses, I somehow tried to figure out what ‘holy’ meant; when I dreamed When I saw the love of God in the smile of the hound, was it all just subconscious? If so, why did these experiences completely change my life?”

“Why did I meet the banker Mr. Peabody to help me when I was facing financial pressure in college? Why did I, a student who started with classics, take the path of physics after the war? It just so happened that the math professor suggested that I not join the Marine Corps and become a weathered soldier. When my math professor knew that there was a plan for further education for veterans, was it really just a coincidence? Meeting Erin was just an accident Is it?” Goodenough obviously does not see his life as a superposition of coincidences one after another, and he does not want people to see him on the Nobel Prize podium as just an inspiration to encourage children. The story, “For me, all the accidents in my life are expressions of God’s love.”

见证篇168.高呼…

女乘客高呼主名,挽救了整个航班?
昨天有段视频刷爆不少基督徒的微信群,引起了很多人的关注。

视频上有位黄衣女子在某航班上大喊大叫,嘴里喊着“耶稣”“哈利路亚”等等词汇。而在视频的后半段,则出现了一架飞机在跑道上起火,乘客紧急撤离的场景。

根据发布者的介绍称,事件发生在阿联酋迪拜飞往牙买加的航班上。正是女子的“圣灵上身”,导致了航班延误了两个小时。

不久,机长发觉飞机引擎存在问题,并冒出火花,很快燃起熊熊大火。他赶紧通知机组人员,组织乘客有序撤离,挽救了他们的生命,避免了一场灾难。

事后,机长承认,该女子是上主派来拯救机组人员和乘客的,因此感谢主的奇妙带领。

这个“神迹”迅速引发了弟兄姐妹的关注,纷纷转发,跟大家分享这个大好信息。

不过也有信徒指出,这段视频的描述有问题,信仰中岂有“圣灵上身”的说法,这只有民间降神才会出现。这个视频应该是极端灵恩派制作的。

而有的弟兄进一步指出,现在网络科技那么发达,剪辑视频并非什么难事,不少人都具备这种技能。

于是笔者就将视频中的乘客撤离的场景截图,并用百度、360等进行识图,找到该事件的源头,从而证明了视频后半部分系剪辑而成。

http://news.carnoc.com/list/375/375179.html(来自网传“神迹”视频截图)。

几乎一样的图,这么赤裸裸的移花接木?

原来根据各大媒体报道:“2016年10月28日, 美国航空公司一架客机当地时间28日从芝加哥起飞时起火,造成多人受伤。幸运的是机长顺利降落客机,机上169人无人死亡。”

而迪拜也确实在2016年发生过类似事故,只不过当年8月3日,阿联酋航空一架客机因发生事故紧急降落迪拜机场,事故造成一名消防员不幸殉职,机上300人无人伤亡。此事件也与视频描述的完全不同。

可见,事情发生在芝加哥,而非视频所说的迪拜,这件事伪造的问题昭然若揭。

现在有些异端邪教组织为了传播其歪理邪说无所不用其极,而剪辑视频、编造神迹是他们惯用的手法。诸如此前被“空中出现天使”、“教堂被彩虹环绕”等等,都属于他们的伎俩。

他们利用很多基督徒重视神迹的心理,通过移花接木的方式,将两段视频合二为一,并附上介绍,让不明就里的人上当,接受了其错误宣传。

有些信徒之所以陷入错误的泥潭,其实跟异端邪教伪造的假见证、假神迹有关。他们看到这些奇妙事迹后,不是去分辨真伪,而是盲目相信,热心转发。当自己对异端的东西轻信时,只要他们对你稍加暗示,错误引导,你就会一步步掉入他们的圈套中。

因此,我们看到的各种视频未必是真的,尤其是各类神迹奇事,更要谨慎。广大信徒在看到神迹视频时,最好先冷静下来思考,不要盲信,更不可转发,而要想办法去核实视频的可靠性。就像这次的视频,只要截图-识图就能找到准确出处,从而揭穿这个谎言。

最重要的是,我们的信仰并不是各种奇幻的神迹奇事,而是建立在耶稣基督的真道,常存公义、怜悯、谦卑的心,并每日与主同行。只有这样,我们才能具备分辨真伪的见识,能够拆穿各种伪造视频,驳斥假见证、假神迹的错谬。

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The female passenger shouted the Lord’s name and saved the entire flight.Yesterday, a video flooded many Christian WeChat groups, which attracted a lot of attention.

The video shows a woman in yellow shouting on a flight, shouting words such as “Jesus” and “Hallelujah” in her mouth. In the second half of the video, a scene of a plane catching fire on the runway and passengers evacuating urgently appeared.

According to the publisher, the incident took place on a flight from Dubai to Jamaica, UAE. It was the woman’s “Holy Spirit Upper Body” that caused the flight to be delayed by two hours.

Soon, the captain noticed that there was a problem with the aircraft engine, and sparks appeared, which soon ignited a raging fire. He quickly informed the crew and organized the orderly evacuation of passengers, saving their lives and avoiding a disaster.

Afterward, the captain admitted that the woman had been sent by the Lord to rescue the crew and passengers, so he thanked the Lord for his wonderful guidance.

This “miracle” quickly attracted the attention of brothers and sisters, and they forwarded it to share this great message with everyone.

However, some believers pointed out that there is a problem with the description of this video, and there is no saying in the belief that the “Holy Spirit is on the body”, which only appears in the folk séance. This video should be made by extreme charismatics.

Some brothers further pointed out that now that network technology is so developed, editing videos is not difficult, and many people have this skill.

So the author took a screenshot of the scene of the evacuation of the passengers in the video, and used Baidu, 360, etc. to identify the picture to find the source of the incident, thus proving that the second half of the video was edited.

http://news.carnoc.com/list/375/375179.html (from a screenshot of the “miracle” video transmitted online).

