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生命福音[146]…

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生命福音[146]依靠神做正确的选择

这事临到你身上,不是你自招的吗?不是因耶和华─你神引你行路的时候,你离弃祂吗?【耶2:17】

我们天天一起活在神的爱和神的恩典里面。

我要鼓励你,这段时间我们在读耶利米书。耶利米书是圣经里面的一卷先知书,神透过一个先知向那个时代说话,而这些神对那个时代所说的话被记载在圣经里,就表示神要透过圣经也仍然继续在历世历代向你我说话。

在耶利米的世代,那个大环境里面,人越走离神越远,越来越往下走,而在今天这个世代里面,神也常常透过那个时候耶利米说的话,对我说,也提醒我,我是不是也正在越来越往下走,离上帝越来越远呢?而这里面其实都是人的一生充满各式各样的决定,但是当我们要面对这些决定的时候,我必须承认一件事情,就是不管我怎么决定,我都要承担那个结果。所以不要说,没关系,我试试看。

许多的决定有的也许懊恼,我转一转就回来了;但是有更多的时候,那些决定所带来的结果我要付很大的代价去承担。好像当时的以色列人,神对他们说,你们现在所遭遇的这些事,他们遇到很多别国来侵占他们、欺负他们,他们落到很不好的光景里。他说这些事情临到你们身上不是你们自招的吗?就是你们自讨苦吃嘛!是你们自己找的,你们自食恶果。

那因为你做了这样的一个决定,你往那条路上去走,就一定会碰到这些事。而你碰到这些事的时候,又说,我怎么会碰到这些事?是因为我自己我做的选择,他说,不是因为你们做了一个决定,那个决定叫作离弃神。我求神恩待我们,帮助我们在上帝的恩典当中,“自招”的这两个字给我们一个很深的提醒。

在我的生命当中,我也曾经面对许许多多的一些重要的决定。我非常感恩的是,常常面对重要的决定的时候,我都有一些我的想法,我要这样,我要那样做,我今天就是打定主意了,我就是要这样。可是很多的时候,成为一个基督徒,生命里面有一个很宝贵的恩典,就是圣灵在我们里面会踩煞车。那个时刻,真的就是你的决定,有一个是我里面的我说的,我翻脸,我绝对翻脸;另外一个是说,停下来,让我替你解决这个问题。

你也正在面对生命当中的两个不同的声音吗?我非要这样不可,神说不要。接下来是我们的选择,容许我恭恭敬敬的对你说,不管你做任何一个选择,我们都要承担后果。感谢神 ! 奉主蒙恩 ! 阿们 !

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生命福音[147]不顺着自己的情绪走

由此可知可见,你离弃耶和华你的神,不存敬畏我的心,乃为恶事,为苦事【耶2:19】

人的一生充满着选择,我们总是站在十字路口。站在十字路口的时候,我可以选择向左走或者向右走,或者是,我停在这里不动,或者是我回头。我们可以有很多不同的选择,但是面对选择的时候,人总是有一些“我想怎么样”。但是那个“我想怎么样”,现在回过头来看,很多的时候,还好当时没有照着我那个时候的我想去做的,不然后来就惨了。

可是当下可能那个“我想”非常强烈,他一直惹我,一直惹我,一直惹我,惹到我今天觉得说,如果他再敢惹我一次,我绝对要怎么样?我绝对翻脸,我绝对什么都不管了。可是那个时候,感谢上帝,祂在我的生命里面踩了一个煞车,而我要做的是选择。

可是你知道吗?当时可能不是这样。当时上帝说,你不要讲话,你现在不要讲话,你不要讲话,可是我里面可能有一百个声音说,我凭什么不要讲话?每次都是我让步,每次他就越来越过分,我可能有很多的一些,我的情绪。但是跟着感觉走,跟着情绪走也许当下很过瘾,我骂回去了,我把东西摔过去了,我当下出了一口气。

可是后来,我要承担的结果是什么呢?也许你说,我不管,我知道这个不好,可是好汉做事好汉当,我今天就是打定主意了,我绝对跟他翻脸,翻完了以后,该怎么样怎么样,我承担后果。可是,神对当时的那些以色列人说的一段话,也许今天主也正在对你、对我说,祂说,你跟着自己的血气、肉体、情绪所做的那个决定,不敬畏耶和华。敬畏耶和华是什么?就是顺服祂的带领。里面有一个我的想法,有一个祂的带领,我不敬畏,我不管祢,祢走开,不听祢的,不敬畏神。祂说,这是一个恶事、错的事、不对的事。可是后面说,这也是一个苦事。

我觉得这句话真的太好!恶事我知道,如果现在上帝在我里面踩煞车,我现在不讲话,可能是对的。可是我告诉你,我现在情绪坏透了,我就是非常愤怒,我就觉得没有道理,我今天非发脾气不可,我知道发脾气是错的,可是我偏要,我现在打定主意我就是要。可是后面还有一句话,它不但是一个恶事,而且是一个苦事。那个意思是说,你现在过瘾,你后面要吃的苦。你现在要想一想,不只是恶事,而且是苦事。以色列人如果当时听了神的话,不继续跟着自己的那个错误的往前走,接下去呢,他们就被亡国了耶。如果他当初知道,我一意孤行的结果是这样,这真是一件苦事,以至于他们有两千多年没有国家。这不但是一件错事,而且是一个苦事。谁要吃这个苦呢?自讨苦吃。

求主帮助我们,提醒我们,任性顺着自己的情绪走,不只是错事,而且是苦事,并且是我自讨苦吃的苦事。不要做一个错误的决定。感谢神 ! 奉主蒙恩 ! 阿们 !

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生命福音[151]经验旧事已过,都变成新的

你虽用硷、多用肥皂洗濯,你罪孽的痕迹仍然在我面前显出。这是主耶和华说的。(耶2:22)

神的话最棒的,是他给你力量。如果不靠着神的话语,我们做不到的。当年的以色列人就是这样,神差派了非常多的先知去告诉他们说,停住了,回头了,危险了。他们明明知道做错了很多的事情,可是无法改变。他们虽然用硷、用很多的肥皂去洗涤你的罪孽的痕迹,仍然在我面前显出。这是主耶和华说的。那意思就是说,硷是当时用来洗涤东西的,就算用很多的硷、很多的肥皂,也洗不干净。什么都了解,就是改变不了。

从知道到做到,好难哦!当年的以色列人是这样,今天的你我不是也是这样吗?明明知道,什么都知道,就是改不了,就是做不到。知道不应该跟这个人在一起,可是我离不开;知道不应该拿这笔钱,可是我的手就是收不回来;知道不应该再上那些不好的网站,可是坐在那里,我就想上。有许多的事情是我明明知道,做不到,我知道这件事情做下去真是很恶毒、很恶劣、很肮脏,但是,我洗不干净我自己,我就是这样,我改不了。所以,我们需要这一位独一的真神,所以,天父上帝才用他儿子的命耶稣基督为我们钉死在十字架上,他用他的命给我们一个全新的生命。那个生命不只是知道,而且是做到;不只是把我们洗干净,而且给我们一个新的生命,可以过一个不一样的新的生活,经验旧事已过,都变成新的。

如果你也和当年的以色列人一样,觉得我什么都知道,我就是做不到;我知道我有许多的肮脏污秽,可是我洗不干净我自己。试试看,来认识十字架上爱我们的耶稣基督。他给我们的新生命,让我们真的经验旧事已过,那些旧事会过得去,而且可以变成新的有一个不一样的、有力量的、会改变的、全新的开始。

感谢神 ! 奉主蒙恩 ! 阿们 !

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生命福音[152]对的态度回应神的提醒

他们以背向我,不以面向我;及至遭遇患难的时候却说:起来拯救我们。(耶2:27)

这一系列我们分享先知耶利米,我们在传讲他的信息。先知是什么呢?先知是传讲神的话的人。而上帝透过这个先知,在对当时的那个世代、对我们说什么呢?我求主施恩,恩待我们。是的,祂不只是对当时那个世代说话,圣经既然把他记下来,就表示他对历世历代的人这些话是有意义的。那么,神在说什么呢?

我们在过去这几天的分享里面,我一直觉得,上帝真的是很奇妙的一位恩典的主哦!祂在跟以色列人讲话的时候,祂在跟以色列人辩论耶。其实后面的那些话的形式其实是在当时法庭上的,就是神跟当时那些人好像是原告、被告一样在那里辩论。而在那个辩论的过程里面,祂原来是高高在上的神,我们是被造的人,但是祂跟我们去讲道理,我们来讲清楚嘛,道理到底是什么?

神说了一段话,我觉得真有意思哦,神说,你们一向……,你们这些神所拣选的,当然对当时的世代来讲,是对以色列人讲的,今天其实我觉得,神是不是也在提醒我?是不是也在提醒你呢?神对那个世代的人说,你们一向对于我要求你们应该这样,应该那样,以背向我,却不以面向我。那意思是什么呢?就是我要你做什么,你老是转过去说,我不要,我就是不要,我偏不要,我不要。然后呢,一旦出了事,然后你又转过来跟我讲说,祢都不管我,祢都不救我。神说,你们这样合理吗?我要你们做些什么样的事情,你们老是不听,然后出事了,又说祢都不管我。那个好像一个爸爸在跟一个无理取闹的孩子在讲道理哦,我跟你说过多少遍了,不可以说谎话,不可以偷东西,不可以作弊……,我已经讲了多少遍了,你非说,我就是要这样,我就是要这样,我就是要这样。好!现在一次被抓,两次被抓,三次被抓,现在被开除了。你又说,爸你怎么都不管我?我讲了那么多遍,你现在说,我怎么都不管你?神说,合理吗?

其实我读到这里,就会想到说,圣经上,神也曾经跟另外一个先知说,你这样合理吗?那个人就是约拿。我要你这样做,然后你偏不要,然后现在你在那边跟我闹。你在闹什么呢?

我不知道你是谁,但是我感觉这段时间,你可能也在跟神闹脾气,你可能也是觉得说,上帝,我碰到这样的事,祢怎么都不管?祢怎么都不说话?祢都不伸手救我,我都在这里祷告啊!但是我们是不是应该回过头来看看?过去这么长的时间,神是不是也是在对我说?寇绍恩,不可以这样,我跟你说过很多遍,不可以哦,你早晚要出事哦!现在,当神这样对我们说话,容许我恭恭敬敬的说,神是不是也常常这样对你说呢?而在那个时候,我们没有一个对的回应,现在来跟神闹脾气。也许神今天也在对我对你说,你这样合理吗?

感谢神 ! 奉主蒙恩 ! 阿们 !

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生命福音[153]倚靠独一的真神

你为自己做的神在哪里呢?你遭遇患难的时候,叫他们起来拯救你吧,(耶2:28)

他是全能的神,我们是被他所造的一个人。而当我们遇到一些景况的时候,我们在跟神闹脾气的时候,这一位独一的真神竟然愿意说,来来来来!我们来讲讲道理,好不好?我们来讲道理,你不要无理取闹嘛!昨天和你分享,神跟那个世代的人说,我让你们做的事情你们都不做,而现在出事了,又来说我不管你。而接下去,神说,你们用自己的手造了非常多的神。造神,其实用今天的话,我想他不只是说,这个人到处这个教也信,那个教也信,这个庙也拜,那个宫也拜。不只是这样,更大的一个部分是,那个神的意思是什么?是你的倚靠。我在依靠什么呢?神说,你告诉自己说,我要依靠这个,我要依靠那个……。而现在出事了,那些你自以为可靠的,你自己找的那些可靠的,现在你去找他帮你啊!你不是觉得他可靠吗?那你就去找他帮你啊?你跟我闹什么呢?

我真的觉得常常很多的时候,我在上帝的这些责备里面,我看到我自己。我也常常是这样,是跟神在那边乱闹脾气,就是上帝,出事了,你都不管我!神说,你不是觉得你有很多可靠的吗?你自己用你的手找了一堆你觉得可以帮助你的、可靠的、可信任的,你不是很信任这些你所找来的人事物吗?而现在呢,现在出事了,你为什么不去找他?你在跟我闹什么?

求神来帮助我们,在我们的生命当中,会不会有很多我一向认定,找他就没事了,我可以依靠他,出了事情的时候,赶快拿起电话来就是找这个人,就是找这个支援,找这个帮助,而那些是我自己找来的。

你知道一个作父亲的人,如果他很爱这个孩子,每一次他都跟孩子说,有事来找我,有事来找我,你来找我,找我。孩子总是不找我,这个父亲的心有多忧伤啊!我想当神在跟他们说,你们用你们自己的手找了一堆的神,一堆你自以为可以倚靠的,而现在出事了,你现在跟我说,你怎么都不管我?你知道神的心有多忧伤吗?

我也求神,今天真的提醒我们,在我的生命当中,我是不是用我自己的手找了许许多多我自以为可以倚靠的势力、才能?在圣经里面另外一卷撒迦利亚书说,不是倚靠势力,不是倚靠才能,唯有倚靠这一位万军之耶和华——这一位三位一体的真神,方能成事。你愿不愿意回到神的面前?跟主说,我用我自己的方法,找了一堆我自以为可以依靠的,回到神的面前说,我错了。我真的应该倚靠这一位独一的真神。

感谢神 ! 奉主蒙恩 ! 阿们 !

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生命福音[154]回到神的面前,单单倚靠祂

犹大啊,你神的数目与你城的数目相等。(耶2:28)

神透过先知耶利米在对当时那个世代的人说话。我在想,上帝在说这些话的时候,祂的心里面一定是很忧伤的。那个好像是一个作父亲的人,或者是一个作丈夫的人,他在面对一件事情——我这么爱我的孩子,可是我的孩子呢,到处在外面找帮助、找支援。我这么爱你,你怎么一直在外面,自己找自己的倚靠,却不愿意回来依靠这位爱我的父亲?我是一个作丈夫的人,我这么爱我的妻子,可是我的妻子所有的需要,天天在外面找别的男人,却不找我。那个父亲的心,那个丈夫的心,我想不只是生气,是忧伤!你们怎么会这样呢?难道你不知道我爱你吗?回头看以色列人的历史,上帝是怎么拣选他们的,从亚伯拉罕开始,从你们的祖先亚伯拉罕开始,神是怎么样一步步带他们走过生命当中的多少高山低谷,上帝是这么爱他们,上帝跟他们有那么亲近的关系。可是曾几何时你们走成这样,一个人自己用自己的方法,去找许许多多我自以为可以依靠、可以帮助我的,去靠那些,却不靠这一位独一的真神。作丈夫的人,作父母亲的人,我想你能够体会一点点。那个作父母,或者作丈夫,或者是作妻子,我这么爱我的丈夫,可是为什么当你遇到这些事情的时候,你都去找别的女人,却不找我呢?这一位独一的真神,祂的心里是何等的忧伤。

在今天想要跟你分享的是,神责备当时的那些犹太人说,你的神的数目,你找来的那个可依靠的那个神的数目,跟你城的数目,你有多少个城,你所在的那个地方有多少个城镇,你可能有一百个、有一千个,但是,你每一个城都有自己城的神。你一直在用自己的方法找自己的倚靠,却不倚靠这位从你们的祖先亚伯拉罕开始,一直到今天,我一直在你旁边,我从来没有离开的那一位真神。

我求神帮助我们,在神的恩典当中,很想跟你一起来祷告。如果你也正遇到生命当中一个很深的低谷,先回头看看过去的日子里面,上帝是怎么样带你一步一步认识祂、经历祂,经历祂的恩典,经历祂的手,经历祂在死荫的幽谷当中怎么样把你拉起来。但是这一位神一直都在,你愿不愿意回到神的面前,跟主说,主求你帮助我,赦免我。在祢以外我常常去找别的我自以为的倚靠,求主恩待我们。主,我求祢今天在这一个短短的三分钟时间里面,圣灵,求祢向我们的心说话,带我们回到这一位独一的真神对我们生命的爱里面。恩待我们,走在祢的祝福当中。除祢以外,不再去找别的帮助、别的倚靠。主啊,求祢帮助我们!这是我们的祷告,奉主的名求,阿们!

感谢神 ! 奉主蒙恩 ! 阿们 !