Almost the same picture, such a naked transplant?

According to major media reports: “On October 28, 2016, an American Airlines passenger plane caught fire while taking off from Chicago on the 28th local time, causing many injuries. Fortunately, the captain landed on the passenger plane without any deaths, and none of the 169 people on board died. ”

Dubai did have a similar accident in 2016, but on August 3 of that year, an Emirates passenger plane made an emergency landing at Dubai Airport, resulting in the death of a firefighter and the unmanned death of 300 people on board. This event is also completely different from what the video depicts.

It can be seen that the incident happened in Chicago, not Dubai as the video suggests, and the problem of this forgery is obvious.

At present, some heretical cults go to great lengths to spread their fallacies, and editing videos and fabricating miracles are their usual methods. Such as “angels appear in the sky”, “churches surrounded by rainbows” and so on, all belong to their tricks.

They took advantage of the psychology of many Christians who attach importance to miracles, and by transferring flowers and trees, they combined the two videos into one, and attached introductions, so that people who did not know what they were in were fooled and accepted their false propaganda.

The reason why some believers fall into the quagmire of mistakes is actually related to the false testimonies and false miracles forged by heretical cults. After seeing these wonderful deeds, they do not distinguish the truth from the fake, but blindly believe and enthusiastically forward. When you are credulous about heretical things, as long as they hint at you a little, and misguide, you will fall into their trap step by step.

Therefore, the various videos we see may not be true, especially all kinds of signs and wonders, and we should be more cautious. When the majority of believers see the miracle video, it is best to calm down and think, do not blindly believe, let alone forward, but find a way to verify the reliability of the video. Just like this video, as long as the screenshot is recognized, the accurate source can be found, thereby debunking this lie.

Most importantly, our faith is not a fantastic sign and wonder but is based on the Word of Jesus Christ, who is always righteous, merciful, humble, and walks with the Lord every day. Only in this way can we have the insight to distinguish between true and false, be able to debunk all kinds of fake videos, and refute the falsehood of false testimonies and false miracles.

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People are bustling in church, and Jesus is knocking outside. We like to speak beautifully and do pompousness, and when the circumstances are difficult and we cannot cover up our inner poverty through ministry, and you and I who are obsessed with language are asked to live, we panic. Which Lord do we follow? It turned out to be such a fluke, there is no wind and frost on the skin of the face, and there are no nail marks on the back of the hand. Do not seek the blueprint of life, do not seek the illumination of the whole process, but be faithful to Him every day.

In fact, there are so many myths in modern society! Every day, the media keeps telling us that maintaining a certain social order will make people safe; Only by establishing a certain system can the country have a future; With a certain commodity, talent is happy; By changing a certain attitude, people can break through themselves and achieve success. Can these promises make people more authentic to the world, more creative about their future, and more compassionate about our unfortunate people? Or can it only be used to satisfy human greed, heroism, and self-centeredness? Are they apotheizing the present system? Or completely deny the world and evade social responsibility?

In ordinary days, the longer a person stays in the church, the more difficult it is to realize that Jesus is the lord of the church, and he thinks that so and so is the master of the church. And in times of trial, it’s easy to think that earthly powers have the power to make the church live or die. But the book of Revelation forbids us to live defeatists, even when the crowd has bowed to Caesar, the hungry lion of the Colosseum is roaring, the sword of the Roman soldier has been unsheathed, and we need to relearn the “mystery of the golden lampstand”: it is not a person or force who owns the church, but Jesus who walks in the middle of the golden lampstand and holds the seven stars.

Get rid of your fascination with languageWhen the environment is difficult, people naturally want more comfort and encouragement. Therefore, when trials come, people often have a passion for listening and preaching. But trials are rarely tests of whether we have the fervor to hear and preach, but rather whether we are serious about the Word we believe, even if our interests and lives are damaged. This seriousness cannot be expressed by listening to sermons or praises, and its challenge to Chinese believers is to let go of their fascination with high words and wisdom and put themselves into practice.

John begins by saying, “Blessed are those who read the prophecies of this book and those who hear and obey what is written therein” (Rev. 1:3). As if foreseeing that the Book of Revelation might be used by posterity as a talking point to satisfy curiosity and speculate about future events, John points out that prophecy is not just talking, but also carries a strong demand for earthly orientation and action.

The attachment to language and concepts is Chinese ethnic, and we believe that words and entities always have some metaphysical connection. Coupled with the increasingly rational tradition of Christianity since the Reformation, the mysteries experienced by the early church through worship, praise, prayer, and sacraments were slowly replaced by preaching and listening, and our emphasis on words and language has reached an unreasonable level.

As more and more literate intellectuals and urban middle classes enter the church, language has a certain redemptive function for middle-class believers, even to the point where it has replaced the urgency of physical practice and the necessity of obedience, and we think that by listening, understanding, dialecticalizing, and then acknowledging, we have fulfilled the requirements of revelation for man. For other things, it is enough to support others to do them, such as mission, where we give money and rarely think about the possibility of being missionaries ourselves.

The professional training of believers and preachers from this background accustomed him to understanding man and God from a logical and rational perspective. An orthodox spiritual religious language becomes their instrument of salvation—a new believer who can describe his spiritual experience inappropriate words is more easily accepted as a born-again saved person; If he did not have the proper language, he would attend make-up classes in catechumen, which often became an occasion for learning to use spiritual words.

To say the right word is to enter that realm, to fulfill that responsibility, to reach that state of life. The church also often doubts whether people who do not use traditional spiritual discourse are truly saved, and from time to time we see people rejecting an article on the grounds that “there is no mention of the cross, sin, and forgiveness.” Not mentioning is nothing, and in his mind, salvation is accomplished by words.

The hardest thing for intellectuals and middle-class believers to confront is James’s exhortation, “But walk the way, and do not deceive yourselves by listening to it alone” (James 1:22). Their educational qualifications and living standards are achieved by half their lives, comfort, safety, warmth and dignity. To truly implement the teachings of the Bible, many times it will disturb this small world and challenge its lifestyle, which is intolerable.

John’s situation is by no means easier than that of any contemporary oppressed believer, and his prospects are no brighter than anyone else’s. Christ or Caesar is no longer the subject of rational debate, but the choice of life and death; Faith ceases to be a proposition and becomes an extremely acute reality. Circumstances do not allow us to replace entities with words and the first level of obedience with a second level of responsibility. The days of peril are an opportunity for us to fulfill our spiritual words, and blessed are believers who do not use words as a medium of salvation.

With love, no matter how bitter it is, it is easy to surviveWhen the weather is good, it is both possible and universal to be a so-so Christian, even to serve two masters at the same time. It’s completely different when the environment is urgent. You are so-so, the times do not allow you, and you yourself will find it boring. Why be a Christian in a name? Think about it, if you are just a nominal Mrs. Wang and have no real husband and wife relationship with Mr. Wang, how painful it would be! What about being a nominal rich man? Anything that is nominal is painful.

Ephesian believers suffer from a common spiritual symptom of replacing love for God with work and loving others with guardianship of God. This is the “Ephesus syndrome.” Their problem is not that there is no ministry, or that there is not enough work on the outside, but that the work inside is not good enough. The common mistake of Christianity is to cover up its problems with more external services, and when someone points out something inappropriate, it likes to use many theories to refute it, confuse the truth, and cover up the truth.

Jesus’ advice to the church in Ephesus is not to defend yourself, but to reflect on where the mind fell, repent immediately, and act immediately. On a practical level, no matter how hard the church tries, it may not be able to change the general climate outside the church, but if the church is willing to truly love God and love people, it can witness God and create people. With love, more difficult moments are easy to get through. The power of the testimony of love cannot be underestimated.

The more empty and unbearable a person’s heart is, the more he likes to cover up emptiness and loneliness with dense work and entertainment, as is the case with individuals and as well as in the church. If circumstances change and we do not have the conditions to carry out external ministry, how can we be sure that we are still disciples of Jesus?

Chinese believers like to read the biographies of saints, and the more tragic the saints’ suffering, the more we like and inspire. But we rarely wonder, will one day we also want this way of the cross? Fear and withdrawal are natural, but we cannot let natural reactions make decisions for us. In times of fear and withdrawal, listen to the Lord: I am the first, I am the last, let’s try to walk together. The Lord’s sovereignty over all of us is most real and precious in times of adversity, not embellished by casual talk on days of peace and happiness.

When we suffer for God, we often feel more reason to ask the Lord for salvation, and all we have in mind is God’s promise of salvation in the Old Testament. If things don’t go your way, it’s easy to get discouraged and give up. In Jesus’ letter to the church of Priesthood, we see that He only warns of greater trials ahead, but does not mean to reduce them. His answer to the suffering believer was, “Be faithful to death, and I will give you the crown of life.” (Rev. 2:10).

Some leaders are accustomed to playing the role of messianic strongmen. If we insist that only large scenes that consume a lot of human and material resources are the only effective ministry of the church when conditions do not allow, the role of the Messianic strongman cannot find the stage. Believers who follow such leaders believe that without changing the social structure, all problems of suffering and injustice cannot be solved and that the most effective way to change society is to promote the adjustment of the power structure. But this is not the only reaction that faith communities can have, and we can stop treating those in power as targets of exhaustion, and instead serve those who lack support and have nowhere to run.

This is precisely the role of Jesus’ suffering servant. The church understood what it meant to be a “suffering servant,” and it had no more effective role in difficult times. Can we only make salt in a stable bottle, and not in a bland tasteless, and desperate state?

Where did you compromise and relax?There is a strange custom among modern Christians that they are afraid that they are too much like Christians, for fear that those who do not believe will dare not approach him. Does an unbeliever attract an unbeliever? What makes unbelievers from curiosity to believe is not a truth, but the outpouring of life temperament. People often like to quote Paul, “To whatever kind of man, be what kind of man,” but forget that Paul’s purpose in saying this phrase is to “save some people no matter what,” not out of man’s natural instinct to cover himself. So Paul likewise, “Come out of them and separate from them.” ”

In this day and age, when different streams merge and keep the Word in the name of the Lord, we cannot hope to please everyone. If we are in conflict with others for the sake of truth, ask God to tell us to stay the course. The more urgent the times, the easier it is for people to get confused and focus on the gains and losses in front of them. If we only compete for the day, the day and night of the troubled world is to become a king today and defeat tomorrow, and it is easy to disappoint people. At this time, everyone fought for his right to speak, saying that he was for justice. Christians are to learn to listen calmly and discern what is the clamor of the crowd and what is the demand of Christ, and the crowd will crucify the truth. Those who are leaders should not only curry favor with the masses, and those who are believers should not just follow the brigade.

To live in the here and now with a sense of history is to demand that you be able to account for everything you do every day before Christ’s seat; That is, when you see a little light, you trust Him to go on; We do not seek the blueprint of life, do not seek the illumination of the whole process, but only ask Him to make us forever faithful to Him, to every day, to every opportunity. Instead of stammering and not knowing how to explain to Christ, today is like living in front of the judgment seat, which is what I mean by a sense of history.

The believer is in the hands of God as the bow and arrow are in the hands of an archer. The bow and arrow are only in a state of reserve in the bow and quiver, and when the time comes, the archer will snap the arrow on the string, and the bow will be full, aiming at the target, just as God aimed at his goal with us. Do we know the goal? Most of the time it is not known, but He still pulls and makes us unbearable, we struggle and cry, and He seems to ignore it. When the time came, He shot us. Where are faith and patience needed when the wind is fine and the goal is accurate? In times of uncertain prospects and difficult lives, faith is needed like the believers of Thiathyla.