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生命福音[155]以公义的心去对待周围的人事物

并且你的衣襟上有无辜穷人的血;你杀他们并不是遇见他们挖窟窿,乃是因这一切的事。(耶2:34)

神跟当时那个落在很多的大环境里的难处里的神的选民,那些以色列人、犹太人跟他们坐下来辩论、说理。讲道理好不好?神责备他们,用自己的方法去找自己自以为的依靠,结果出事了,又来跟神来闹。而这是他们跟神之间的关系,接下来神要跟他们谈的是什么?是他们之间人跟人的关系。

神说,你们流无辜人的血,而且是流什么样无辜人的?是无辜的穷人。你欺压那些穷人,然后呢,你用很恶毒的方法对待他们。祂说,你杀他们,不是因为他们做了什么错误的事情、犯罪的事情,而是你欺压人,你欺负人。

我觉得这段圣经提醒我们,我们的神是公义的主,不是我捐献多一点钱,祂就会祝福我。祂在乎的不是我捐献多少,祂在乎的不是我有没有多做一点什么公益的事情,我有没有做一点这个——我礼拜一到礼拜六做了一堆的坏事,礼拜天到祂面前说,主啊!赦免我!我奉献一点钱。不是的,祂是公义的主。

神在另外一卷先知书叫弥迦书,里面讲到说,上帝对这些属乎祂的人的期待是什么呢?他说,以色列啊,神向我们所要的是什么?第一件就是行公义,上帝不只在乎我们怎么对祂,上帝同样的在乎我们怎么对我们周围的人事物。他说那时候,那些在犹太人当中一些有钱的人欺负没有钱的。因为上帝给我很多的机会,我可以得到很多的资源,我可以赚到很多的钱,结果呢,上帝期待你既然是都在神的恩典里面,我们常常讲说,基督徒在一起好像一个属灵的家人一样,我们的教会里面称弟兄姊妹,那个意思提醒我们,我们是家人。既然是家人,你拥有这么多的资源在你的手上,你看到别人的需要,你不应该去帮助我的兄弟、帮助我的姊妹、帮助我的家人吗?可是当时那个世代,他不但不帮助那些穷人,那些在落在难处当中、资源很有限的那些穷的家人、弟兄姊妹,而且他们欺压他们,甚至谋财害命。你已经这么有钱了,那个人已经很穷了,你还谋他那一点点的东西,去陷害人家。神说,你们做这样子的事情,你现在还敢来跟我讲说,上帝,祝福我!?

我真觉得,神把当年对以色列人、犹太人所说的话留在圣经里面,让今天我们已经到二十一世纪了,今天不论你在哪一个城市、在哪一个国家,神让我们可以读到同样一本圣经,因为神,今天仍然在对我们说话。祂在乎我们和祂的关系,祂也在乎我们用什么态度去对待我们周围的人事物。神向我们所要的是什么?第一件事,就是行公义。感谢神 ! 奉主蒙恩 ! 阿们 !

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生命福音[156]在错误中学到功课 

你为何东跑西奔要更换你的路呢?你必因埃及蒙羞,像从前因亚述蒙羞一样。(耶2:36)

神是讲道理的神,他不是一个只要你多捐献一点钱,只要你多做一点事工,所以其他的那一些事情无所谓,不是的。神在乎的真的不是我奉献多少钱,神在乎的真的不是我做了多少的事工,神更在乎的是我是一个什么样的人,我跟他的关系是什么样的关系,我跟我周围的环境、人事物之间是一个什么样的关系,神在乎这些事。

今天继续和你来分享,神跟当时的耶利米那个时代的那些以色列人、犹太人。他们是神的选民,是神拣选他们,神所爱的,我们用今天的话来讲,你我都是神所拣选的。成为一个基督徒,在上帝的恩典当中,我们享受很多的恩典,但是神提醒我们,在出了这个状况的时候,神说,你们为什么东奔西跑的到处去找帮助?一直换来换去,一下子找这个帮助,一下找那个帮助,换来换去。但是呢,神说,你现在又去找了一个,其实那个时候他们在找埃及,他说,你们现在又去找,可是我告诉你,你必不会从你现在所找的这些资源里面得到帮助,正像从前你们想从亚述那里得帮助一样。其实你们会在这样的事上被羞辱。

神在提醒一件事,你现在这样到处乱抓,你不记得你上一次出事的时候,你不就是到处乱抓吗?到处乱抓的结果是什么?你抓抓抓,抓了这个。那个时候,他们遇到了很大的困难,就去抓,就去抓亚述,结果是什么?亚述把以色列给灭了,你找来的资源反而把你给灭了,而现在呢,你们又遇到了大的困难。现在北国已经被灭了,只剩下南国了,你们还在抓抓抓,这个时候他们抓什么?抓埃及。神说,你不会从埃及得到帮助的,因为你没有学到功课。每一次的困难,你为什么不回来寻求这位拣选你的、恩典的主?你们还在用自己的方法,你没有学到功课。

我还是说,我真的每一次读圣经,都觉得,这里面有好多我自己哦!我的人生也是这样,我作过很多错误的决定,在那个当下抓抓抓,抓了一些,我以为这个对我一定有用。后来呢,不但没有用,给我带来更大的麻烦。而现在,此时此刻主也在提醒我们,你是不是也正在面对一个生命当中很大的冲击?你也在想谁可以帮助我?我可以到哪里找资源?主也在提醒我们,我有没有在上一次这样的情况里面学到功课?神对以色列人说,你不会从埃及得到帮助的,就像你当年没有从亚述得到帮助,反而被亚述灭了北国。你还要走这样一条错误的路吗?感谢神 ! 奉主蒙恩 ! 阿们 !

成圣者

生命福音[145]…

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「因为这是我立约的血,为多人流出来,使罪得赦。」【太26: 28

信心是我们属灵的眼睛,使我们藉以看见那肉眼所不能看见的主,因此与祂亲密相交,并且爱祂。因信而爱,而非因眼见的爱,这种爱必蒙神悦纳。

信心是我们在百般的试炼中,仍有大喜乐的原因;信徒享用神的恩典,就在于此。基督徒能否喜乐,并不取决于地上环境的顺逆,而是因那位已经复活并被升为至高、如今在神右边的基督。没有人可以夺去圣徒的喜乐,正如没有人可以侵犯神的主权。

诗人说:祂何等佳美! 不排斥任何人。愿意的人可以到耶稣这里来白白取生命的水喝。对刚硬拒绝的人感到非常遗憾! 主耶稣已经打开了监狱的门,现在借着的仆人到你这里来,请你走出来。

如果叫你离开王宫或乐园,被你所拒绝并不希奇。虽然亚当轻易地被骗离乐园;但基督是帶领你离开困境、困绑、地牢、和黑暗;要引领你得自由,难道你还在踌躇吗?的轭是容易的,的律法是自由;服事主就是自由。

不管你对的道路有什么成见,只要神是可信的,你会发现的道是安乐, 的路全是平安。你将会一生平安有喜乐跟随,也会在的道路上经历到神无限丰盛的恩典。

若有人认为拒绝神是小事;但你却正在藐视创造你的神;你也正在拒绝救主的慈悲和劝勉;如果你现在拒绝被说服悔改归正,那你也是抗拒圣灵的人。

主耶稣说,不要为那必坏的食物劳力,要为那存到永生的食物劳力,就是人子要赐给你们的,因为人子是父神所印证的。谦卑的人必吃得饱足,寻求耶和华的人必赞美他。愿你们的心永远活着。

神应许,若人肯悔改甘心听从,祂必降福,吃美物。万军之耶和华必为万民用肥甘设摆筵席,用陈酒和满髓的肥甘,并澄清的陈酒设摆筵席。耶和华指着自己的右手和大能的膀臂起誓说:我必不再将你的五谷给你仇敌做食物,外邦人也不再喝你劳碌得来的新酒。唯有那收割的要吃,并赞美耶和华,那聚敛的要在我圣所的院内喝。他们必不徒然劳碌,所生产的也不遭灾害,因为都是蒙耶和华赐福的后裔,他们的子孙也是如此。

人蒙神赐的资财、丰富、尊荣,以致他心里所愿的一样都不缺,若違反神旨意的人,必使他不能吃用,反有外人来吃用。这是虚空,也是祸患。他们种的是麦子,收的是荆棘,劳劳苦苦却毫无益处。

因耶和华的烈怒,你们必为自己的土产羞愧。他们所种的是风,所收的是暴风;所种的不成禾稼,就是发苗也不结实,即便结实,外邦人必吞吃。我们必须明白基督立约的血为多人流出来使罪得赦,我肯定要归回基督里,方可享用基督丰盛的复活生命。感谢神 ! 奉主蒙恩 ! 阿们 !

成圣者

生命福音[144]…

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「节期的末日,就是最大之日,耶稣站着高声说:『人若渴了,可以到我这里来喝。」【约7: 37

圣灵正运行在我们的心里,祂时时引导我们走正路。我们听神的话常感到心里发热,但总离不开自己的罪行,不肯顺服圣灵,也沒来就基督。

人生命中所得到的成就与享受,都有其「末日」- 拥有的财富、健康、事业、美满婚姻,都会有终结的一天;所以别完全浸沉在世界上短暂的享受中,而忽略了到主面前那永恒的国度里。

世间快乐达到极限之后,才会意识到这一切也不过是虚空的虚空;惟真正有智慧的人,不须等到那一日,有远见者就能及早醒悟绸缪。

人若没有「渴」的需求,就不会到主这里来「喝」;当人仍旧以属地的喜乐为满足时,就不会来追求属天的喜乐。

我们必须望断主之外的一切俗世繁华,才会转眼专一注目主自己。我们每次来到主面前,应当打开自己的心房,好好的享用祂的话语。耶稣基督就是生命的活泉,到祂那里就永远不渴也是生命的糧,到祂那里也永远不餓 ! 

我们或许会像小撒母耳,主再三地叫他,他却不认得主的声音。这些行动就是圣灵的供应、呼召、和感动。我们要把握这个机会,我们要警醒知道是神眷顾我们的时候。

现在主耶稣张开双手要迎接受你。弟兄姐妹欢迎你到主这里来;一同认识主声音,一同享用主宴席。教会兴旺时,听到的声音就欢喜快乐:“我良人的声音”。何等的善、何等的美。感谢神 ! 奉主蒙恩 ! 阿们 ! 

医药和健康

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“Where are the nine?” Pastor Xiaofeng

Scripture: Luke 17:11 Jesus went to Jerusalem, passing through Samaria and Galilee. 【Luke 17:12】 Entering a village, ten maniacs of marijuana came towards them, standing far away. Luke 17:13 Say aloud, Jesus, Master, have mercy on us. Luke 17:14 When Jesus saw it, he said to them, Go and show your body to the priests. They were clean when they went. Luke 17:15 One of them, seeing that he was well, returned to glory and God with a loud voice. Luke 17:16 And he fell at Jesus’ feet and thanked him. This man was a Samaritan. 【Luke 17:17】 Jesus said, Isn’t it ten who are cleansed? Where are the nine? Luke 17:18 Except this foreigner, will no one return to glory and God? Luke 17:19 And say to the man, Get up and go. Your letter saved you.Preface:Last week’s passage speaks of the office and duty of Christ’s servant, the incomparable grace to be a servant of Christ, the obedience to all commands of Christ is due, and obedience is not merit but duty and glory. It is not that God is harsh on us, ignoring our needs, only allowing us to sacrifice and consume our lives, but it is the love of Christ urging us to keep running, giving us more grace and power, joy and satisfaction in the process of service, and it is in this process that He Himself builds us up and makes our lives more abundant.Therefore, no one ever gave it to God first and God will pay it back to Him later (Rom 11:35), and it is always God who gives grace first, then grace, and then grace, grace. Today’s passage addresses the most basic duties of those who receive grace and God’s willingness to give greater, unexpected grace.Ten cannabis patientsIn this story, Luke first states the time and place of the event, or more precisely the context in which it occurred. This occurred on Jesus’ way to Jerusalem and indicates that Jesus was marching toward God’s time of passion. This reminds us that the signs and wonders that Jesus performed along the way all happened in the process toward this goal, and were for this goal. This is when John the Baptist had doubts in his heart and asked the Lord Jesus, “Is it you who is going to be?” Or do we wait for someone else? (Matthew 11:3), the Lord’s answer to him: “Go and tell John what you have heard and seen; That is, the blind see, the lame walk, the cleansing of the wind, the deaf see, the dead are raised, and the poor have the gospel preached to them. Blessed is anyone who does not fall because of me” (Matthew 11:4-6). Even, the renunciation of Jesus by the grace of nine Jews here already implies the rejection of the Messiah by the Jews in Jerusalem.“Passing through Samaria and Galilee, into a village”And specifically indicate the peculiarities of this place, at the junction of Samaria and Galilee. Galilee, though despised by Jerusalem, belonged to the Jewish zone, and Samaria was completely condemned and rejected by Jerusalem because of its historical blood and faith mixed with Gentile paganism, and the Jews hated them even more than other Gentiles.Although the Jews regarded the Samaritans as impure in their faith, the Samaritans regarded the Torah as their canon, so those who were despised and despised were treated according to the laws and regulations of Leviticus. Lepers are to live in isolation, and they themselves “shall be torn apart and unkempt, covering their lips, and crying out, Unclean, unclean.” He is unclean in the days when plague is upon him, and since he is unclean, he will live alone outside the camp” (Lev. 13:45-46).As a result of their common suffering, the Jewish lepers and the Samaritans lived in a village (this so-called village may have been a quarantine colony specially prepared for lepers). Jews and Samaritans are far from each other, and those who are separated by them live together because of their isolation. Of course, they were forced to live in the same village (which is unlikely under normal circumstances), or they may still keep their distance from each other in their daily lives. But at the very least, being isolated by their own ethnic groups has in a sense allowed them to break through some of the barriers between their original ethnic groups. When the world is far from them, some kind of bondage of the world on them is also far from them. So much so that they could come together as a group of ten to seek Jesus. If suffering can awaken people from sin, break through some of the constraints of sin, and make people seek God, then suffering has meaning. But what pains God is that sinners, often when the pain is relieved, often slip into sin again and suffer a lot in vain. So what really keeps them away from each other is their distance from God, and what really brings people closer to each other is our closeness to God.“There are ten long cannabis winds coming on”The Lord Jesus came specifically for them so they could face Jesus. Although the village is isolated, it is not completely isolated, and the basic supplies of life still need to be sent by family and friends from the surrounding villages. Apparently, these ten cannabis patients somehow heard some things about Jesus, such as the signs and wonders that Jesus performed, many speculations and rumors about Jesus’ identity, and so on. So when they heard that Jesus had come to this village, they seized the opportunity and came to meet Jesus. Although they did not dare to get too close according to the rules of the law, only “stood far away,” they “cried out, Jesus, Master, have mercy on us.” Their courage to come to Jesus, their deepest desire for healing, and even in some ways, their daring to act and cry out through hearsay is already an expression of faith.Since it is a village, there may be more than these ten lepers. If there are other people, but only these ten lepers come to meet Jesus, it shows that the rest of the people are completely desperate in their hearts, and they have little hope for their own lives or healing. They also heard about Jesus’ fame and deeds, but it touched them little and expected nothing from Jesus. They were so dead in their hearts that they didn’t even have the slightest idea of getting up and trying to get a chance if they could be healed. And these ten people, regardless of their heart’s desires and thoughts, can come to Jesus to show that they have not given up on their lives, and they still have longing; The rest, though alive, are already dead. As long as there is still the breath of life, a little power to act, and a slight possibility, it means that God’s grace is still there, then we should seize any possible opportunity to seek help to solve those problems in our lives that we cannot do anything about.For Christians, never despair as long as your God is still there. Even if you look at yourself and the environment, there is no possibility of rational judgment of many things, and there is no hope in your feelings, but as long as you still believe in your heart that God is real and He is willing to help us, then you should have hope and persevere. God may not solve problems when and how we expect, but God can solve them, and God’s solutions are better than we hope. Christians should have greater courage and faith than these ten lepers to ask the Lord Jesus for His grace to heal our weaknesses and sickness.“Go, show the body to the priests”Usually, after the miracles that healed the sick with marijuana, the Lord Jesus commanded them to “go and examine their bodies to the priests and offer the gifts that Moses commanded to testify to the people” (Matthew 8:4). But this time Jesus’ healing of these ten lepers was very different from the previous healing of lepers. For example, all three books of the Synoptic Gospels record, “A man with a long wind came to worship Him and said, If the Lord wills, he will make me clean.” Jesus reached out and touched him and said, I will, you are clean. His cannabis wind is immediately cleansed” (Matthew 2-3, Mark 1 40-43, Luke 5:12-13). This time Jesus did not touch them or promise to heal, but requested for them to show their bodies to the priests.This can be seen as a challenge to their level of confidence. When Jesus said this, he was already giving a promise of healing. The Lord Jesus was well aware of Leviticus’ rules of etiquette for returning to the community after a leper’s purification, and that only before being cleansed could he go to the priests for examination. If the Lord Jesus did not give the grace of healing, but asked them to show their bodies to the priests, and the priests saw that they were still marijuana, was this not deceiving and teasing them? Therefore, since he sent these ten people directly to the priest, the implicit meaning was that he had already healed you, but you have not seen it yet, and you do not know exactly when you will have to heal, either at the beginning of the departure, or when the high priest is coming, but this grace has already been given.They begged, and Jesus answered. Now is the time for them to respond to Jesus’ words. But they have not seen their bodies healed at this moment, they have not seen it with their own eyes at this moment! But they heard the order to go to the priests. According to the law, after purification, you can go; Now, only the word of Jesus, which has not yet been cleansed, has been asked to go. The tension in this order is a great challenge to confidence. The response in an ideal state of faith is that these people have the confidence that “I have not seen it now, but I believe that I have already attained it” (Mark 11:24), then the person can naturally go to the priest with a body still covered in marijuana. When he walked to the priest, he probably thought to himself, Maybe I will be healed as soon as I lift my foot? Maybe I’m halfway through the healing moment? I don’t know exactly when, but since Jesus said, let me go, then He must have cleansed me at some point before the priests saw me. The response in the second stage of faith is that the person may be thinking, “Is this man named Jesus reliable?” nor pray for us, nor declare that I am healed; Instead of letting me see the healing, he asked me to go to the priest, hey, let the dead horse be a living horse doctor, since he said, I’ll give it a try, what if it’s just halfway? ”。 This latter state of mind, we feel that this cannot be called confidence, at most it is called helplessness under desire; None of this can be called submission, at most an attempt. But because they are faced with such desires and attempts from the Son of the Living God, this half-belief can also be seen as a kind of faith, and obedience with doubts in the heart is also obedience. The mental state of these ten people is likely to be this latter one.“They were clean when they went”Regardless of the mentality and thoughts inside them, after all, they really went. They also really had the fruits of their obedience. Luke’s account does not specify exactly at what moment the miracle of healing befell them. It may be that they are healed halfway, or they may find out that they are healed when they are about to reach the priests and the more they are healed, the greater the challenge to their faith. But from Luke’s context, it is very likely that they were healed not when they were about to see the priests, but that they were healed as soon as they left the village.It was such a “weak” and half-believing faith that caused them to experience incredible miracles in their lives! God is a generous God! This scene should be a momentous moment in their hearts and worth telling everyone they see. Because for a cannabis patient, their biggest dream in life is to be healed and return to a normal life. At this moment, their life dream has come true because of meeting Jesus. It was just an unrealistic expectation in a dream, but it came true. Their hearts at this moment may be in shock, ecstasy, or helpless gaffes, crying, we don’t know how they feel and behave at this time, if someone has experienced that kind of desperate life, experienced that kind of expectation but knows that there is no possibility, what happened, may be able to experience one or two.After being healed, what do they do next? Although the story is a major miraculous event, Luke’s pen seems to be deliberately downplaying the color of signs and wonders, and there is only one sentence for this extremely important event that happened to these ten men, “They were cleansed when they went.” I think it’s likely that Luke was there to highlight subsequent twists in the story; The twist that follows is the peak of this story.Only one came back to thank GodThese ten found themselves cleansed and healed. Then they split into two teams, and the nine men continued “according to what Jesus had commanded” to go to the priests. One man, however, “did not obey Jesus’ command” and went to the priests, but returned to Jesus. Cannabis patients were not only isolated from the crowd in the Old Testament law, but if they were healed, they could not return to the community on their own, but they needed to go to the priest first, have the priest check it, isolate them in the camp for another seven days (presumably seven more days of observation), and undergo a very complicated sacrificial ritual to bring them back into the congregation.“One of the people inside saw that he was well and came back”90% chose to go to the priests, and only one chose to come to Jesus. The man’s reaction seemed to be a minority and unusual. From the self-centeredness of human nature, the good things that have been dreamed of have happened, the great miracle has been performed on themselves, and in ecstasy, they hurry up to complete the rest of the procedures, the sooner they return to the family and normal society, the better, and everything else can be put aside first, lest if something happens in the middle, it is not good that the good life that they seem to have been within their reach slips away from their hands. The moment when years of pain are about to be lifted and incomparable expectations are about to be fulfilled can be tense and frightening, and all their hearts are already devoted to this matter, or filled and overwhelmed by this event. Jesus? Let’s wait until the normal life we have so much hoped for is really implemented.But from the conscience that remains in human nature, after seeing such a great healing miracle that happened to him, didn’t he immediately think of thanking God and expressing gratitude to the Jesus who let them go to the priesthood? But only one out of ten was such a reaction. When he saw the grace of healing, he did not go to the priest first but immediately returned to Jesus. For the other nine people, the most important thing after being healed was to go to the priests to return to normal life, and to thank Jesus was not a priority. For this person, it is most important to find Jesus first after receiving grace, and then how other things will proceed. Most likely, the Samaritan knew that if he followed the rules of the law, it would be at least seven days after seeing Jesus again, and that would have to be the first time he could find Jesus after seven days of quarantine. Therefore, the person’s reaction is a normal one, having been healed, and it is okay to go to the priest to check at any time, but it is not always possible to ask Jesus to express thanksgiving, as the Lord Jesus said, “For there are always poor people with you, and you can do good to them at any time, but you do not always have me” (Mark 14:7).This may be the choice we face when we meet Jesus today and receive grace, is it the first choice to enjoy life after receiving grace in this world, or the first choice to come back to Jesus first to express gratitude? Do we put the gracious God first, or do we put the grace of God first?“Fall at Jesus’ feet and thank Him”Luke records that this man “saw that he was well and returned to glorify God with a loud voice, and he fell at Jesus’ feet to thank Him.” The juxtaposition of glory and God and prostrate at Jesus’ feet to thank Him makes it clear that this man worshipped Jesus as God.The man apparently realized that it was God’s glory that appeared to him through Jesus. If he had been familiar with the Old Testament Law and knew that healing the cannabis wind was one of the hallmarks of the coming ministry of the Messiah, it is likely that he had already begun to think and had faith that Jesus was the Messiah under the guidance and enlightenment of the Holy Spirit. The work of the Holy Spirit is mysterious, but not completely incomprehensible. The knowledge of the laws of the past, the thirst for God’s thoughts, the miraculous healing grace he received today, and the thanksgiving of the Holy Spirit in his heart led to not only the miraculous grace of healing his body but also the greater grace of awakening of his heart. In this sense, his return to bow down to Jesus and express his gratitude is a manifestation of God’s greater grace in him, not only as an expression of his gratitude for Jesus’ previous healing grace but also as an expression of God’s kindness to him.And from the normal rationality of a person, if a person has spiritual knowledge and actual grace comes, but does not come to seek God, the person’s sin cannot be blamed. Just as soon after the birth of the Lord Jesus, three doctors from the East came to worship Him, but it is not known in which city, the Jewish chief priests and folk scribes very skillfully, professionally, and definitively quoted the Old Testament prophets as telling them in Bethlehem (Matthew 2:5-6) in Judah. What is amazing is not their mastery of the law, but that they are done with what they say! They disregard God’s grace on two levels, one Old Testament Law and two Eastern Three Doctors. They knew that God had given them the prophecy of the Messiah and that God had sent Gentiles from the Far East to remind them that the Messiah had come. But they felt that the matter had nothing to do with them, and they were less concerned about the coming of the Messiah than Herod. Even if they had the mentality that if the Messiah was really born in Bethlehem, they would not finish and leave. They did not have the slightest search and hope for the Messiah in their hearts. They studied the law solely to satisfy their belly and vanity. The law is pure knowledge for them, touching their hearts and lives in the slightest, and they do nothing for what they know and see. The Holy Spirit no longer gives such a heart more grace.“Where are the nine?”Seeing that one man had returned to express his thanksgiving, the Lord Jesus sent out a triptych of questions, “Aren’t there ten cleansed?” Where are the nine? Except for this foreigner, is no one else returning to glory and God? These three questions may not be directed at the person who has returned, but primarily to the disciples. To stimulate the disciples’ thinking about this. This is not an ordinary thing, this is of course a miracle that the cannabis wind was healed, but the grace of miracles is not the focus of this matter, and two questions should be considered, ten people have received the same grace, and only one person has returned to give thanks. Having received such great grace, gratitude is only one-tenth. Lack of gratitude is not just the nine Jews here, it is a common characteristic of sinners in this world, and even it is the normal state of life in Christians (of course, it is an abnormal state of life). Compared to God’s grace, our gratitude is grossly disproportionate, and perhaps the ratio of grace to gratitude is far less than one-tenth for many people. We have so little gratitude that it seems that if we only have to verbally express a little gratitude to God, God has already received what He deserves, and we have given us a reward equivalent to God’s grace, and we are clear with God, and no one owes anyone.

Or do you still feel that I am thankful and do not continue to give me more grace? Just like a criminal person will say I apologize for everything, what else do you want, as if apology can offset the consequences of the crime. Therefore, “God blocks the proud and gives grace to the humble” (James 4:6). Paul also says of those who have defied God’s grace, those who have received more grace but despise the grace they have received, and who treat God’s grace as normal, even abandoned, and God allows them to remain in their delusion and ignorance, Paul also says of these people: “For though they know God, they do not glorify Him as God and do not thank Him.” Their thoughts become illusory, and their ignorant hearts are dimmed. To claim to be wise is to be foolish” (Romans 1:21-22).The nine who abandoned Jesus turned out to be Jews, but the one who returned to give thanks was a Samaritan, who was despised by the Jews. Luke specifically stated that the only person who returned to give thanks “was the Samaritan.” This is characteristic of Luke’s gospel account, which is to pay special attention to those who are despised, oppressed, marginalized, and oppressed, and the Samaritan is mentioned as people who are particularly discriminated against and excluded by the Jews. But this man, whom the Jews despised and looked down upon, did better and more pleasing to God than the Jews who thought they were more godly and knew God better. This was a big stimulus for Jews. In the fallen world, people pay more attention to those who have power, and wealth and power, people pay more attention those who are good-looking, knowledgeable, and capable, and people consciously or unconsciously despise and ignore those who have little, and regard them as the bottom and the edge; Because people measure the importance of a person by how much they have. But it is usually more difficult for people who have a lot of worldly things to rely on God.

Thus, in Luke’s writing, God is the God who cares for the widows and the sojourners, the poor, the miserable, and the miserable. This is not God’s injustice, for no one is worthy of God’s grace, as Jehovah God once said to Moses, “I will be gracious to whoever I want, and I will have mercy on whomever I want” (Exod. 33:19). His wisdom and goodness are greater than we can understand, as the apostle Paul later said, “Brethren, it is evident that you are not many wise according to the flesh, not many powerful, and not many honorable.” But God chose the foolish of the world to shame the wise. And he chose the weak of the world and put the strong to shame. God also chose the lowly, the desolate, and the non-existent to abolish the lowly, the despised, and the nothing. so that no one of flesh and blood can boast before God” (1 Corinthians 1:26-29).The word “foreigner” used by the Lord Jesus to refer to this Samaritan, which appears only in this verse in the New Testament, is said to have been used on a stone tablet at the entrance to the inner courtyard of the temple in Jerusalem, which reads, “If a Gentile enters, he will die.” The Samaritans were not eligible to enter the temple to worship God, and only Jews were allowed to enter the inner court. The Jews were proud of this, and they considered themselves chosen children to be more pleasing to God than others, so many of them entered the temple with pride, self-righteousness, and pride, especially the Pharisees (Lk 18:11). But the Jews, faced with the Messiah, the Son of God, Jesus Christ, the “tabernacle” of the true God appearing in the world, did not come to worship, but instead Samaritans who could not enter the temple came to worship and bow down in thanksgiving. This reminds us not only of what the Lord Jesus said to the Samaritan woman, “Woman, believe in me, and the time will come, and you will worship the Father, neither on this mountain nor in Jerusalem.”  The time has come and now is for those who truly worship the Father to worship Him in spirit and in truth, for the Father wants such people to worship Him” (John 4:21, 23). Obviously, whoever worships God in Christ worships in spirit and truth, and is a true worship of God. Christ is the manifestation of the kingdom of God in this last age, and anyone who recognizes Christ in his heart and welcomes Christ in his heart is in the kingdom of God (Lk 17:21).This nine-to-one comparison may also imply that the Lord Jesus fulfilled what he said to the Galileans who rejected Him, that is, the prophets were not respected in their own homeland, so “at the time of the prophet Elisha, there were many madmen in Israel; But none of them are cleansed except Naman, the kingdom of Syria” (Lk 4:27). Now it’s happening again.Your letter saved youMiracles do not turn people to JesusSeeing that only this one person came back to thank Jesus, we see again that signs and wonders do not lead to repentance. The previous method of evangelizing Abraham by the rich man who was suffering in hell in the story of Lazarus the Beggar was to convince people with signs and wonders, and this is what sinners considered the most powerful method, as the apostle Paul said, “The Jews wanted miracles, and the Greeks sought wisdom” (1 Corinthians 1:11). But signs and wonders can only make people prostrate themselves on the surface, and they do not make people truly obey and worship God from the heart. The visible grace exerted on the sinner does not turn the sinner’s heart, such as air, water, food, affection, order, and so on, especially the air and water food is much more precious than the healing of the disease from a certain point of view, because without air you can’t even live, if you are sick, you can at least live, but all these graces that people have received do not make the sinner feel thankful and turn their hearts to God, but the sinner feels that all this is what we deserve. Without thanksgiving for the grace that already exists, even the grace of miracle healing does not make sinners truly thankful. It can be seen that the numbness of the heart cannot be restored by externally visible grace and the poverty, hardness, and necrosis of the heart must be healed by a more transcendent spiritual grace.But in this story, the power of signs and wonders does not even do the external prostration, and these nine people who have received God’s miracle healing grace have not even returned to thank Jesus, they have received the greatest grace in their lives other than creation, which is a life-saving grace from this world. They were finally able to return to their normal lives, and they were immediately filled with the joy of healing grace, they immediately left the gracious Jesus who had treated them behind. They regard living a normal life as their highest ideal in life; In their sight, having received such great healing grace, I had nothing to ask for, and Jesus could not give me anything more. As for whether or not to thank Him, I think they didn’t think about it, but they didn’t put it in an important place. They may feel that there are too many things more important than coming back to this Jesus of Nazareth, they have too many people and things to love, and Jesus who graces them to save them is not at the forefront. By the time they wanted to come back and look for Jesus a few days later, Jesus had already left the village. They may say with great regret, Hey, it’s a little late, people have already left, let’s look for opportunities later. When God condemns them in the future, they can’t say I went back to find them, but Jesus has already left. Was Jesus going to stay here just waiting for them to express their thanks? For them to express their gratitude, do they have to be at the right time?The healing grace of cannabis can only bring them out of quarantine to normal society in a fallen world, but it cannot bring them from a sinful world back to God’s kingdom and to Jesus. They did receive great grace, but the way they responded to grace caused them to miss the greatest opportunity for grace in their lives.“Your letter saved you”The goal of signs and wonders is not simply to heal our mortal body, for healing is followed by death; So, the goal of signs and wonders is to make people think through the healing of the body, Who is this miracle, Jesus? The desire to be physically healed or to have many of the difficulties of this world resolved into the power of knowing and trusting Jesus is what miracles are all about.We can divide the faith in this story into three levels, the first level is the faith of these ten marijuana patients who greet Jesus and cry out for mercy, the second level is the confidence that these ten people will do it after hearing Jesus’ words, and the third level is the faith that the person rushed back to glory to God as soon as he was healed and bowed down to thank Jesus. The first two faiths are shared by ten people, and these two beliefs are not so much faith as a strong desire for the body to be healed, in fact, it is not an attempt to give much hope, in case it will do! When this desire met Jesus, God truly gave them the grace of healing out of His mercy and generosity. There is a third type of faith that only this Samaritan has. The preciousness of the third type of faith is that it goes beyond the desire for physical healing and rises to the level of longing to know Jesus and be close to Him.This faith can lead to a healing that is more precious than physical healing, that is, the salvation of the soul. When the Samaritan returned to Jesus, a sign and miracle more important than the cleansing of the marijuana occurred again, and God gave him the grace of justification throughout his life and the resurrection of his soul. The miracle of marijuana wind being healed was already undeserving, incredible grace, and what the Samaritan did not expect was that an even greater and more precious grace would come to him again.The inner world of the other nine may be: I just want to heal, and I don’t care where this healing comes from. This man’s heart is: I have been healed, who gave this healing? Is it a desire for miracles? Or a God who longs for miracles? This is the type of confidence that is fundamentally different. Which is more important, a miracle or a God who performs miracles? Healing is grace and power, grace and power, and God who gives grace and power, which is more desired by us? The value orientation of this world is to focus more on ability than on people, and the more you have, the more people pay attention and respect to you, and vice versa. In fact, people do not pay attention to you, but to themselves, because what you have may be useful to me, and the worst of your ability should not harm me, so I treat you very seriously. This is why Jesus does not commit Himself to Jesus in the Gospels, even though many people come to embrace Jesus because He knows that many people do not desire God, but come to eat bread. People don’t care about God and therefore don’t care about the condition and whereabouts of their souls. They were healed, but they were far from Jesus, and this is what is the so-called buying and returning beads. In fact, the opportunity to meet Jesus is the greatest blessing of a person’s life, just as many people today hear the gospel. Knowing who Jesus is and following Him is the more important thing than meeting Jesus in this life, and the greatest gift and most precious gift from God is not the healing of sickness, wealth, and peace, but Jesus Himself, as the psalmist says, “My good is not outside of you” (Psalm 16:2). What matters is not freedom from disease, but freedom from sin and death.This man’s seeking, thanksgiving, and worship of Jesus is an expression of his faith, a faith that saves not only the soul but also the body from eternal death, not temporary sickness. The salvation of the whole person is the goal of Christ to perform signs and wonders, heal the sick, and cast out demons.“Get up, let’s go”God does not disregard the basic needs of man or deny us our duty to our families, but He wants people to be able to prioritize, “Seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and these things will be added to you” (Matthew 6:33). Therefore, seeing this Samaritan who had returned to bow down in thanksgiving, the Lord Jesus told him, “Get up and go.” It is to tell this person that you can come back for the first time to express your gratitude to God and thank you for Jesus has been pleasing to God, and God has given you a greater grace, which is to know Christ. Later, the priesthood inspection and family meetings can be carried out. God has never been stingy and harsh, and sinners are often ungrateful and ungrateful.epilogueThe Lord Jesus said, “Many are called, but few are chosen” (Matthew 22:14), and in terms of man’s response to grace, it can be said that there are many who receive grace and few who are thankful. Some people seek Jesus through the grace they receive, and some people turn away from God after receiving grace because they care whether the person is more thankful to God than the person who values the grace he has received. Different responses to grace determine from a certain angle how much grace a person receives. The goal of God’s grace is never to keep people stuck in the grace that has been given, but God’s goodness, generosity, and wisdom make God’s gift always aim to give more and greater grace through the gift of grace, that is, we know, fear, close, and love God more.A person who focuses on what he has gained in this life does not take to heart the one who gives grace. And those who focus on the blessings of this world will basically not have true satisfaction and gratitude; For no matter how much benefit is given in this life, it is always not enough, and even if a man receives the glory of all nations, it cannot satisfy it. If one tries to satisfy one’s soul with what he gains in this life, the result is endless taking and emptiness. Therefore, it is certainly worth thankful and joyful to receive many blessings in this life, but how you face the gracious Jesus is the foundation that determines the blessings of life and death.Finally, I conclude the day with a verse written by David: “Praise the Lord, O my heart. Whoever is in me shall praise his holy name. Praise the Lord, O my heart, and do not forget all his favors. He forgives all your sins and heals all your diseases. He redeems your life from death and crowns you with love and mercy” (Ps. 103:1–4).