It is a fact that there are erroneous ideas in the church, both ancient and modern, and the church allows it to grow, but it has a unshirkable responsibility. Our problem is not that freedom is used to preach things that are untrue, and if this freedom is taken away, greater evil will emerge; Our problem is that too few people use his freedom to stand up and show Jesus what is right and what is wrong. We allow the teachings of Balaam, the Nigollahs, and Jezebel to pass unimpeded in the church.

The crisis facing the Church of Sadie is that this church, which has a good reputation before men, actually exists in name only, and nothing is complete before the Lord, and it does not know it. But “In Thadde, there are several of you who have not defiled their clothes, and they will walk with me in white, for they deserve it.” (Revelation 3:4) Deserving does not mean what they have done to earn salvation, but refers to believers who are excluded and suffer from their faith and whom the Lord considers worthy of walking with the Lord.

A life worthy of is a life that is before God and pleasing to God, not before man. Do not say that you do not know how to distinguish between what God means and what man means; Don’t use another question to escape the real problem. Know for yourself that you must compare with your inner voice with the opinions of others and the measure of pros and cons, and disturb your heart with skeptical voices and debating attitudes.

There is a joke that sounds absurd at first glance, but it goes deeper it speaks of the blood and tears of the church and even the personal depravity – a rich American businessman goes to see the Pope. They walked and talked in the garden, followed by the cardinal. The cardinal only heard the rich merchant say, “How about a million?” The Pope shook his head and said, “No.” “Five million, then!” Rich businessmen speak with hope. “Still can’t.” The Pope said stubbornly. The cardinal began to frown. “The last price, 10 million is fine!” The rich businessman looked anxious. The Pope still firmly replied: “Not really!” The rich merchant looked disappointed and left sadly.

Then the cardinal stepped forward: “Why are you so stubborn? Ten million we can do a lot of things, how many poor people can be helped? What exactly is he asking you to do? The Pope replied quietly: “He asked me to pray in front of the crowd in the future, and I would say last: pray in the name of Coca-Cola, Amen.” ”

Have you ever heard of churches and institutions doing degrading things to others in order to raise money? The phenomenon in Christian circles is often more absurd than this joke. There are always people who think that the church is his, and he can do it as he wants. Whenever we replace the ideal of Christ with the ideal of man and the standard of the Bible with the standard of the world, the church and institutions will inevitably fall into the state of existence in name only. When we can be alerted that we are in the hands of Christ, the One who observes subtlety and has abundant grace, we feel the severity of His grace and immediately turn around and come back to life.

Think back to yourself, where you went wrong, where you compromised and relaxed, these are only known to you. When you think back and know, you have to honestly repent, and this is how the road back takes the first step.

Listen, He is knocking outside the doorOne of the harsh realities of living in this generation is that principled people inevitably suffer. One of the most astonishing visions of Revelation is that it is the slain lamb who gets the throne. One day when believers appear before the throne of the Lamb to pay for their lives, the slain lamb will also be amazed, how can we live our lives with flesh and skin? Which Lord do we follow? Can it be such a “fluke”? How come there is no wind and frost on the skin and no nail marks on the back of the hand?

This does not mean that we Christians have to “find death” ourselves, but that we must have a life that will be born after death, a life that is no longer afraid of killing the body and cannot kill the soul, a life that is covered by the power of the resurrection so that the church can be established in the most unlikely places and change society.

The sin of the Laodicean church is not indifference, lack of spiritual heat, or indifference to Christ. From their boast that “there is no shortage of everything”, it can be seen that this church should be quite good in the eyes of people, and it is unlikely that it will be completely inactive in religion. Just like the problem of Laodicea is not that there is no water, but that the temperature of the water drops after the groundwater flows here, it can not be regarded as a healing hot spring, and because the cooling is not enough, there are too many impurities to drink, and their religious activities are useless. People were making noise in the church, but Jesus was knocking outside the door. The spiritual function of the Laodicean church has suffered from severe “atrophy.”

In the face of a radically changing society, what can people expect from the church to do for them? The church should have a passion for helpless people in society, just as Jesus had mercy on people when he saw them like sheep without shepherds. We must learn to ask the question: What would Jesus do if He came into our society and faced the same people? Will He reduce all problems to spiritual problems?

In the case of spiritual problems, are all spiritual problems gospel problems? Why didn’t the Lord Jesus solve the problem of juvenile officials with a gospel plan, and if he used the gospel plan to solve his problems, instead of forcing him to sell everything and give it to the poor, which is obviously not a typical gospel plan, wouldn’t we have a happy ending? Why didn’t He first criticize Zacchaeus for being greedy and harming others, as the crowd did, before accepting him?

He touches living people, and their problems become His problems. As a newborn king, he accepted all the problems of life that represented the old powers, and the way to fight them was not only the transmission of the gospel ideas, but practical solutions: the confused gave him heavenly guidance, the hungry gave him food, and the sick healed him. This is the passion he has in the face of those afflicted by the old forces, and the passion that will eventually cause him to suffer and be crucified. The newborn king never defended his rights in any way, and in his only “yes,” he intervened fully, confronted and overcame in the face of death and those tormented by the fear of death.

Seriously, what was the church at that time? In the face of the Roman Empire, they were just a group of small people with no power and no influence. If you ask, “What’s the use of this?” I asked, “Where is the mighty Roman Empire today?” “The weak church has become a community that history cannot ignore, and many people have tried to erase it, but none of them succeeded.

Jesus’ seven epistles to the church end with His own knocking at the door, and we should also listen quietly to His knocking, the door of our hearts, the door of the city in which we live, the door of our nation. Those inside the door can celebrate with complacency and great events so that they cannot hear knocks; People inside the door can also be depressed and self-pitying because of suffering, so they cannot hear knocking. Living in this age, it is our duty to listen to His voice and to believe that the knocker is the triumphant King, and whoever hears and opens the door will sit with Him on the throne.