医药和健康

见证篇193.那九…

“那九个在哪里呢?”晓峰牧师

经文:【路17:11】 耶稣往耶路撒冷去,经过撒玛利亚和加利利。【路17:12】 进入一个村子,有十个长大麻疯的迎面而来,远远地站着。【路17:13】 高声说,耶稣,夫子,可怜我们吧。【路17:14】 耶稣看见,就对他们说,你们去把身体给祭司察看。他们去的时候就洁净了。【路17:15】 内中有一个见自己已经好了,就回来大声归荣耀与神。【路17:16】 又俯伏在耶稣脚前感谢他。这人是撒玛利亚人。【路17:17】 耶稣说,洁净了的不是十个人吗?那九个在哪里呢?【路17:18】 除了这外族人,再没有别人回来归荣耀与神吗?【路17:19】 就对那人说,起来走吧。你的信救了你了。

前言:

上周主日的经文论到了基督仆人的职分和本分,能作基督的仆人已经是无比的恩典了,听从基督一切的命令都是应当的,顺服并非是功德,而是本分和荣耀。这不是上帝对我们苛刻,不顾我们的需要,只让我们牺牲,消耗我们的生命,反而这是基督的爱在催促我们不止息地奔走,在服侍的过程中祂赐更多的恩典和能力,喜乐和满足,也正是在这个过程中祂亲自建造我们,让我们的生命更加丰盛。

所以,从来就没有是谁先给了神,神后来要偿还给他的(罗十一 35),从来都是神先赐人恩典,然后再赐恩典,随后又赐恩典,恩上加恩。今天的经文就论到了领受恩典之人最基本的本分,以及上帝乐意赐更大的、出人意外的恩典。

十个大麻风病人

在这个故事中,路加先说明发生的时间地点,或者更准确地是事件发生的背景。这是发生在耶稣前往耶路撒冷的途中,表明耶稣正在向着神所定的受难时刻行进。这就提醒我们,主耶稣这一路所行的神迹奇事,都是在朝向这个目标的过程中发生的,是为着这个目标而有的。// 这就是当施洗约翰心里有疑惑时让门徒问主耶稣:“那将要的是你吗?还是我们等候别人呢?”(太十一3),主对他的回答:“你们去,把所听见的所看见的事告诉约翰;就是瞎子看见,瘸子行走,长大麻风的洁净,聋子看见,死人复活,穷人有福音传给他们。凡不因我跌倒的,就有福了”(太十一4-6)。甚至,这里藉着九个犹太人蒙恩后对耶稣的离弃,已经暗示了在耶路撒冷犹太人对弥赛亚的弃绝。

“经过撒玛利亚和加利利,进入一个村子”

并且特地指明这个地方的特殊性,在撒玛利亚和加利利的交界处。加利利虽然被耶路撒冷所轻视,但还是属于犹太人的区域,而撒玛利亚因为历史上血统和信仰与外邦异教的掺杂,就被耶路撒冷完全地定罪和弃绝,犹太人对他们的厌恶甚至超过对其他外邦人。

虽然犹太人看撒玛利亚人在信仰上并不纯正,但撒玛利亚人都视摩西五经为他们的信仰经典,因此,轻视的和被轻视的都是照着利未记的律法条例来处理麻风病人。麻风病人要离群索居,他们自己“衣服要撕裂,也要蓬头散发,蒙着上唇,喊叫说,不洁净了,不洁净了。灾病在他身上的日子,他便是不洁净,他既是不洁净,就要独居营外”(利十三45-46)。

共同的苦难,令犹太的麻风病人和撒玛利亚的麻风病人竟然住在了一个村子里(这个所谓的村子可能就是专门给麻风病人所预备的隔离聚居地)。犹太人和撒玛利亚人彼此远离,被他们隔离的人,却因为被隔离而聚居在一起。当然,他们只是不得已住在同一个村子里(正常情况下这不大可能),也可能日常生活中犹太麻风病人和撒玛利亚麻风病人彼此之间依然保持着距离。但至少,被自己的族群所隔离,在某个意义上令他们多少突破了些他们原本族群之间的隔阂。当世界远离他们的时候,世界在他们身上的某种束缚也远离了他们。以至于,他们竟然可以作为一个十人团体一同来寻求耶稣。// 若痛苦能让人从罪恶中清醒,能突破罪的某些辖制,让人来寻求上帝,那么痛苦也因此就具有了意义。但让上帝痛心的是,罪人常常是当痛苦解除之后,往往又会再次滑落到罪恶中,白受很多的苦。// 因此,真正令他们彼此远离的是他们对上帝的远离,真正能令人彼此靠近的是我们对上帝的靠近。

“有十个长大麻风的迎面而来”

主耶稣是特意为他们而来,因此他们能迎向耶稣。虽然这个村子是被隔离的,但并非完全与世隔绝,生活的基本供应还是需要周围村子里的家人朋友给送过来。显然,这十个大麻风病人通过某种方式听到了关于耶稣的一些事情,比如耶稣所行的神迹奇事,人们对于耶稣身份的诸多猜测和传闻,等等。所以当他们听说耶稣来到这个村子的时候,他们把握这个时机,迎着耶稣而来。他们虽然遵照律法的规则不敢靠的太近,只是“远远地站着”,但他们却“高声说,耶稣,夫子,可怜我们吧”。他们敢于主动来见耶稣,表达了他们内心深处求医治的渴望,甚至从某个角度来说,他们通过道听途说就敢于有所行动并呼喊,这已经算是某种信心的表达了。

既然是个村子,可能这里面不止这十个麻风病人。若还有其他人,却只有这十个麻风病人来迎见耶稣,就表明其余的人内心已经完全绝望了,他们对自己的今生、对于得医治已经不抱什么希望。他们也听说了耶稣的名声和事迹,但这对他们却没有什么触动,也对耶稣没有什么期望。他们已经心如死灰,连起身来试一试,博取万一真能得医治的那一丝可能的想法都没有了。而这十个人,不管他们内心的渴望和想法怎么样,他们能来寻求耶稣,就表明他们对自己的人生没有放弃,还有渴望;其余的人虽然活着,已经死了。其实,只要还有生命的气息,有一点可以行动的力量,有一丝可能,就表示上帝的恩典还在,那么就应当抓住任何可能求助的机会来解决我们生命当中那些我们无能为力的问题。

对于基督徒而言,更是永远不要绝望,只要你的神还在。哪怕你看自己,看环境,很多事理性判断没有什么可能性,感觉上也没有什么希望了,但你只要内心还相信上帝是真实的,祂是乐意帮助我们的,那么就应当心存盼望,持定不放。上帝不一定照着我们所期望的时间和方式来解决问题,但是上帝一定能解决问题,而且上帝的解决方案比我们所期盼的要好。基督徒应当比这十个麻风病人有着更大的勇气和信心来求主耶稣,求祂赐医治我们心灵软弱和疾病的恩典。

“你们去,把身体给祭司看”

通常对大麻风病人医治的神迹之后,主耶稣都是吩咐他们“去把身体给祭司察看,献上摩西所吩咐的礼物,对众人作证据”(太八4)。但这次主耶稣对这十个麻风病人的医治,跟之前对麻风病人的医治有很大不同。比如,三卷对观福音书都曾记载“有一个长大麻风的来拜祂说,主若肯,必能叫我洁净了。耶稣伸手摸他说,我肯,你洁净了吧。他的大麻风立刻就洁净了”(太八2-3,可一40-43,路五12-13)。这次主耶稣并未摸他们,也没有应许说必定医治,而是提出一个要求,让他们去把身体给祭司看。

这可以看为是对他们某种程度信心的挑战。实际上,主耶稣这么说,已经是给了医治的应许。主耶稣很清楚利未记关于麻风病人洁净之后重回社群的礼仪规则,只有先洁净,才能去找祭司查验。如果主耶稣不给医治的恩典,却要求他们去将身体给祭司察看,祭司一看竟然还是大麻风,这不是在欺骗和戏弄他们吗?所以,他既然让这十个人直接去找祭司,所隐含的意思就是已经医治你们了,只是你们现在还没有看见,具体哪个时刻得医治你们也不知道,或者是在刚出发,或者是在大祭司快来的时候,但已经给了这恩典了。

他们求了,耶稣回应了。现在到了他们回应耶稣话语的时刻。但在他们此刻还没有看到他们的身体得医治,他们此刻并未亲眼看到!但他们却听到了让他们去找祭司的命令。照律法,洁净后,才能去;现在,只有耶稣的话,还没有被洁净,却已经要求去了。这个次序上的张力,对信心的挑战很大。理想信心状态下的回应是,这些人都有“我现在虽未看见,但我信我是已经得着了”(可十一24)这样的信心,那么这人自然就能带着依然长满大麻风的身体动身去找祭司。他在迈步去找祭司的时候,可能心里所想是,或许我抬脚一走就得医治了呢?或许我走到半路才是医治的时刻呢?我并不知道具体哪个时刻,但既然耶稣说了,让我去,那么他必然在某个时刻让我得着洁净,一定是在祭司看见我之前。次之信心状态下的回应是,这人可能心里想“这个叫耶稣的人靠谱吗?也不为我们祷告,也不宣告我被医治了;没有让我先看见医治,就要求我去找祭司,嗨,死马当做活马医吧,既然他说了,我就试一试,万一走半路就好了呢?”。这后一种心态,我们觉得这都不能称为信心,最多称为一种渴望下的无奈;这都不能称为顺服,最多称为一种尝试。但因为他们面对的是永生上帝的儿子有这样的渴望和尝试,因此这种半信半疑的心态也可以看为某种信心,心里带着疑惑的顺服也是顺服。这十个人的心里状态很可能就是这后一种。

“他们去的时候就洁净了”

不管他们里面的心态和想法如何,毕竟他们真的就去了。他们也真的就得着了他们顺服的果效。路加的记载中没有更具体说明到底是在哪个时刻医治的神迹临到他们身上。可能是半路就被医治了,也可能是快要到祭司那里的时候才发现被医治了,越往后得医治,对他们信心的挑战就更大。但从路加上下文记叙来看,很大可能不是在快要见着祭司的时候才得医治,而是他们一出村子就得了医治。

就是这样一种“软弱”的、半信半疑的信心,却令他们经历了一生中难以置信的神迹!上帝乃是慷慨的上帝!这一幕应该成为他们一生铭记在心的重大时刻,值得他们去向每一个见到的人传讲。因为对于一个大麻风病人来说,他们人生中最大的梦想就是被医治重回正常人的生活。此刻,他们的人生梦想因为遇见耶稣竟然实现了。这本来只是梦想中不切实际的期望,但梦想成真了。他们此刻的内心可能是震惊,是狂喜,或者手足无措的失态、痛哭,我们不知道他们此时的感受和表现,若有人经历过那种绝处逢生,经历过那种万分期盼却又知道毫无可能,竟然发生了的事情,可能能体会一二。

被医治之后,接下来他们会做什么呢?// 虽然这个故事是一个重大的神迹事件,但是在路加的笔下似乎有意在淡化神迹奇事的色彩,对于这十个人身上所发生的这件极为重要的事情,只有一句话“他们去的时候就洁净了”。我想,很可能路加是为了突出故事的后续转折;后面的转折才是这个故事的高峰。

只有一个回来感谢神

这十个人发现自己得洁净,被医治了。然后,他们就分成了两队,九个人就“照着耶稣吩咐他们的话”继续向前走,要去见祭司。有一个人却“没有听从耶稣的吩咐”接着去见祭司,而是返回来找耶稣。// 大麻风病人在旧约律法规定中不但要离群索居,并且若是得了医治,也不可以自行回归社区,而是需要先去见祭司,让祭司查验,在营中再隔离七天(应该是被再观察七天),并要进行一套很复杂的献祭礼仪才能让他们重回会众当中。

“内中有个人见自己已经好了,就回来”

90%的人选择去见祭司,只有一个人选择来见耶稣。这个人的反应看似是一个少数的、不寻常的。从人性的自我中心来说,梦寐以求的好事发生了,大神迹行在了自己身上,在欣喜若狂中,赶快去把剩下的手续走完,越快回归家庭和正常社会越好,其他一切都可以先放一放,免得万一中间若再出点什么意外,令他们看来已经唾手可得的美好生活又从手边滑走了可就不好了。多年的痛苦即将解除、无比的期盼即将实现,这一刻可能令人心里紧张又恐惧,他们所有的心神都已经投注在这件事上,或者被这件事所充满和淹没了。耶稣?等我们无比期盼的正常人的生活真的落实之后再说吧。

但从人性里面存留的良知来说,看见发生在自己身上这么大的医治神迹之后,难道不是第一时间想到对上帝的感恩,对那个让他们去见祭司的耶稣去表达感谢吗?但十人中只有一个人是这样的反应。他看见医治的恩典之后,没有先去找祭司,而是马上返回来找耶稣。在其他九个人看来,被医治之后最重要的事情是去找祭司回归正常生活,来感谢耶稣并不放在第一位考虑。对于这个人来说,蒙恩之后第一时间来找耶稣才是最重要的,然后才是其他事情如何进行。很可能,这个撒玛利亚人知道,如果照着律法规则去作,再见耶稣至少得七天以后,这还是得走完查验隔离七天后第一时间能寻见耶稣的情况下。因此,这个人的反应才是一个正常的反应,已经得了医治,找祭司查验什么时候都可以,但找耶稣表达感谢并非是什么时候都可以,就像主耶稣所说的“因为常有穷人和你们同在,要向他们行善,随时都可以,只是你们不常有我”(可十四7)。

这可能就是我们今日遇见耶稣,蒙恩之后所要面对的人生选择,是第一选择先去享受蒙恩之后今世的生活,还是第一选择先来回到耶稣面前来表达感恩呢?是把施恩的上帝放在第一位,还是把上帝所赐的恩典放在第一位呢?

“俯伏在耶稣脚前感谢祂”

路加记载这个人“见自己已经好了,就回来大声归荣耀与神,又俯伏在耶稣脚前感谢祂”。这里的归荣耀与神,和俯伏在耶稣脚前感谢祂,形成并列的表达,已经清楚地表达了这人是把耶稣当作上帝来敬拜的。

这人显然认识到,这是上帝的荣耀藉着耶稣显在了他的身上。若他对旧约律法很熟悉,知道医治大麻风是弥赛亚来临的事工特征之一,很可能此时他就已经开始思想,并在圣灵的引导和开启之下就有了对耶稣是弥赛亚的信心。圣灵的工作是奥秘的,但并非是完全不可琢磨的。过去律法的知识,对上帝的思想渴慕,今日所蒙的神迹医治恩典,加上圣灵所赐内心的感恩,在这诸多因素的作用之下,这人不单单得着了身体被医治的神迹恩典,更是得着了心灵被苏醒的更大恩典。在这个意义上,他回来向耶稣俯伏敬拜,表达感谢,反而是在他身上上帝更大恩典的显明,不仅是他对耶稣先前医治大麻风恩典的感恩表达,更是上帝恩待他的表现。

而从一个人正常的理性来看,若一个人有属灵的知识,又有实际的恩典临到,却还不来寻求上帝,这人的罪就无可推诿了。就像主耶稣出生不久,有三位从东方来的博士要来拜祂,但不知道具体在哪个城里,犹太的祭司长和民间的文士非常熟练、专业而确定地引用旧约先知书告诉他们在犹大地的伯利恒(太二5-6)。令人惊诧的不是他们对律法的精通,而是他们说完就完了!他们在两个层次上罔顾上帝的恩典,一旧约律法,二东方三博士。他们知道上帝赐给他们弥赛亚的预言,上帝有从遥远的东方差派外邦人来提醒他们,弥赛亚已经降临了。但他们竟然觉得此事跟自己毫无关联,他们对弥赛亚降临的关注还不如希律呢。他们哪怕抱着万一弥赛亚真的降生在了伯利恒了呢这样的心态,他们也不会说完就走了。他们心里竟然能没有丝毫对弥赛亚的寻求和盼望。他们研究律法完全是为了满足自己的肚腹和虚荣。律法于他们而言只是纯粹的知识,丝毫不触及他们的心灵和生命,他们不为所知道的和所看见的,有任何一点作为。圣灵就不再给这样的心灵有更多的恩典。

“那九个在哪里呢?”

看到有一个人回来表达感恩,主耶稣就发出了一个三联问,“洁净了不是有十个吗?那九个在哪里呢?除了这外族人,在没有别人回来归荣耀与神吗?”,这三个问题可能不是对着这个回来的人,而是主要向着门徒发出的。为要激发门徒对这事的思考。这不是一件寻常普通的事情,这当然是大麻风被医治的神迹奇事,但是神迹的恩典不是这件事的重心,更应当思想的问题有两个,十个人蒙了同样的恩典,竟然回来感恩的人只有一个。领受了如此大的恩典,感恩只有十分之一。缺乏感恩并非只是这里的九个犹太人,这是今世罪人的普遍特征,甚至这也是基督徒的生命常态(当然,这是不正常的生命状态)。跟上帝所赐的恩典相比,我们的感恩却极不相称,可能恩典和感恩的比值在很多人身上还远不及十分之一。// 我们的感恩如此之少,似乎我们只要在口头上稍稍表达一点对上帝的感谢,上帝就已经得了祂当得,我们也就给了与上帝所赐恩典等价的回报了,我们跟上帝两清了,谁也不欠谁。或者还觉得我都感恩了还不继续赐我更多的恩典?就像一个犯罪的人会说我都道歉了你还要怎样,似乎道歉就能抵消犯罪的后果似的。因此,“神阻挡骄傲的人,施恩给谦卑的人”(雅4: 6)。对于那些罔顾上帝恩典的人,就是那些蒙了更多恩典,却轻看所领受的恩典,将上帝的恩典当作平常,甚至弃如敝履的人,上帝就任凭他们留在自己的虚妄和无知中,保罗也有论到这些人的话“因为他们虽然知道神,却不当作神荣耀他,也不感谢他。他们的思念变为虚妄,无知的心就昏暗了。自称为聪明,反成了愚拙”(罗1: 21-22)。

那九个弃耶稣而去的人竟然都是犹太人,反而回来感恩的人是一个被犹太人所轻视的撒玛利亚人。路加特意说明这唯一一个回来感恩的人“是撒玛利亚人”。这是路加福音记叙的特点,就是格外关注那些被轻视、被压制、被边缘、被欺压的群体,上面提到过撒玛利亚人是被犹太人特别歧视和排斥的人。但这个被犹太人藐视、看不起的人,却比自以为更敬虔、更认识神的犹太人所作更好,也更蒙神的喜悦。这对犹太人来说一个很大的刺激。堕落的世界里,人们更看重那些有权有位的,有钱有势的,人们更看重那些相貌、学识、能力出众的人,人们有意无意地轻视和忽略那拥有少的人,视他们为底层和边缘;因为人们以拥有的多少,来衡量一个人的重要程度。但拥有属世东西多的人,依靠上帝通常就更加困难。

故此,在路加的笔下,上帝却是那位看顾孤儿寡妇和寄居的,看顾贫穷、困苦和悲哀者的神。这不是上帝的不公平,因为谁也不配得上帝的恩典,像耶和华上帝曾对摩西所说的那样“我要恩待谁就恩待谁,要怜悯谁就怜悯谁”(出33: 19)。祂的智慧和美意超过我们的理解,就像使徒保罗后来所说的那样“弟兄们哪,可见你们蒙召的,按着肉体有智慧的不多,有能力的不多,有尊贵的也不多。 神却拣选了世上愚拙的,叫有智慧的羞愧。又拣选了世上软弱的,叫那强壮的羞愧。神也拣选了世上卑贱的,被人厌恶的,以及那无有的,为要废掉那有的。使一切有血气的,在神面前一个也不能自夸”(林前1: 26-29)。

主耶稣称呼这个撒玛利亚人所用的“外族人”这个词,在新约圣经里只出现在这一节经文中,据说这个词语曾用在耶路撒冷圣殿内院入口处的石碑上,碑上写着“外邦人入内,必死”。撒玛利亚人是没有资格进入圣殿里面来敬拜神的,唯有犹太人才可以进入内院。犹太人以此为荣,他们认为自己是天选之子,比别人更蒙神的喜悦,因此他们很多人进入圣殿时里面带着自豪、自义和骄傲,法利赛人尤其如此(路18: 11)。但犹太人面对弥赛亚,神的儿子,耶稣基督,这真正上帝显于世界的“帐幕”,却不来敬拜,反而是不能进入圣殿的撒玛利亚人来敬拜,来俯伏感谢。这不仅让我们想起主耶稣曾对那个撒玛利亚妇人说的话“妇人,你当信我,时候将到,你们拜父,也不在这山上,也不在耶路撒冷。时候将到,如今就是了,那真正拜父的,要用心灵和诚实拜祂,因为父要这样的人拜祂”(约4: 21,23)。显然,凡是在基督里来敬拜神的,就是在心灵和诚实中的敬拜,就是真正对上帝的敬拜。基督就是神的国度在这末世的彰显,凡在心灵里面认出基督,并迎接基督居住在心里的,这人就是在神的国里了(路17: 21)。

这个九比一的对比中,可能也暗示了主耶稣曾对厌弃祂的加利利人所说的话应验了,那就是先知在自己的家乡都不被尊重,因此,“先知以利沙的时候,以色列中有许多长大麻疯的;但内中除了叙利亚国的乃缦,没有一个得洁净的”(路四27)。如今这一幕再次上演。

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神迹并不能让人转向耶稣

看到只有这一个人回来感谢耶稣,我们再次看到,神迹奇事并不能令人悔改归正。之前乞丐拉撒路故事中那个在地狱里痛苦的财主给亚伯拉罕出的传福音的方法就是用神迹奇事来折服人心,这就是罪人认为最有力的方法,像使徒保罗所说的“犹太人是要神迹,希腊人是求智慧”(林前1: 11)。但神迹奇事只能在表面上让人俯伏,并不能让人从内心真的对上帝有顺服和敬拜。施加在罪人身上的可见恩典并不能令罪人的心灵回转,比如空气、水、食物、亲情、秩序等等这一切,尤其是空气水食物从某个角度来说比疾病得医治要宝贵得多,因为没有空气连活都活不成,得病了至少还活着,但这一切人们已经得到的恩典并未令罪人心怀感恩,心朝向神,反而罪人觉得这一切都是我们应得的。若没有对已经有恩典的感恩,即使给神迹医治这样的恩典,也不能让罪人就真正感恩了。可见,心灵的麻木不是外在可见恩典能够令其恢复的,心灵的贫穷、刚硬、坏死,必须是更为超越的属灵的恩典才能医治。

但这个故事中,神迹奇事的能力连外在的让人俯伏都没有做到,这九个领受了上帝神迹医治恩典的人,连回来感谢耶稣都没有,他们领受了他们人生中除了被造之外迄今为止最大的恩典,从今世来看,这是救命大恩。他们终于能重回正常生活了,他们立刻就被医治恩典的快乐所充满了,他们立刻就把那位恩待他们的耶稣抛掷脑后了。他们把过一个正常生活当成是他们人生的最高理想;在他们看,得了这么大的医治恩典了,我已经无所求,耶稣也不能再多给我什么了。至于是否感谢祂,我想他们并非是没有想过,而是没有放在一个重要的位置上。他们可能觉得有太多比回来找这个拿撒勒人耶稣更为重要的事,他们有太多爱的人和事情了,施恩拯救他们的耶稣还排不到前列。等到过了几天,他们想要来回来寻找耶稣的时候,这个时候耶稣已经离开这个村子了。他们可能无比遗憾地说,嗐,来的有点迟了,人家已经走了,以后再找机会吧。// 将来上帝定他们罪的时候,他们不能说我曾回去找去了,可是,耶稣已经离开了。难道耶稣要一直停留在这里专门等候他们来表达感谢吗?为了让他们能表达感谢,还得就他们合适的时间?

大麻风得医治的恩典只能让他们从隔离区重回堕落世界中的正常社会,却不能让他们从有罪的世界回到上帝的国度,回到耶稣的面前。他们的确蒙了大恩,但是他们回应恩典的方式却让他们错失了他们人生中最大的蒙恩机会。

“你的信救了你”

神迹奇事的目标并非只是为了医治我们这必朽坏的身体,因为医治之后还会死亡;所以,神迹奇事的目标是藉着对身体的医治让人来思想,这行医治神迹的耶稣到底是谁呢?想要身体得医治或者今世很多难处得解决的渴望,要转化为认识和信靠耶稣的力量,这就是神迹的意义。

我们可以把这个故事中的信心分为三个层次,第一个层次就是这十个大麻风病人迎见耶稣呼喊怜悯的信心,第二个层次就是听见耶稣的话之后这十个人就都照着去行的信心,第三个层次就是这人在得医治之后第一时间就赶回来归荣耀给神,并俯伏感谢耶稣的信心。前两个信心十个人都有,这两个信心与其说是信心,不如说是一种身体要得医治的强烈渴望驱动之下,其实并不不报什么太大希望的尝试,万一就行了呢!当这种渴望遇见耶稣的时候,上帝本着祂的怜悯和慷慨就真赐给了他们医治的恩典。第三种信心唯独这个撒玛利亚人有。第三种信心的宝贵之处在于,这种信心超越了渴望身体得医治这个层面,而是上升到渴望认识耶稣亲近耶稣的层面。

这样的信心可以让人得着比身体得医治更为宝贵的医治,就是灵魂的救恩。当这个撒玛利亚人回来找耶稣时,在他身上一件比大麻风洁净更为重大的神迹奇事再次发生了,神赐给他整个生命得着称义的恩典,灵魂得以复生。大麻风被医治的神迹已经是不配得的、不可思议的恩典了,这个撒玛利亚人没有想到的是,一个更大、更宝贵的恩典再次临到了他身上。

其余九人的内心世界可能是:我只要医治,至于这医治从哪里来我并不关心。这人的内心是:我得了医治,这医治是谁给的呢?是渴望神迹呢?还是渴望行神迹的神呢?这就是具有本质不同的信心类型。神迹和行神迹的神哪个更重要呢?医治是恩典和能力,恩典和能力与赐下恩典和能力的上帝,哪个是我们更渴慕的呢?这个世界的价值观取向是更关注能力过于关注人,你拥有的多,人们对你的关注和尊重就多,反之就少。其实,人们并非是关注你,而是关注自己,因为你所有的或许可以为我所用呢,最不济你的能力也不要损害到我,所以我很郑重地对待你。这就是福音书中虽然有许多人来簇拥耶稣,耶稣却不把自己交托给他们,因为祂知道很多人并不是渴慕上帝,而是来得饼吃饱。人们并不关心上帝,也就不关心自己的灵魂状况和去向了。他们得了医治,却远离了耶稣,所谓买椟还珠就是这样。// 事实上,能有遇见耶稣的机会,是一个人一生当中最大的幸事,就像今日很多人能听见福音一样。而相比于遇见耶稣可以得着一些今生的好处而言,认识耶稣是谁并跟随祂,才是最重要的,上帝所赐的最大的礼物、最可宝贵的,不是病得医治、发财平安,而是耶稣自己,如诗人所说“我的好处不在你以外”(诗十六2)。重要的不是脱离疾病,而是脱离罪和死亡。

这人对耶稣的寻求、感恩和敬拜,就是这人信心的表达,这样的信,不但能救灵魂,也能救身体脱离永远的死亡,而非是脱离暂时的疾病。全人的拯救,这才是基督施行神迹奇事,医病赶鬼的目标所在。

“起来,走吧”

上帝并非不顾人的基本需要,也不是不让我们尽到对家人的责任,而是祂愿意人能分清主次先后的顺序,“你们要先求他的国和他的义,这些东西都要加给你们了”(太六33)。因此,看到这个回来俯伏感恩的撒玛利亚人,主耶稣就告诉他说“起来,走吧”。就是告诉这人,你能第一时间回来表达对上帝的感恩和对耶稣的感谢已经蒙神的喜悦,并且神又赐更大的恩典给你,就是认识基督。后面祭司查验及家人相见就都可以去进行了。上帝从来不吝啬和苛刻,罪人才常薄情寡义和忘恩负义。

结语

主耶稣曾说过“被召的人多,选上的人少”(太22: 14),若从人对恩典回应的角度来说,可以说蒙恩的人多,感恩的人少。有人透过所蒙的恩典就去寻求耶稣,有人领受恩典后反而远离上帝,就是在乎这人对上帝的感恩是否超过了这人对所领受恩典的看重。对恩典不同的回应,从某个角度决定了一个人后续所蒙恩典的多少。因为,上帝赐恩的目标从来不是让人停留在这已经赐下的恩典中,上帝的良善、慷慨和智慧使得上帝赐恩的目的永远是要藉着恩典的赐下要赐更多更大的恩典,就是我们对上帝的认识、敬畏、亲近和爱更多。

一个把焦点放在今生所得的人,不会把赐予恩典的那位放在心上。而把焦点集中在今世的福分上的人,基本上也不会有真正的满足和感恩;因为无论赐予多少今生的好处,总是不够的,哪怕人得着了万国的荣华,也不能令其满足。人若试图以今生的所得令其心灵得以满足,其结果就是无穷尽的索取和空虚。因此,得着今生很多的福分当然值得感恩和喜乐,但你如何面对施恩的耶稣,才是决定生死祸福的根本。

最后,我用大卫所写的一段诗歌作为今日证道的结束“我的心哪,你要称颂耶和华。凡在我里面的,也要称颂他的圣名。我的心哪,你要称颂耶和华,不可忘记他的一切恩惠。他赦免你的一切罪孽,医治你的一切疾病。他救赎你的命脱离死亡,以仁爱和慈悲为你的冠冕”(诗103: 1-4)。

医药和健康

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Testimonies 192: Evangelism in the Workplace: What You Must Not Do? Pierre

Some evangelism methods lack wisdom. Evangelism in the workplace and in the public sphere must respect the freedom and personality of unbelievers, respect the codes of conduct in all professions, and put away our sense of superiority and desire to win the debate. Otherwise, your co-worker relationships and passion for evangelism will soon fade together. People don’t care what we believe and how much we know unless they know how much we care about them.

How busy modern people’s lives are! I am busy working overtime and making various leisure plans. Especially on Sunday mornings, people are either sleeping or arriving at a resort a day earlier and if you tell him that there is a group of people who go to a place called the church every Sunday and listen to the pastor tell everyone the exclusive news about God, he is not necessarily against God, he will just say, “I really don’t have enough time!” Why go to a class with people? How can it help me? ”

As long as a person has a life strategy that brings him even the slightest satisfaction, it is difficult for him to make other choices. What’s more, many people feel that Jesus is powerless in his predicament unless someone comes up to him and shows him it. Instead of showing him your unusual schedule of Sundays, let him see that you live very differently seven days a week: why do you still have peace in your heart in the face of adversity or difficult people, in the face of disappointment, hurt, or exclusion, in the face of illness or accident?

I think you’ve got the point, as a workplace Christian, you have to be brave enough to walk out the door of the church. Your pastor has probably said this to you many times without reminding you how to avoid messing things up. Some ways of sharing faith are unwise. Viable evangelism methods in the workplace and the public sphere must respect the freedom and personality of unbelievers and respect the codes of different professions. One principle remains constant: the more different we are from people, the more careful and thoughtful we are in our communication.

If you were to walk into your workplace tomorrow and intend to share the good news of Jesus with others, who would you choose to tell it? The one on the left may be an atheist who likes fortune-telling, the person on the right is probably a Buddhist, and the feminist male colleague sitting at the window wearing a pen skirt across the street is keen to talk about pornographic jokes and brag about his experience of “sex warfare”. If you don’t know your audience beforehand, I sympathize with your frustrated face. After a few such reckless encounters, I believe that your co-worker relationship and passion for evangelism will die together nine times out of ten.

Suppose Jesus’ carpenter work sucks

The most basic principle of sharing the gospel with others in the workplace is that if others want to pay attention to our faith, we must first pay attention to our own work. If you think about Jesus himself, can you imagine him using substandard materials, casually handing over errands, or making false demands? Imagine that after he came out to preach, an old client sat in the crowd of listeners. If Jesus had not been a good carpenter, there might have been people in the crowd who whispered disapprovingly, “I don’t listen to this man.” I tell you, he can’t believe it. The table he used to make for me broke down in less than a year. Normal people would think that Jesus’ theology is as good or as bad as the table he built.

This does not mean that everyone should become a superman in the workplace, the elite of the elite, but we must take our work seriously and do our best to the best of our ability. Of course, competence alone is not enough, and if you want to maintain the impact of your performance, you must have good character to match the gifts. Unfortunately, many leaders lose influence because of personality problems.