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When it comes to the so-called “assurance of salvation,” I always feel that this is an extremely serious and even terrible proposition, and if I don’t pay attention to it, it will usurp God’s sovereignty. But in reality, too many people treat it casually. There is a class of people who are always anxiously looking for every detail of life, or getting answers from other people’s mouths; contempt together with cultivating life), and take it for granted that they must be saved, Christians. In any case, it is dangerous to get too entangled or to be too hasty. The assurance is in no one’s hands but God’s. Of course, I always believe that our inner conscience (never feeling) and the Trinity God will give the answer in unison. This article attempts to break the superficial shell and give an inner explanation.

“How do I know I’m really a Christian?”

I asked this question to a spiritual elder when I was young. “What’s there to worry about?” the other party replied. His answer was reassuring and plausible, but in fact, it was wildly misleading. Although I forget the exact content of that conversation, his main point was clear: “If you’re afraid of hell and want to be a Christian, isn’t the evidence clear enough?”

He seems to be right. So I stopped worrying, convinced that heaven was a sure thing for me. Could it be another result? After all, I love Jesus and fear hell.

Of course, this “assurance” was extremely dangerous because I was not a Christian then.

In fact, arbitrarily judging a person’s salvation is dangerous no matter what. Because having a Christian lifestyle doesn’t mean you’re saved. It is entirely possible for lost people to imitate Christian habits and develop similar religious feelings.

I am very aware of this. I was once a theology graduate, active preacher, and devoted gospel worker. However, I am not a Christian.

I am afraid many are in a similar false assurance. They grew up in a Christian family, formed certain “Christian” habits, and accepted certain “Christian” ideas-but they didn’t know the narrow road that led to eternal life. Many people believe that having a Christian lifestyle is enough to guarantee salvation. This kind of self-deception is dangerous—it is perhaps the most dangerous kind of deception.

Eight Deadly False Assurances

There are eight deadly false assurances that make those who have no true faith in Christ look, feel, or act like Christians.

First, I prayed a prayer of resolution.

We all know that a formulaic prayer does not save people. However, there will always be people who regard certain types of prayer as the primary evidence of salvation. They always equate prayer with faith. But no matter how memorable a prayer, a person is truly saved only when he repents and trusts Christ with all his heart (Acts 20:21).

Second, I repent of sin.

Believers in Jesus or not, God’s law is written in our hearts. Therefore, we feel guilty when we sin (Romans 2:15). Even Esau, who was greedy for the world, would cry out for the consequences of his sin (Hebrews 12:17). Unbelievers also repent of their sins from time to time, but they have not repented, trusted God, and therefore cannot remove their guilt (2 Corinthians 7:10).

Third, I feel very close to God.

In today’s age, the thing that deceives us the most is our feelings. We will be eager to elevate feeling and equate it with the truth. The truth is this: We can feel a lot, and not all of them are true to reality.

Fourth, I became godly.

This is my most common mistake: When I see that I am more Christlike (more humble!) than most people, I am sure I am saved. The apostle Paul probably felt the same way before he became a Christian. In Philippians 3, he says, “If anyone thinks he can trust in his own righteousness, much more can I trust.” In fact, as far as “righteousness according to the law” is concerned, he has “nothing to rely on.” accusing” (Philippians 3:6). By today’s standards, Paul was very “godly” when he was young, but he was not a believer at that time.

Fifth, I pray, read the Bible, and go to church.

Prayer, reading the Bible, and going to church are essential channels of grace in Christian life. However, there are also unsaved people in the church (Matthew 13:24-30). There are also people in the church who have tasted the good deeds but have not really known God (Hebrews 6:4-9). Hypocrites also pray anytime and anywhere (Matthew 6:5).

Sixth, God has given me a happy life.

God gives sunshine and rain to believers as well as unbelievers (Matthew 5:45), and many other daily blessings (James 1:17). His common grace pervades all areas of our lives. While we should thank God for this, we cannot equate His common grace with His saving grace.

Seventh, I have served the Lord.

Matthew 7:22-23 tells us very clearly that some people who have done a lot of service for Jesus will be excluded from the kingdom of heaven. No matter how many fellowships you have led, how many ministries you have been in, or how much evangelism you have preached, it will not guarantee that you will actually be saved. Many who think they have served much will hear the terrible words of the Savior: “I never knew you, go away from me!” (Matthew 7:23)

Eighth, I believe in the death and resurrection of Jesus.

This is by far the most misunderstood spiritual fruit. Belief in the truth of the gospel is not the same as salvation and true faith. Come to think of it, demons have more theological understanding than any of us, yet none of them are saved (James 2:19). Unless our head knowledge is translated into real trust, it is not biblical Christianity.

stay away from these false assurances

I had all of the above false assurances when I was not a true Christian. I looked, felt, and acted like a Christian, and it blinded me (and everyone who knew me) for decades. Don’t be surprised, however, that same lifestyle is now evidence of my true salvation.

Before I truly believed in the Lord, I lived under the burden of keeping the law. I ask myself to do what a Christian should do—and I do my best to do it. For years, I tried to act like a Christian.

Finally one day, God showed me my sin—the day I really understood what it meant to be separated from a holy God. It was on that day that I turned away from my sins (including my own “false godliness”) and accepted by faith the forgiveness of sins that Jesus had done for me on the cross. From that moment on, the assurance of my salvation is no longer my works, abilities, and wills, but the salvation that Christ has accomplished. I turned to Christ and had no other security than Him.

And here lies the irony: When I stop trying to look like a Christian, I become a true Christian (1 John 2:3-6). When we trust in Christ alone, a Christ-like life naturally arises.