You can keep asking yourself every day, “What would Jesus do if He were in my place?” “When competence and good character are linked to us, there is a visible impact that transcends the position.

Character is not only internal but also in our thoughtful outward actions—people don’t care how much we know unless they know how much we care about them. The most accurate way to know how considerate people are is to observe how they discuss other people in the break room or over lunch. What do they say? How to say? Is it long and short? Will it insult, belittle, slander, ridicule, and despise people? The apostle Paul made it clear, “Do not utter a word of defilement, but speak good words that make man and good things that may be heard.” “Have you used that as a standard?

If you’re in leadership, it’s not just about avoiding harshness, insults, or other fear-mongering management, it’s about building an atmosphere where people can speak up. Whether the topic of discussion is a difficult business decision or a spiritual principle, not listening means not respecting. Good listeners not only hear the voice, but also try to understand the person speaking, and they think and reflect on what they hear to make sure they understand correctly. Even if criticism or response is too “close”, they strive to overcome the instinct for self-preservation. When listening, they are not busy thinking about how to respond to their critics. They strive to peer into each other’s hearts through each other’s eyes.

I have a doctor friend named John, who is an excellent physician and his good character is obvious to all. He faced professional pressures and his first child was born with spina bifida. John was coping with work and commuting to the children’s hospital frequently, a situation that his colleagues understood well.

John had many reasons to lose his temper, but he rarely did. Once he discovered that the nurse had made a serious mistake that endangered the patient’s life. John spoke strongly but respectfully reproached the nurse. Nurses can leave without compromising their self-esteem after being reprimanded. Another colleague saw the scene and said, “John, I see how you handle this. If you are a preacher, I will go to your church. ”

The truth is, John was really a preacher. So are we. When people see our good deeds and good character, we speak with power, just like preaching from a pulpit, and even more influential. The distance between the pulpit and the bench does not exist in the workplace. We are people who are complete and consistent.

Don’t rush to show your superiority

Christ sent us not to “testify,” but to be “witnesses” or “witnesses.” The testimony that comes out of our mouths needs to be consistent with the testimony we live.

The apostle John said, “We will preach to you what we see and hear.” Telling people what you see or experience so that the world can see our transformed lives in our faith—that’s the job of witnesses. This life manifests itself in simple daily contact with people, showing our hope and joy, meaning and fulfillment, and how biblical principles help us solve or cope with the problems we encounter every day.

A simpler way to show life is the so-called “small act of conscience,” similar to giving someone a “cup of cold water” in Jesus’ name. Today, when people lack basic etiquette, the power of unexpected kindness is beyond imagination. Small actions of conscience can include the following actions:

Remember the name of the employee or client – as well as the name of their spouse, their birthday or wedding anniversary; When greeting others, listen genuinely to their reactions; Ask the assistant if you want to pour him a cup of coffee; Say hello to others sincerely; Helping colleagues inflate car tires in the parking lot; sharing knowledge with colleagues in need; Offer to tell a colleague that you appreciate what he does; Ask colleagues questions that matter to them, then listen attentively to their responses…

Over time, even small things will make Jesus visible in us, setting the stage for future spiritual impact. No matter how resistant people are to spiritual things, having a Jesus-like character is still very attractive. However, it should be remembered that small actions of conscience need to be deliberate, but not false. No one likes to be someone else’s project. Action, if there is no love, is only fake. Therefore, we should add a prayer to every encounter with others: Lord, please show me how to care for this person, and may this person see You in me.

Of course, this does not make you perfect, and faith in Jesus will not solve all of life’s problems or make us perfect. Don’t be afraid to expose your shortcomings, Christianity does have a triumphant side, but life is often full of failures and heartbreaks, and if we hide our vulnerability and talk only about beauty, we only show our lack of understanding of grace and do not know what God has done for us.

It is not our accomplishments that attract unbelievers, but God’s grace. They want to see the process and understand the path we’ve taken, not just the finished product and where we’re where we’re now. Let’s not rush to purify our stories and whitewash ourselves; Omitting the struggle in the middle makes it difficult for unbelievers to identify with us and instead feel that we are false. A lot of times we are really fake.

In addition, not showing superiority when doing good deeds is often one of the main reasons why unbelievers are annoyed.

Using the “banner of faith” in casual conversation

When is a good time for us to talk to people about the gospel? Many Christians who want to evangelize in the workplace will express confusion. It takes wisdom to discern. Talking about faith is appropriate when the topic of faith naturally fits into the conversation, rather than being mechanically and reluctantly pulled over. You’ve probably seen someone finish lunch and suddenly ask, “If you die tonight and stand at the gates of heaven, God asks you, ‘Why should I let you in?’ ‘How would you answer?’ “Frankly, this style of talking can disrupt the conversation and stifle the budding relationship.

It’s always the right time to talk about your faith, but that doesn’t mean you have to pour all your spiritual knowledge over at once. You just need to answer the questions, and remember to leave foreshadowing to foster curiosity and new questions so you have the opportunity to continue talking.

When introducing the topic of faith into the conversation, the “flag of faith” is the easiest and least compulsive method. The so-called “banner of faith” are some simple statements that naturally flow in casual conversation, which can show that you are serious about your faith. For example, if you express to your subordinate that you are honored to work with him, you can say, “We’ve been looking for someone like you for a long time, and I’ve been praying for this for a long time.” When a colleague does a great job, you can say, “It seems that God gave you the ability to grasp the details.” ”

When someone encounters an opportunity or a difficulty, you say to him, “If you don’t mind, I’ll pray for you.” When others praise your character, you respond, “I don’t always do it right, but I try to follow some biblical principles that apply to the mall.” When someone is upset, you can say, “I remember one time when I was so depressed that a friend suggested I read some Bible verses, and that helped.” Doctors can say to their patients, “You know, there’s only so much doctors can do. I did my best, but it was God who healed people. ”

However, there are several things to avoid when using the banner of faith. First, don’t identify yourself as a member of a sect, because if the other person is dissatisfied with the sect, it is likely to transfer disgust to you. We’re not telling you to hide your membership, but when you notice that it can be counterproductive, you just need to highlight yourself as a person who values faith, prayer, the Bible, and God.

Second, don’t say that faith is the reason you don’t do anything. Christianity is not a rule or a ticket, but a personal relationship with God through Jesus. “I don’t drink, I don’t dance, I don’t smoke… Because it goes against my beliefs”, such a statement may only harden the already hard soil, because it almost always smells of condemnation to non-Christians.

Finally, avoid religious jargon, words that confuse outsiders, such as: washed in blood, redeemed, asked Jesus to dwell in the heart, saved, justified, repented for trespasses and sins, born again, and so on.

When God works in someone’s heart, that person usually wants to know more; When God works in a person, sooner or later that person will respond to the banner of faith.

A story that everyone loves

Once someone becomes interested in your “banner of faith,” the next step in communication is the “story of faith.” We were raised by television, we are all story people, and we can spit out gossip from the entertainment industry casually. We use stories to dispel boredom and pass the boredom.

The modern penchant for stories works in your favor because you have the best redemption story on the market—the process by which you came to know Jesus and how your life and that of your family became abundant after you knew Him. Faith stories don’t tell people how to know God, but they do tell people that God is at work, and God often uses these faith stories to increase people’s hunger and thirst, especially in the workplace.

Faith stories should come naturally in casual conversation and not be planned. Faith stories are not sermons, so they should be limited to a minute or two, focusing on God, the Bible, or prayer to show what to expect from being a child of God. If your non-believer colleagues already feel that you are a little different, faith stories can explain why you are different, so don’t talk about a particular church, denomination, or leader that may be the cause of the other person’s troubles.

It is recommended that each believer write their own story of faith. Write an outline, or simply write it down completely; Then share it with mature Christians, invite them to comment, help you revise it, and ask them to point out religious terms that should be removed from the story.

As a doctor, whenever I encounter a patient facing pain, I often tell them the following story of faith: I feel the same way about my current experience. When my daughter Kate was eleven, she had a physical convulsion that was even life-threatening. We rushed her to the hospital right away, and it took doctors more than an hour to stop the spasms. At that time, she stopped breathing and had to insert a throat tube to help her breathe. Doctors told us that her brain waves weren’t beating — not sure if it was drugs or brain death. At night, my child’s mother and I stayed by her bedside. We hugged each other and cried. A friend came, and he didn’t give us much advice, he just taught us to pray. Prayer has become our habit since that night, and God has been using it to bless us ever since.

Whenever a patient expresses interest, I tell him that God loves us and that He not only listens but even sends His only begotten Son to die for us when we are absolutely helpless.

At this point, be wary that if we tie success or self-esteem to the response of others, our behavior can become manipulative and offensive. All you have to do is tell your story, don’t try to play the Holy Spirit, don’t try to persuade people instantly, and let God’s power settle in the listener’s heart. Don’t try to be morally preaching or self-defeating, just make sure the story is honest and let the Holy Spirit do His work.

Even if the other person shows some interest, it is necessary to restrain yourself from pouring out all the “spiritual information” at once, people need time to think. Our goal is to spark curiosity and speak as concisely as possible so that the other person does not lose interest.

Don’t rush to debate when you encounter opposition

Two more puzzles often arise. First, sometimes colleagues behave inconsistently with Christian principles or even badly. Do not be surprised by human sin, or you will say, “I don’t believe what the Bible says.” Don’t rush to debate when you encounter opposition

Two more puzzles often arise. First, sometimes colleagues behave inconsistently with Christian principles or even badly. Do not be surprised by human sin, or you will say, “I don’t believe what the Bible says.” Because the Bible tells us this for a long time. In fact, many times we deliberately show surprise when we want to tell unbelievers, “I’m better than you.” Christians are often labeled hypocritical precisely because of moments of great surprise at human sin.

You can say no nicely without being drastic or too defensive. Most of the time, colleagues or friends just want to share with us what they like, and the intentions are good, although the proposed activity is not so good. Even if we don’t participate, this kindness can be appreciated. However, if the invitation is tentative, it is a different matter.

Second, we also need to deal with people’s opposition to Christianity. At this point, your apologetic feelings may be ignited, whatever it takes to “win.” But remember, winning a war is more important than winning a battle. If we value keeping us right more than helping others learn better, then we have forgotten our primary purpose – to increase understanding, not to win debate.

Asking questions is a good way to respond to objections, to show that we value other people’s opinions, rather than stuffing our own opinions on them, and it doesn’t make people stressed. There are three types of questions we can ask: questions that request clarification, such as “What do you mean?” ”

Questions that ask for an explanation, such as “How did you come to this conclusion?” Invite questions to think about, such as “Have you ever thought about it…”

It is important to remember that when faced with opposition, do not react negatively in the first place. Instead of making a fuss about the gospel, thank someone for finally being willing to talk to you about spiritual issues, even if they are just “picking” and haven’t made up their minds yet. Second, doubts often reflect that the other party is thinking sincerely. When people tell you questions, it’s likely that they trust you and feel safe talking to you, and that’s a good thing! Third, if you don’t know the answer, admit it and offer to find the answer with the other person. God’s call to you is not to give the right answer but to love and serve. Finally, there is no need to rush to correct every incorrect doctrine, God does not need you to be a theological patrolman, picketing problems everywhere.

The most powerful way to make people re-examine their beliefs is to ask them how that set of beliefs works. Can the faith they stake in their lives bring them true joy and fulfillment? If the other person answers in the affirmative, you can take a step back and approach them when they are trapped, lonely, or disappointed.

They finally decided to come to faith

Dave is a successful real estate developer in the Orlando area. He and I became good friends in a transaction. The Dave couple repeatedly encountered intolerance, condescension, and hypocritical Christians, so they turned their back on Christians. As he interacted, the messages I expressed through the banners of faith and the stories of faith seemed to make him curious.

One afternoon about a year later, I told Dave about my testimony of salvation. He listened attentively and asked questions. Finally, the couple came to my Bible study at our invitation at our invitation. Although his wife wanted to believe in Jesus, she offered to make decisions with Dave. It took me months and tried my best to evangelize Dave, but his heart seemed to be getting harder.

Feeling lost, I decided to stomp the dust off my feet and stop investing so much time in them, there are other “seekers” to care about anyway. I told my spiritual teacher about my disappointment, and he hit the nail on the head and asked me, “Do you really care about them?” Or just treat them as a work project? “I had to bow my head and admit that it was more important to make their decisions than to make friends with them. The instructor asked me again, “Did you pray for Mr. and Mrs. Dave?” I bowed my head and said, “Actually, I don’t pray much. He laughed, “They’re making the hardest decisions of their lives.” You can’t do it for them, but there’s one thing you can do that works better than the time and energy you’ve spent on them so far: pray for them. ”

When we introduce Christ to someone, we should always examine our motives to make sure that person is indeed what we care about, not just a “business” that needs to be concluded as soon as possible. Even if our motives are pure, we ultimately have no control over the outcome. If you’ve had a successful “track record,” you’re more likely to be disappointed.

Mark Twain summed it up well, “What troubles me is not the parts of the Bible that I don’t understand, but the parts I understand.” The struggle of the will stirred up by the gospel in the hearts of men can range from months to years, and this is God’s war, not ours. If people don’t believe it, there’s nothing we can do. People make their own decisions, and our most important job—and sometimes the only work we can do—is to pray and cry out to God who can only help.

So my wife and I began praying daily for both of them and continuing to love them. Our friendship is growing. After seven years of acquaintance, they finally decided to come to Christ.

医药和健康

见证篇192.职场…

职场传福音:你一定不要做的事?皮尔、

有的传福音方式缺乏智慧。在职场和公共领域传福音,必须尊重非信徒的自由和人格,尊重各行业的守则,收起我们的优越感和想要赢得辩论的心。否则你的同事关系和传福音热情很快就一同凋零了。人们不理会我们信什么和知道多少,除非他们得知我们关心他们有多少。

现代人的生活多忙啊!既忙加班,也忙着制订各种休闲计划。特别是礼拜天的早上,人们要么正在卧游,要么提前一天已经赶到某个度假村,如果你告诉他,有一群人每个周日都会去到一个叫教会的地方,听牧师告诉大家关于神的独家消息,他倒不一定反对神,他只是会说:“我时间真的不够用!为什么要去听人上课?能帮到我什么?”

只要人有一套能给自己带来哪怕一丁点满足感的人生策略,他就很难做出其他选择。更何况很多人觉得耶稣对他的困境无能为力,除非有人走到他身边显示给他看。不是给他看你周日与众不同的活动安排,而是让他看到每周七天你都活得很不一样:面对逆境或难缠的人、面对失望、伤害或被排挤、面对疾病或事故,为什么你的心中仍然可以有平安?

我想你已经抓到要点了,作为一名职场基督徒,你要勇敢走出教会的门。这句话你的牧师可能已经对你说过很多遍了,却没有提醒你怎样避免把事情搞砸。事实上,有些分享信仰的方式是不智慧的。在职场和公共领域里可行的传福音方法,必须尊重不信者的自由和人格,尊重不同行业的守则。有一个原则是不变的:我们与人的分别越大,沟通时就越要小心和多花心思。

假如明天你走进工作场所,打算与人分享耶稣的好消息,你会选择跟谁说?左边那位可能是喜欢算命的无神论者,右边的人大概是佛教徒,对面穿笔筒裙那位信奉女权主义,坐在窗口的男同事热衷讲黄段子,吹嘘自己的“性战”经验。如果你没有事先了解你的听众,我真的很同情你一脸挫败的表情。这样莽撞过几次之后,我相信你的同事关系和传福音的热情,十有八九就一同凋零了。

假如耶稣的木匠活儿很烂
在职场与人分享福音,最基本的原则是:要别人留意我们的信仰,便先要留心做好自己的本职工作。试想耶稣本人,你能否想象他使用不合格的物料,随随便便交差,或者信口开价?想象他出来传道后,一位老客户就坐在听道的人群中。如果耶稣不是一个好木匠,群众中或许会有人不以为然地窃窃私语:“我才不听这个人的话呢。我告诉你,他信不过。他以前替我做的桌子,用了不到一年就坏了。”正常的人都会认为,耶稣的神学和他造的桌子一样好或者一样差。

这不是说大家要成为职场超人、精英中的精英,而是我们必须严肃对待工作,尽我们的能力做到最好。当然,光能干并不足够,如果你想维持工作表现所带来的影响力,就必须有美好的品格来配合恩赐。可惜的是,很多领袖因为人格问题而失去了影响力。

你可以每天不断问自己:“如果耶稣在我的位置上,祂会怎样做?”当办事能力和良好品格在我们身上联系起来,就会产生明显可见的影响力,这种影响力可以超越职位的高低。

品格不单是内在的,也表现在我们体贴待人的外在行动上——人们不会理会我们知道多少,除非他们知道我们关心他们有多少。要知道人有多体贴,最准确的方法是在休息室或吃午饭时,观察他们如何讨论其他人。他们说什么?怎么说?是否说长道短?会不会侮辱人、贬低人、毁谤人、嘲笑人、轻看人?使徒保罗说得很清楚,“污秽的言语一句不可出口,只要随事说造就人的好话,叫听见的人得益处。”你有没有以此为标准?