For those who are in Christ, godly habits, ideas, and affections do not come from the observance of Christian liturgical norms. Evidence of this kind is insufficient. It is the Holy Spirit who turns our hearts (Ezekiel 36:26) through Christ’s word of forgiveness (Acts 10:42-43) so that we can bear spiritual fruit.

Once we fix our eyes on Christ alone, the assurance of “true godliness” becomes a cause for joy! When we understand that salvation is only in Christ, a life of devout prayer, full of faith, and enthusiastic reading of the Bible becomes beautiful evidence of God’s work.

It is not enough to look like a Christian. Only being in Christ is enough. Then we can—and should—have real assurance of salvation.

见证篇167.得救…

提到所谓的“得救确据”,总觉这是极其严肃甚至可怕的命题,稍不留意会篡夺了神的主权。但现实中遇到太多人随意地对待它,有一类人总在忧心忡忡地从每一个生活细节中寻找,或者从别人口中获取答案;还有一类人则完全不在意宗教标准(连同基本的灵修生活一同鄙弃),想当然地确信自己一定是得救的基督徒。不管怎样,过分纠结或者过分草率都是危险的,这份确据不在任何人手里,唯独在神那里。当然,我始终相信,我们内在的良心和三位一体的上帝一定会一致地给出答案。本文尝试打碎肤浅的外壳,给出了内在的解释。

“我怎么知道我真的是基督徒?”

我年少时曾向一位属灵长辈问过这个问题。“这有什么好担心的?”对方如此回答。他的回答让人宽慰,而且看似很有道理,事实上却极其误导人。尽管我忘记了那场谈话的具体内容,但他的主要意思很明确:“如果你惧怕地狱,并且想成为基督徒,证据还不够明显吗?”

他好像说得很对。所以我不再顾虑,确信天堂对我来说已是板上钉钉的事。还能是别的结果吗?毕竟,我喜欢耶稣,惧怕地狱。

当然,这种“确据”极其危险,因为那时我还不是基督徒。

事实上,随意判定一个人得救,无论如何都是危险的。因为,拥有一种基督教的生活方式并不意味着得救。失丧之人完全有可能模仿出基督徒的习性,产生相似的宗教情感。

我非常清楚这一点。我曾经是一个神学毕业生、积极的传道人、忠诚的福音工人。然而,我不是基督徒。

恐怕许多人都处在类似的虚假确据中。他们在基督教家庭长大,形成了某些“基督徒”习性,接受了某些“基督教”理念——唯独不知道那条引向永生的窄路。许多人相信,拥有一种基督教的生活方式就足以保证得救。这种自欺是危险的——它也许是最危险的欺骗。

八种致命的虚假确据

有八种致命的虚假确据,它们会让那些没有真正信靠基督的人看上去、感觉是、或表现得像基督徒。

第一,我作过决志祷告。

众所周知,一个程式化的祷告并不能让人得救。然而,总有人把某种类型的祷告当成得救的主要证据。他们总是把祷告与信心相等同。但是,不管某个祷告多么让人难忘,只有当人全心地悔改和信靠基督时(徒20:21),他才算真正得救。

第二,我为罪懊悔。

无论信不信耶稣,上帝的律法都写在我们心里。因此,我们犯罪时会感到内疚(罗2:15)。即便贪恋世俗的以扫,也会为自己犯罪的后果号哭切求(来12:17)。不信的人也时常为他们的罪懊悔,但他们没有悔改、信靠神,因此无法除去自己的罪咎(林后7:10)。

第三,我感觉跟神很亲近。

在当今世代,最容易欺骗我们的就是感觉。我们会急于抬高感觉,把它与真理等量齐观。真相却是:我们可以有很多感觉,但不一定都合乎事实。

第四,我变得敬虔了。

这是我最常犯的毛病:当我看到自己比大多数人更像基督(更谦卑!),我就确信自己得救了。使徒保罗在信主之前很可能也这么觉得。在腓立比书第3章,他说,“若有人想他可以靠自己的义,我更可以靠着了。”实际上,就“律法上的义”来说,他是“无可指摘的”(腓3:6)。按照现在的标准,保罗在年轻时是非常“敬虔”的,然而那个时候他还没信主呢。

第五,我祷告、读经、去教会。

祷告、读经、去教会是基督徒生活中必不可少的蒙恩管道。然而,教会中也有没得救的人(太13:24-30)。教会中也有尝过善道的滋味、却没有真正认识神的人(来6:4-9)。假冒为善的人也会随时随地祷告(太6:5)

第六,神赐我幸福的生活。

上帝赐阳光雨露给信的人,也给不信的人(太5:45),此外还有许多其他日用的赐福(雅1:17)。祂的普遍恩典遍及我们生活各处。尽管我们应当为此感谢上帝,但我们不能把祂的普遍恩典与祂的救赎恩典等同起来。

第七,我服事过主。

马太福音7:22-23非常清楚地告诉我们,有一些为耶稣做过很多服事的人将被排除在天国之外。无论你带领过多少团契,参与过多少服事,或传过多少福音,这都不能保证你确实得救。许多自以为服事很多的人将会听到救主那可畏的话语:“我从来不认识你们,离开我去吧!”(太7:23)

第八,我相信耶稣的死和复活。

迄今为止,这一条最容易被人误解为属灵的果子。相信福音的真实性并不等同于得救和真信心。想想看,鬼魔比我们任何人有更正确的神学认识,然而它们没有一个得救(雅2:19)。除非我们的头脑知识转化成真正的信靠,否则就不是合乎圣经的基督教信仰。

远离这些虚假确据

当我还不是真正的基督徒时,我拥有以上所有的虚假确据。我看上去、感觉是、表现得很像一个基督徒,这蒙蔽了我(和每个认识我的人)几十年。然而,别惊讶,同样的生命样态现在却是我真正得救的证据。