如果你身居领导层,待人体贴不止于避免苛责、侮辱或其他制造恐惧的管理手段,还需要建设良好气氛,使人畅所欲言。无论讨论的话题是棘手的商业决定还是属灵原则,不懂聆听就表示不懂尊重。好的聆听者不只听到声音还努力了解说话的人,他们思考和反省所听到的话,以确定自己理解无误。即使批评或回应过于“贴身”,他们也努力克服自保的本能。在聆听时,他们不会忙碌地思考怎样回敬批评者。他们努力透过对方的眼睛,探视对方的心灵。

我有位医生朋友名叫约翰,是名优秀的内科医生,他的好品格有目共睹。他要面对职业的压力,而且他的第一个孩子一出生便患上脊柱裂症。约翰一边应付工作,一边经常往返儿童医院,这种情形同事们都很能明白。

约翰有很多理由发脾气,可是他很少这样。有一次他发现护士犯了一个严重错误,危害到病人的性命。约翰语气强烈,但语带尊重地责备那位护士。护士被训斥后仍能无损自尊地离开。另一个同事看到这个场景后说:“约翰,我看到你怎样处理这件事。如果你是传道人,我会上你的教会。”

事实是,约翰真的是传道人。我们也同样是。当人们看见我们的好表现、好品格,我们的说话就带有能力,好比在讲坛上的讲道,甚至影响力更大。讲坛和长椅之间的距离,在职场并不存在。我们是完整一致的人。

不要急于显示你的优越感
其实基督派我们并非去“讲见证”,而是去做“见证”或“见证人”。我们嘴巴里讲的见证,需要与我们活出来的见证相一致。

使徒约翰说:“我们将所看见、所听见的传给你们”。把你看到或经历的事告诉人,让世人看见我们在信仰中被改变的生命——这就是见证人的工作。这种生命表现在每日与人的简单接触中,展现出我们的盼望与喜乐、意义与成就感,以及圣经原则如何帮助我们解决或应付每天遇见的问题。

一个比较简单的生命展示方式是所谓的“良心小动作”,类似因耶稣的名而给别人的“一杯凉水”。在人们自我到已经缺乏基本礼仪的今天,出其不意的善意所带来的力量超乎想象。良心小动作可以包括以下行动:

记着雇员或客户的名字——还有他们配偶的名字,他们的生日或结婚纪念日;跟别人打招呼时,真诚聆听对方的反应;问问助手,要不要给他倒一杯咖啡;真心地向别人问好;帮同事在停车场替车胎充气;将知识和有需要的同事分享;主动告诉同事,你很欣赏他所做的;问同事关乎他们切身利益的问题,然后专心聆听他们的回应……

假以时日,即使小事也会让人从我们身上看见耶稣,为未来的属灵影响建立基础。无论人对属灵事物有多抗拒,有耶稣样式的品格仍然非常有吸引力。不过,需要提醒的是,良心小动作需要刻意,却不是出于假意。没有人喜欢成为别人的企划项目。行动,假如没有爱,就只是假的。因此,我们每一次与别人相遇都应加上一个祷告:主啊,求祢指示我当如何关心这个人,愿这个人在我身上见到祢。

当然,这并不是让你臻于完美,信耶稣不会解决人生所有问题,也不会令我们完美。别怕将缺点暴露人前,基督信仰的确有得胜的一面,但人生常有失败和心碎,如果我们隐藏自己的脆弱,只谈美好,其实只显出自己对恩典缺乏了解,也不知道神为我们做了什么。

吸引非信徒的不是我们的成就,而是神的恩典。他们要看到过程,了解我们走过的路,而不单是成品和我们现在达到的地方。我们不要急于把自己的故事净化、洗白自己;省略了中间的挣扎,导致非信徒很难认同我们,而是觉得我们很假。很多时候我们也的确很假。

除此之外,做好事的时候不要表现自己的优越感,这往往是惹得非信徒讨厌的主要原因之一。

在闲谈中使用“信仰的旗号”
什么时候是我们和人谈论福音的好时机?很多有心在职场传福音的基督徒都会对此表示困惑。这需要靠智慧去分辨。当信仰话题能很自然地配合谈话内容,而不是机械化地、勉强地被硬扯过去的时候,谈论信仰就是恰当的。你或许见过有人吃完午饭后突然问:“如果今晚你死去,站在天堂的门前,上帝问你:‘我为什么要让你进来?’你会怎样回答?”坦率讲,这种谈论方式会破坏对话,扼杀正在萌芽的关系。

别人开口发问永远是谈信仰的恰当时机,但这并不表示你要一次把所有属灵知识都倒给对方。你只需要回答问题就行了,切记要留下伏笔,以培养好奇心和新的问题,这样就可以有机会继续谈。

在谈话中引入信仰话题,“信仰旗号”是最简单、最不会让人感觉到强迫性的方法。所谓“信仰旗号”,就是一些是在闲谈中自然流露的简单陈述,可以显明你是对信仰认真的人。例如:你向下属表达很荣幸能与他一起工作,可以说:“我们寻找像你这样的人很久了,我为此事祷告了很长时间。”有同事表现出色,你可以说:“似乎神真的赐你把握细节的能力。”

有人遇上机会或困难时,你对他说:“如果你不介意,我会为你祷告。”别人赞赏你的人品时,你如此回应:“我也不是常常做得对,只是我努力遵从一些适用于商场的圣经原则。”有人感到沮丧,你可以说:“记得有一次我沮丧得不得了,有朋友建议我看一些圣经经文,那真的有帮助。”医生可以对病人这样说:“你可知道,医生能做的有限。我尽我所能,但真正医治人的是神。”

不过,在使用信仰旗号时,有几件事应该避免。首先,不要表明自己是某宗派的会友,假如对方对该宗派不满,很可能将厌恶感转移到你身上。我们不是叫你们掩藏自己的会籍,只是当留意可能会有反效果,我们只需要突出自己是重视信仰、祷告、圣经和神的人。

第二,不要说信仰是你不做什么事的原因。基督教不是一纸规条或者一张罚单,而是人透过耶稣与神建立个人关系。“我不喝酒,或不跳舞、不吸烟……因为有违我的信仰”,这样的表述可能只会让已经硬的土壤变得更硬,因为在非基督徒听来,这种话几乎总是带着定罪的味道。

最后,避免宗教术语,有些字眼令圈外人摸不着头脑,比如:被血洗净、被赎回、请耶稣住进心中、得救、称义、为过犯和罪行而悔改、重生等等。

当神在某人心中动工时,这个人通常会想了解更多;当神在一个人身上工作,这个人迟早会对信仰旗号有所反应。

人人都爱听的故事
一旦有人对你的“信仰旗号”产生兴趣,下一个沟通步骤就是“信仰故事”。我们是由电视机养大的,都是故事人,随口就可以吐出娱乐圈的八卦。我们用故事来消解苦闷,打发无聊。

现代人对故事的喜好对你有利,因为你拥有市场上最好的救赎故事——就是你认识耶稣的过程,以及你认识祂后,你和家人的生命如何变得丰盛。信仰故事不会告诉人如何认识神,但会告诉人神在作工,神常常使用这些信仰故事增加人对祂的饥渴,在职场上尤其见效。

信仰故事应该在闲谈中自然出现,不是事先有计划编排好的。信仰故事不是讲道,所以应该限时一两分钟,聚焦在神、圣经或祷告上,让人看见成为神的儿女可以有什么期待。如果你的非信徒同事已经感到你有点不同,信仰故事可以解释你为何不同,因此,不要大谈某个特定的教会、宗派或领袖,这些人或团体也可能正是造成对方困扰的原因。

建议每个信徒都写下自己的信仰故事。写出大纲,或者索性完整地写下来;然后和成熟的基督徒分享,可以邀请他们品评,帮助你修改,还可以请他们指出故事中应当去除的宗教术语。

作为一名医生,每逢遇到有病人面对病痛时,我常会告诉他们以下的信仰故事:你现在的体会,我也有同感。我的女儿凯特十一岁时,曾经有一次身体痉挛,甚至有生命危险。我们马上把她送进医院,医生用了一个多小时才止住痉挛。当时她连呼吸都停了,要插喉管帮助呼吸。医生告诉我们,她的脑电波没有跳动——不肯定是药物还是脑死亡所致。晚上,我和孩子的妈妈一直留在她床边。我们抱在一起哭。一个朋友来了,他没有给我们许多意见,只是教我们祷告。祷告从那一夜开始成了我们的习惯,神从此一直使用它祝福我们。

每当有病人表示有兴趣,我便告诉他,神爱我们,祂不只乐于聆听,甚至在我们绝对无助时,差派祂独生的儿子来为我们死。 

这时,要警惕的是,如果我们把成功或自尊与别人的回应挂上勾,我们的行为便会变得具有操纵性,令人反感。你所要作的只是说出自己的故事,不要试图扮演圣灵,不要企图当即说服人,要放手让神的能力沉淀在听者的心中。不要尝试道德说教或弄巧成拙,只要确保故事诚恳,然后让圣灵做祂的工。

即使对方表示出一些兴趣,要克制自己,不要把“属灵资料”一次全倾泻下来,人们需要时间思考。我们的目的旨在引发好奇心,说话尽量精简,以免对方失去兴趣。

遭遇反对不要急于辩论
还有两个难题经常出现。首先,有时同事们的行为不合基督徒的原则,甚至行为恶劣。这时不要因为人的罪而吃惊,否则就等于说:“我不相信圣经说的话。

遭遇反对不要急于辩论
还有两个难题经常出现。首先,有时同事们的行为不合基督徒的原则,甚至行为恶劣。这时不要因为人的罪而吃惊,否则就等于说:“我不相信圣经说的话。”因为圣经早就告诉我们这点了。其实许多时候我们有意表现出的惊讶,是想告诉不信的人:“我比你好。”基督徒常被标签为伪善,正是源于我们对人的罪大表惊讶的时刻。

你可以友善地表示拒绝,无须表现激烈或太过防卫性。多数时候,同事或朋友只是想和我们分享他们喜欢的事,出发点是好的,虽然提议的活动不太好。即使我们不参与,这份好意却可以欣赏。不过,若邀请是试探性的,则另当别论。

其次,我们也需要处理人们对基督信仰的反对。这时,你的护教情怀可能会被点燃起来,不计代价换取“胜利”。但要记得,赢取战争比赢取战役更重要。如果重视维护我们的正确,多于重视帮助别人进一步了解,那么我们已经忘记了我们最主要的目的——增进理解,而不是赢得辩论。

问问题是回应反对的好方法,表示我们重视别人的意见,而不是把自己的高见塞给对方,也不会让人有压力。我们可以提出三种问题:请求澄清的问题,例如“你的意思是什么?”

要求解释的问题,例如“你是怎样得出这个结论的昵?”邀请思考的问题,例如“你有否想过”

需要谨记的是,遇到反对时首先不要作负面反应。有人接受不了福音,不要大惊小怪,反而要为有人终于肯和你谈属灵问题而感恩,即使他只是在“挑选”,还未下定主意。其次,疑问往往反映对方在真诚思考。人们把疑问告诉你,很可能表示他们信任你,觉得和你谈话有安全感,这可是好事!第三,如果不知道答案,就承认,可以提议和对方一起找答案。上帝对你的呼召不是给予正确答案,只是呼召你去爱人、服侍人。最后,不用急于纠正每个不正确的教义,神用不着你当神学巡警,各处纠察问题。

要令人重新检察自己的信念,最有力的方法是问他们心中那套信念是怎样运作的。他们用生命押上的信念,能带给他们真正的喜乐和满足吗?如果对方的回答是肯定的,你可以先退一步,待他们身陷困局、感到孤独或失望时再走近。

他们终于决志信主了
戴夫是奥兰多地区很成功的一位地产商。我和他在一次交易中成了好朋友。戴夫夫妇多次遇到偏狭、居高临下和虚伪的基督徒,因此他们对基督徒敬而远之。随着交往的增多,我透过信仰旗号和信仰故事表现出来的信息,似乎令他开始感到好奇。

大约一年后的某个下午,我向戴夫讲了自己的得救见证。他很留心听,还问了问题。最后,他们夫妇应我们的邀请来参加在我家的查经班。虽然他妻子想信耶稣,但她表示要和戴夫一起做决定。我花了几个月,用尽方法向戴夫传福音,但他的心好像变得越来越硬。

我倍感失落,决定把脚上的灰尘跺下去,不再把那么多时间投资在他们身上,反正还有其他“慕道友”可以关心。我把失望感告诉了我的属灵导师,他一针见血地问我:“你真的关心他们吗?还是只是把他们当作工作项目?”我只得低头承认,令他们决志比与他们交朋友变得更重要了。导师又问我:“你有为戴夫夫妇祷告吗?”我低下头说:“其实我祷告的不多。”他笑了,“他们正在作人生最困难的决定。你不能为他们代劳,但有一事你可以做,这事比你迄今花在他们身上的时间和精力更管用,就是为他们祷告。”

我们向人介绍基督时,要经常察验自己的动机,确定那人的确是自己所关心的,而不只是一单要尽快了结的“业务”。即使我们的动机纯正,最终也无法控制结果。要是你曾有过成功的“业绩”,就更容易感到失望。

马克吐温总结得很好,“令我苦恼的不是圣经中我不明白的部分,而是我明白的部分。”福音在人心里激起的意志斗争,短则几个月,长则几年,这是神的战争,不是我们的战争。如果人不肯相信,我们也无能为力。人要作自己的决定,而我们此刻最重要的工作——有时是唯一可做的工作——就是祷告,向那唯一能帮助人的神呼求。

于是我和妻子开始每天为戴夫他们俩祷告,继续爱他们。我们的友谊不断增长。在结识七年之后,他们终于决志信主了。

医药和健康

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Scripture Luke 17:7-10

Introduction

The Dutch Puritan theologian Blake wrote a book called The Christian’s Reasonable Service, the full title of which is “Christian Serving.” This name immediately reminds us of Romans 12:1: “Therefore, brethren, I exhort you, in the mercy of God, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God, and it is natural that you serve so.” It was based on this verse that Blake formulated the title of the book. In his preface, he points out that before the fall of the first fathers, God called people to pleasing missions; After the Fall, this mission became difficult, but God’s will was still for everyone to faithfully do what God had called him to do. The key to whether the calling is spiritual or not is the state of mind and how we complete the calling. Man should willingly fulfill his responsibilities in this world to serve God and glorify God. The theme of this passage we’re going to share today is natural service. Next, I will share from three aspects. First, we are servants of Christ; Second, how servants should serve; The third point is what kind of mentality should be in service. Before sharing, we pray together.

We are servants of Christ

This parable is not so easy to understand. The whole story is short and the context is not contextualized. At first glance, it sounds a little harsh, a little harsh, as if it is not close to people. Our culture today is very different from that of the time, which makes it even more difficult to understand. Let’s start by looking at the context of this story. Luke 17:1-10 is Jesus’ teaching to His disciples on his way up to Jerusalem. These 10 verses contain four themes, tripping, forgiveness, faith, and service. All four themes relate to discipleship, with the first two involving relationships with brothers and sisters and the last two dealing with relationships with God. Today we want to share the fourth theme, service. As servants of God, it is natural for us to serve God.

“Doulas” means slave, slave in the original Greek. Slaves or servants were part of everyday life in ancient societies. In the Roman Empire in the first century AD, about twenty to thirty percent of the population were slaves. Slavery was not based on race in ancient societies. People become slaves for different reasons. Some were captured in war and became slaves, some were punished as slaves for crimes, some were sold into slavery because they could not pay their debts, some were born into slavery because their parents were slaves, and some even chose to become slaves as apprentices. The social or economic status of slaves also varied widely, and some slaves were the slaughters of kings or ministers, who were not only very powerful but also quite wealthy. However, no matter what reason they became slaves, and regardless of their social and economic status, they were completely belonging to their masters, and they had no autonomy. They must serve, be loyal to, and honor their master. This is their duty as servants. Today, we live in an age of egalitarian and rights-oriented times, and it is difficult to understand and accept the status of servants. However, for the disciples at that time, it should not be difficult to understand what Jesus was trying to say.