在没有真正信主之前,我活在遵守律法的重担之下。我要求自己做基督徒应该做的事;而且我拼尽全力去做。多年来,我努力表现出一个基督徒该有的样子。

终于有一天,上帝向我显明了我的罪——那一天我才真正明白与这位圣洁之神隔绝意味着什么。正是在那一天,我从罪(包括自己“假敬虔”的罪)中转离,凭信心接受耶稣在十字架上为我成就的赦罪之恩。从那个时候起,我得救的确据不再是我的行为、能力和意愿,而完全是基督已经完成的救恩。我转而信靠基督,除祂之外,别无保障。

而反讽的地方就在这里:当我不再追求外表像基督徒,我就成为真正的基督徒(约一2:3-6)。当我们单单信靠基督,自然就生发出一种像基督的生命。

对于那些在基督里的人,敬虔的习性、理念和情感并不是从遵守基督教的礼仪规范而来。这一类的证据并不足够。是圣灵藉着基督赦罪的道(徒10:42-43)扭转了我们的心(结36:26),使我们能结出属灵的果子。

一旦我们单单定睛于基督,那由“真敬虔”而生的确据全都变成喜乐的缘由!当我们明白救恩只在基督里,一种敬虔祷告、信心充满、热心聚会读经的生命就成了彰显上帝工作的美好证据。

外表像基督徒,远远不够。只有在基督里才足够。这样,我们才能 – 其实也应该 – 有真正的得救确据。

见证篇166.我作…

我作父亲的挣扎和出路、绝望和盼望

中午吃完饭,给孩子们收拾干净,太太带孩子进房间午休,我清理完厨房,清理完两个孩子吃饭留下的“战场”,就走出门,开车直奔高速,没有目的地,就是一直开。。。脑海中只有一个想法:尽可能的逃离这种生活。

回到家,孩子睡醒了,然后收拾一下,来图书馆,太太带两个孩子看书、玩,我一个人坐下来对着电脑。。。最终,还是无法逃离,还是需要回来面对,等会还要面对做晚饭、收拾厨房、带孩子看圣经。

内心烦乱、压抑,甚至有那么一丝丝的绝望

作为父亲,我每天需要花大量的时间照顾两个孩子,虽然很幸福,但是同时,诚实的说,很多的压抑、疲惫甚至是怨言,很多时候,真的只想逃离,哪怕是短暂的逃离,哪怕是片刻的宁静,于我而言,都是弥足珍贵的。

每天早上,孩子们起的很早,然后我也早早起来(7点前后),照顾两个孩子,太太去准备早饭,或者是太太照顾孩子,我去准备早饭;吃完早饭后,我要清理厨房,然后就是带孩子看书或是玩;不一会就要到午饭时间,还是一样的程序:我照顾两个孩子,太太去准备午饭,或者是太太照顾孩子,我去准备午饭;吃完午饭后,我要清理厨房,然后就是带孩子,或是去图书馆,或是去公园,或是在房间;不一会就要到晚饭时间,还是一样的:。

晚饭后,太太带孩子进房间,我打扫完厨房,进房间带孩子,太太先洗漱,然后我给孩子洗刷,然后带孩子看书、看圣经,然后祷告,然后太太带孩子睡觉,我去看书、写东西、看书、看手机。当然,在这之前,我要先洗好奶瓶、收拾一些其他的残局。

我和太太之间,当然会经常出现因为教育孩子的方法和方式的争论,也会有彼此的埋怨或是指责,彼此对对方都有些许不满,也甚至常常为此吵架、冷战等。

有的时候,一个人带孩子,有很多突发情况:小的把水杯弄洒了一地,我刚打算把地擦干,大的突然大喊:我要上厕所。带大的上完厕所回来,小的已经用自己的衣服把地擦干了,还顺带把自己弄摔了,自己一个人在房间哭。两个孩子一起玩,不断地出现意外:抢玩具、抢水杯,然后两个一起哭。抱起一个,另外一个哭得更凶要你抱。

我相信,这样的场景,对于很多父母而言,应该不陌生,尤其是对那些有不止一个孩子的父母,这些经历或许都似曾相识,这其中的情感的变化也是很有趣的。

常常在这样的场景中,有着一股莫名的怒气,或者莫名的委屈,或者莫名的绝望的气息,便会产生对配偶的责难,把怒气发到孩子身上或配偶的身上。

有一次,我在做饭,太太带孩子,小的要玩易拉罐,我说不能玩,太危险,太太说没事,让她玩吧,大的在上厕所,要看着,我没有理会,不一会,小的被易拉罐伤到了,流血了,嚎啕大哭。我的第一反应当然是:早就告诉你了吧?就是不听。

这种情况甚至争吵也是家常便饭,举不胜举。

最近,因为不少时间花在带孩子上,所以经历的比以前更多,经历的比以前更深,所以刺痛的也就更深、更真。

我之所以指责对方,潜意识里是认为:我比对方强,如果是我,肯定会比对方更会照顾孩子,肯定会比对方更用心、更细心,肯定不会让意外发生,之所以出意外,都是对方的错。这就是潜意识里的想法,起码,这是我潜意识里的观念。但是事实是,很多时候,我带孩子的时候,也会刷手机,以至于孩子出现摔跤的情况。

之所以有怨言或怨气,也是因为还没有更深、更真的认识上帝给我们作为父母的托付和责任。理论上知道,但是实际上还不知道。

之所以会绝望,乃是因为在本质上,还没有认清自己的有限:作为人、作为父母,我们是何等的有限,我们是何等地每时每刻需要上帝的恩典。

这些道理和原则,我不陌生,也不曾怀疑过,甚至经常在各地开办类似的讲座,也真的使很多父母包括我自己得到很多帮助。但是在现实中,在一次次的忍无可忍时,在一次次的面对乱七八糟的房间时,在一次次孩子似乎不那么配合的时候,这些理论就会瞬间支离破碎,就会分崩离析。然后,就要直面自己里面的软弱、丑陋和败坏,需要去直面自己里面的缺乏和枯干。

于是,我开始能够理解(是理解,不是赞同),为什么那么多弟兄喜欢回到家躺在沙发上刷手机而不是给孩子换尿布;为什么很多男人喜欢忙于工作而不是照顾孩子;为什么很多父亲宁愿出去与朋友、同事、领导聚餐而不是给孩子做饭。我开始能够理解,这些现象的本质,其实某种程度上都是想要逃离,逃离照顾孩子的那种疲惫和绝望,逃离带孩子的那种无力和怨气。尽可能的逃离,尽可能的光明正大的逃离。

诚实的说,我也希望可以躺在沙发上刷手机,我也希望天天躲在图书馆,我也喜欢我可以天天把孩子丢给太太一个人。

前两天我去离家很远的印第安纳州讲道,来回坐飞机需要两天(因为有3个小时的时差,还要转机),我跟那里的弟兄姐妹们说:谢谢你们请我来讲道,你们不必担心我很辛苦,这种出门对我而言,其实就是度假,哪怕每天连续讲12个小时,我都不会觉得太累。你看,我也是这么希望的,我也喜欢可以天天外出服事,理由多么光明正大、多么属灵敬虔?

但是,作为父亲,作为弟兄,当我们能够再次深度地反思上帝给我们的呼召和使命的时候,我们就能够明白:一旦成为父亲,那么,基本上,那些原本“属于我的时间”,就荡然无存了。我最近在听钱德勒的讲道,十分扎心。对于一个父亲而言,他根本就不会再有属于他自己的时间。他的时间是应该用来带领家庭、照顾家庭和供养家庭的。这不是意味着说家庭成为我们的中心和全部,而是说,对于一个父亲而言,这是上帝给他的使命和呼召。

我们的生命的中心当然是神,我们生命的目标当然是荣耀神,这些都是毫无疑问的,但是作为父亲,我们荣耀神的方式是照顾、陪伴、带领孩子,而不是躲在办公室,把孩子丢给太太一个人,自己拼命工作、赚钱和服事,这不是上帝说要的方式。上帝说要的方式是你每天尽可能多的陪伴孩子,带领孩子认识他,带领孩子读经和祷告,在这个过程中,肯定会比工作轻松(某种程度上,不一定绝对),你会想要生气,你会想要发火,你甚至会有绝望,但是你依旧能够仰望和依靠上帝的恩典,你依然能够因着上帝给你的呼召和使命,去面对。

写到这里,我停下笔,决定去带孩子看书,让太太休息休息,半小时后回来接着写。

(半小时后)。两个娃果然再次把我逼疯。过程就不叙述了。又再次验证和见证了我里面丑陋、虚伪的嘴脸。

(我写这篇文章时的情景)想要成为一个合神心意的父亲是很困难的,因为这意味着舍己,这个舍己是彻底的,是时间上的,是精力上,是会让人筋疲力尽的。我们不再会有太多的时间去做自己喜欢的事情,不再会有太多的时间去享受一个人的清闲和悠然自得。这个过程的转变,我用了差不多两年才意识到,才领悟到。

我常常想,是不是所有的姐妹更会带孩子?是不是所有的姐妹更有方法?是不是所有的姐妹天生就是带娃的料?其实都不是,而是她们更有耐心,更有爱心,是她们比男人更加坚强,她们没有轻易逃离和放弃。她们也和我们所有的弟兄们一样,有这些情绪、悲伤和疲惫,甚至比我们更多,她们也都有,但是她们却更坚强。

过段时间以后,我相信我应该还是会陷入到疲惫、劳累然后埋怨的怪圈,但是还是依旧要靠着恩典来面对,这个过程会反复,这不是“一次领悟永远领悟”的,而是需要靠着恩典,一次次地领悟,一次次的回转,一次一次的靠着恩典有盼望和喜乐的现实。在这个现实中,你不断地承认自己的有限,不断地承认自己的软弱,不断地承认自己需要上帝的恩典。

我也认识到,于我而言,成为父亲,还只是个开始,需要学习和被上帝塑造的地方还太多太多。所以,这个过程,不单是教导孩子的过程,更是自我被上帝塑造和修剪的过程。

到头来我也意识到:带领孩子不是靠着“大嗓门”,不是靠着“我是你老子”的权柄,不是靠着“连哄带骗让他吃饭”。这些方法或许一时管用,但是却是失败的方式。这些方式是我们气急败坏的时候想到的,是我们想要靠着自己的时候想到的,是我们想要达到我们的目的时想到的。

这是我个人作为父亲的经历,失败的经历,但是也是靠着恩典去面对的经历,在耶稣基督的恩典中,当我们去仰望和依靠他的恩典时,从疲惫、从繁忙、甚至从那一丝丝的绝望中,依旧能够有喜乐和盼望。

有什么好的方法会让带孩子更容易吗?有没有什么好的方式让照顾孩子更轻松吗?其实都没有,也不会有,因为照顾孩子、带孩子,从来就不可能容易,也不会容易。重要的是,虽然不容易,虽然艰难,虽然还是会充满困境和绝望,但是我们依旧仰望、依旧顺服,依旧在基督里有盼望。

当然,这会令我们想到天父的爱,如何一次次地容忍他的子民、他的百姓的过犯和罪孽,如何一次一次因着爱带领我们回转,又如何为我们献上他自己。

我愿意为所有的父母们祷告,求神赐给我们聪明、智慧和信心,在基督里,靠着他的恩典,更好的带领我们的孩子。

我更愿意为所有的父亲们、弟兄们祷告,愿我们在带领孩子的过程中,更加忠心,更好的持守上帝给我们的特别的使命和托付。上帝给了我们作父亲、作丈夫的权柄,在这权柄的同时,他更给了我们责任、呼召和使命。