The Bible speaks of Christian identity from different perspectives. We are God’s children, God’s friends, God’s stewards, God’s messengers, God’s servants, and so on. Among them, servant or slave is one of our basic identities. The relationship between the disciples and Jesus is also known as the relationship between the servant and the master. Our Lord Jesus took the image of a slave Himself (Philippians 2:7), and He was an example of a servant in both word and deed. He became a suffering servant of God and came into the world to serve and even lay down His life (Mark 10:45). He humbly served and even washed the feet of His disciples (John 13:4-5). When the disciples fought over who would be greater, Jesus said to them, “Whoever among you desires to be great, he will be your man; Whoever wishes to be the head will be your servant. (Matthew 20:26-27) By following Christ, the disciples became servants of Christ and, like Him, became servants of all. Paul repeatedly refers to himself as a “servant of Christ Jesus” (Romans 1:1, Philippians 1:1, Titus 1:1), indicating that he belongs completely to the Lord, is fully loyal to the Lord, and is supposed to obey the Lord, willingly serve the Lord, and please the Lord. Paul knew that Christ was Lord and had absolute sovereignty over Him because He was bought by Christ at a high price. After articulating the saving grace of Jesus Christ before Romans 12, he begins chapter 12 by exhorting his brothers and sisters to sacrifice the whole person as a living sacrifice, because such service is a matter of course. If we are saved by grace and still live for ourselves or still pleasing others, we are not servants of Christ (Galatians 1:10). In addition to Paul, Peter (2 Peter 1:1), James (James 1:1), John (Rev. 1:1), and Judas (Judah 1), the brother of the Lord, all called themselves servants of Jesus Christ. When the early church priest Ignatius referred to the representative bishops, elders, and deacons of the church in his letters, the word used to refer to deacons as “fellow slaves.” This designation is meant to indicate that service to God is the common bond that connects all Christians. Luke’s record of Zechariah’s prophecy makes God’s purpose for saving us even clearer: “So that since we are saved from the enemy, we may serve him in the holy and righteous manner for life without fear.” (Luke 1:74-75)

As disciples of Christ, do we realize that our relationship with Christ is one between servant and master? Do we surrender our lives to Jesus Christ and are willing to obey His sending and arrangement? Do we know deep down that He brought us back with His blood to save us from his dark power so that we could serve Him? In fact, we are either serving the true God or serving the false God. May we all be like Joshua and decide to say, “As for me and my household, we will serve the Lord.” (Book 24:15)

2. How servants should serve?

Once we know that we are servants of Christ, the next question is, how do we serve Him? The four verses we share are made up of two questions and answers. The first question is, “Who of you has a servant who plows the land or herds sheep and returns from the field and says to him, ‘Come and sit down and eat?'” Verse 8 gives a clear answer with a rhetorical question: “Don’t you say to him, ‘Prepare me dinner, tie up a belt and serve me, and when I have finished eating, you may eat and drink’?” “Today’s people will read it and think that the master is excessive, and the servant is too aggrieved. However, the parable focuses on how the servant should serve the master, not how the master should treat the servant. The servants of ancient Palestine had many responsibilities, and the master needed him to take care of them inside and out. He not only had to plow the land and herd sheep outside, but also cooked for and served the master when he returned to his master’s house. Whatever the master asks him to do, he needs to obey. He cannot choose. He must put the needs of his master first, and can’t he say, I have just returned from plowing the land or herding sheep, shouldn’t I take a break first? I can’t say, I worked for a day, my stomach is hungry, I have to eat first, what is there to say when I am full! This is not the mentality and practice of servants. As a servant, he must first take care of his master. Whether it is plowing the land or herding sheep, it is quite hard work. However, even if he was tired from plowing the land or herding sheep outside, the servant had to tie his belt, raise his spirits, and prepare a meal for the master, so that the master could eat well before he could eat or rest. Whatever the master tells him to do, he must do it. All this he does is the duty of a servant.

We are disciples of Christ and slaves of Christ. Just as servants of ancient times served their masters, so should we serve Christ. From the servant’s service in this story, we can learn the following lessons about serving

First, work tirelessly. We are servants, not volunteers. Volunteers can choose to serve at a time that is convenient for them, and servants have no choice. The volunteer can choose what he likes to do, and the servant cannot pick and choose. Whether it is plowing the land, herding sheep, cooking and washing dishes, or washing feet, as long as the master lets it dry, the servants have to do it. Plowing the land and herding sheep is very hard. Plowing the land is to loosen the soil in the field with a plow, and it is necessary to control the oxen and grasp the direction of the plow. Sheep herding is also not as romantic as people in the city think. David herded sheep in his youth, facing the danger of the sheep getting lost or being devoured by wild beasts. He must be vigilant and try to protect the sheep, and if the sheep are lost, he will find them. After the servants are doing all this hard work, according to our common sense today, we should rest when we go home, How can we still let us cook and serve the master? However, the servant, who understood his identity and duty, did not complain and worked tirelessly to serve his master. No service does not require hard work. Pastor Xiaofeng mentioned in his sharing on Wednesday that he prepares sermons, sometimes sitting for hours. Then, it has to be revised over and over again. Despite his gift of preaching, the process of preparation was arduous. Many brothers and sisters work during the day and attend church services in the evenings or on weekends, which is also very hard. There are still many of us who go to school for a day and come home to cook, take care of the children, and help the children with their homework. We must not complain about hardships, let us not abdicate our duties because of fatigue. As servants of Christ, as long as the Lord tells us to do something, whatever we do, do it from the heart, as if it is done for the Lord, not for others so that we are serving the Lord.

Second, never stop. Service is not only arduous but can be long. The servant finished the work of plowing the land or herding the sheep during the day, and new services awaited him in the evening. The same is true of our service, where one service is completed and a new one comes. Sometimes we say to the Lord, Lord, can you stop and let us rest? When we are really tired and powerless, of course the Lord will give us time to rest, recover, and renew. But we can’t just because we’ve served for a while before that we can’t think we can stop serving. People who serve longer tend to develop a mindset that they feel tired and don’t want to serve anymore. We need rest and renewal when we are tired and sleepy, but rest and renewal are meant to regain our strength and continue to serve the Lord better. At the end of one service, we seek the Lord to understand what His next service to us is. Christ is our master, and He wants us to serve Him holy and righteousness before Him all our lives. We retire from certain positions of service for various reasons such as health and age, but as long as we live, we can never stop serving. In this sense, Hou Shiting once said that Christians never retire. Spurgeon even said, “By the grace of the Lord, I will not ‘retire’ until the four carry me on my shoulders to the grave.” As long as we breathe, we can still say a word for Christ, and we will never give up our service. ”

Third, the main purpose is first. After the servants returned from ploughing the land or herding sheep, they first prepared dinner for the master, served the master to eat and drink, and then began to eat and rest themselves. In service, we are to consider the Lord’s will, not our own. To consider the Lord’s mind is to prioritize what the Lord sees as important. We are often faced with the choice of thinking about the kingdom of God first or our own first. Sometimes we worry that if we take care of God’s business, we seem to sacrifice our own. But Jesus gives us a wonderful promise: “Seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and these things will be given to you.” (Matthew 6:33) There are times when we know what the Lord’s will is, but because we are considerate of the flesh and unwilling to be considerate of the Holy Spirit, we put our own satisfaction ahead of God’s will.

Fourth, complete the entrustment. Plowing the land or herding sheep, preparing dinner, serving the master to eat and drink, whatever the master told him to do, the servants did. Verse 10 says that the servant “has done everything he has commanded.” For every service entrusted to us by the Lord, we need to be spirited, earnest, and hard-working. Patience is especially needed in service. Our physical body is really weak, and when we encounter stress and difficulties, we want to escape, we want to give up. Who doesn’t love a more comfortable life? Sometimes, I also want to let go of everything I have done and leave Beijing to live in a small place and live a peaceful and comfortable life. But I can only think that I am a servant of God, not my own, and cannot make my claims. As servants of the Lord, it is our duty to do the work the Lord commands, otherwise, we are unfaithful.

3. What kind of mentality should be in service?

The second question is: “If the servant does as he is told, does the master thank him?” “The answer is: No!” In this way, when you have done all that you command, you should simply say, ‘We are useless servants, and what we are supposed to do is our share.’ “If the servant has done what the master has commanded, should the master thank him and reward him?” Did the servant have merit, and the master owed him a debt for it? No! All this was originally the duty of the servant, and it was his responsibility. A person who does what he does should not expect the master to thank or reward him in his mind.

Generals or ministers in ancient China made great achievements, and they all expected the king to add officials to them. This is the normal thinking of the world. So James and John would initially ask the Lord that when the Lord would gain the kingdom, one of them would sit on His left and the other on His right. When we faithfully accomplish all the work that the Lord has commanded, we sometimes think to ourselves, should I not be rewarded and praised for accomplishing so much hard work, making so great sacrifices, accomplishing such great works, and blessing so many people? However, this is not the mentality of a servant. The servant should simply say, “We are useless servants, and what we do is what we should share.” The term “useless servant” in verse 10 is translated in most English translations as “unworthy servants” or “unprofitable servants.” This does not mean that servants are useless, but that servants do not deserve to be rewarded or rewarded, that masters owe them nothing, and that what they do is their duty. The servant should have in his heart an unworthy and humble attitude.

First, recognize your unworthiness. We are unworthy servants and must not feel that we deserve the reward of the Lord. Everything we have, our bodies, our souls, everything we have, is a gift from God that we can never pay back. God not only created us but also redeemed us, buying us with the blood of His Son, Jesus Christ. Everything we do is originally done by God’s grace and help. Our ability to do all this is also given by the Lord. God is sovereign and honorable, and everything we do does not gain Him. However, we often forget our status as servants, thinking that we should be praised and rewarded for accomplishing some of the master’s work. You may have heard the following story. A missionary couple returned to the United States after many years of service in Africa. They and Theodore. President Roosevelt was in the same boat. Roosevelt was returning from a hunting trip to Africa. When he landed in New York Harbor, bands were playing his favorite songs for Roosevelt, and dignitaries were there to greet him. When the missionary couple disembarked, they were cold and clear, and no one greeted them. The contrast was so strong that the husband felt devastated. He said to his wife, “That’s so unfair! It’s so unfair! 

We gave everything to God, but what did He do for us? His wife replied, “My dear, I know it’s not fair… Why don’t you go into your bedroom and tell God all this and see what He will say to you? So he went into the bedroom and knelt down alone in prayer. After the prayer came out, his face lit up and he said to his wife, “Do you know what the Lord said to me? He said, ‘But you haven’t come home yet.’ When we return home, the Lord will personally greet us. Many times, we serve with the expectation of being affirmed, acknowledged, and even thanked and commemorated. If we don’t get affirmation or reward, we become discouraged and even angry. We don’t take service for granted. In fact, God does not need us to serve. He is God Almighty. He said that if there is, there is a fate. It is not that he cannot do his work without us. Yet He chooses us and is willing to let us work with Him so that our lives can be shaped and changed by serving Him. Being able to serve Him is the grace and glory He has given us.

Second, tie your waist with humility. Augustine once said that the way to Christ begins with humility, then humility, and again humility. If humility does not precede, accompany, and follow every good deed we do, pride will take away from us any good deeds we do. No matter how obedient we are in our service and how effective our ministry is, as long as our pride is together, everything is tarnished. Over the past few months, I have spoken to the two drawing teachers downstairs many times. They encounter confusion or problems in their lives and are willing to talk to me. After several conversations, they couldn’t help but praise me, saying that I was knowledgeable, wise, and humble. Words of praise temper people’s hearts. Sometimes, hearing other people’s compliments, we can’t help but have an irrepressible smile on our lips. But when I share with them, I am evangelizing them, trying to lead them to Christ.

How can I receive glory from people and not give glory to God? I said to them, You feel in me so much wisdom and life, and you are so admired, how amazed and praised you would be if you knew the Jesus Christ in whom I believed, and saw the glory in him! Indeed, our wisdom is nothing more than a drop in the ocean compared to God’s. What’s more, all this wisdom comes from Him, and all the good things in our lives are shaped by Him. What do we have to boast about? As Paul says, “Who is it that makes you different?” What are you not taking? If so, why boast as if it were not received? (1 Corinthians 4:7) Livingston preached in Africa and served the Lord for thirty-three years. When he returned home, people praised him and treated him as a “servant” like a superstar. Livingston himself said, “As far as I am concerned, I rejoice in the office that the Lord has assigned me so much. People say that I have spent so much of my life in Africa and made great sacrifices. I owe a great debt to the Lord that I will never be able to pay. This is just a small repayment, how can it be called a sacrifice?  It should be said that it is my pleasure. Anxiety, sickness, suffering, or danger, combined with the renunciation of the convenience and kindness of this world, occasionally causes us to stop, causing our hearts to shake and our souls to sink; Hopefully, this is only temporary. None of this compares to the glory that the Lord will reveal to us in the future. I have never made a sacrifice. When we think of the great sacrifice of the Lord who left the Father’s highest throne and gave Himself to us, how can we mention His sacrifice again? Yes, as long as we keep our eyes fixed on the Lord, what reason is there to be proud?

Summary

Finally, I would like to say to you, if you are still struggling and have difficulty making up your mind to serve the Lord, please truly face the obstacles in your life, earnestly ask God to remove these obstacles, and sacrifice yourself to serve the Lord, only in this way can you experience the meaning of life, and only in this way will you find that you are no longer a slave, but a son. If you have been serving for some time, let’s give thanks to the Lord for allowing us to serve Him, and also ask the Lord to have mercy on us so that we can serve Him to the end and not fall into slack and pride.

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见证篇191.理所…

经文 路17:7-10

引言
荷兰清教徒神学家布雷克写过一本书,名叫《理所当然的侍奉》(The Christian’s Reasonable Service),全名是《基督徒理所当然的侍奉》。这名字立刻让我们想到《罗马书》12:1:“所以弟兄们,我以神的慈悲劝你们,将身体献上,当作活祭,是圣洁的,是神所喜悦的,你们如此侍奉,乃是理所当然的。”布雷克正是以这节经文为基础拟定这本书的书名。他在自序中指出,在始祖堕落之前,神呼召人从事使人愉快的使命;在堕落之后,这一使命变得艰难,但神的旨意仍是让每个人忠心地从事神呼召他去做的召命。召命是否属灵,关键在于我们完成召命时的心灵状态和方式。人应甘心乐意地履行今世的责任,以此来侍奉上帝,荣耀上帝。今天我们要分享的这段经文,主题就是理所当然的侍奉。接下来,我将从三个方面来分享。第一点,我们是基督的仆人;第二点,仆人当如何侍奉;第三点,侍奉当存怎样的心态。分享之前,我们一起祷告。

一、我们是基督的仆人

这个比喻并不是那么好理解。整个故事很短,上下文没有清晰的背景说明。乍听起来有点苛刻,有点刺耳,仿佛不近人情。我们今天的文化与当时差别很大,这一点更增加了理解的难度。我们先来看看这个故事的上下文。路加福音17章1-10节是耶稣在上耶路撒冷的路上对门徒的教导。这10节经文包含四个主题,绊倒人、饶恕、信心和侍奉。这四个主题都与做门徒相关,前两个涉及与弟兄姊妹的关系,后两个涉及与神的关系。今天我们要分享的,是第四个主题侍奉。我们作为神的仆人,侍奉神是理所当然的。

“仆人”(doulas)在希腊原文中是奴仆、奴隶的意思。奴隶或仆人在古代社会是日常生活的一部分。在公元一世纪的罗马帝国,约有百分二十到三十的人口是奴隶。奴隶制在古代社会并非以种族为基础。人们成为奴隶,原因不尽相同。有的是在战争中被俘成为奴隶,有的是因犯罪被罚为奴隶,有的是因负债无法偿还卖身为奴,有的因父母是奴隶,生而为奴,还有的甚至选择做学徒而为奴。奴隶的社会或经济地位差异也很大,有的奴隶是国王或大臣的家宰,不仅权力很大,而且相当富有。但是,不管他们是因为什么原因成为奴隶,也不管他们的社会、经济地位如何,他们都是完全属于主人的,他们自己并没有自主权。他们的责任就是服侍主人、效忠主人、尊荣主人。这是他们作为仆人的本分。今天,我们生活在一个高举平等、强调权利的时代,很难理解和接受仆人的地位。不过,对于当时的门徒,耶稣要表达的意思应该并不难理解。

圣经从不同的角度谈到基督徒的身份。我们是神的儿女、神的朋友、神的管家、神的使者、神的仆人,等等。其中,仆人或奴仆是我们的一个基本身份。门徒与耶稣的关系也被称为仆人与主人的关系。我们的主耶稣自己取了奴仆的形象(腓2:7),他从言语到行为都是仆人的典范。他成为神受苦的仆人,来到世上,就是为了服侍人,甚至为人舍命(可10:45)。他谦卑地服侍人,甚至为门徒洗脚(约13:4-5)。当门徒们争将来谁为大的时候,耶稣对他们说:“你们中间谁愿为大,就必作你们的用人;谁愿为首,就必作你们的仆人。”(太20:26-27)门徒跟随基督,就是成为基督的仆人,并且像他一样,成为众人的仆人。保罗在书信中多次称自己是“基督耶稣的仆人”(罗1:1,腓1:1,多1:1),表明他完全属于主,全然效忠于主,理当顺服主,甘心服侍主,讨主的喜悦。保罗深知,基督是主,对他拥有绝对的主权,因为他是基督用重价买赎来的。他在《罗马书》12章之前阐明了耶稣基督的救赎恩典之后,在12章的一开头便劝勉弟兄姊妹,要将全人献上,当作活祭,因为如此侍奉,乃是理所当然的。我们若蒙恩得救之后,仍为自己而活,或仍为讨人的喜悦,就不是基督的仆人了(加1:10)。除了保罗之外,彼得(彼后1:1)、雅各(雅1:1)、约翰(启1:1)、主的兄弟犹大(犹1)等无不称自己为耶稣基督的仆人。早期教会士每拿主教伊格纳修在书信中提到教会的代表主教、长老和执事时,用来指称执事的词是“同为奴仆的人”(fellow-slaves)。这个称呼是要表明,服侍神是所有基督徒彼此连接的共同纽带。路加在记录撒迦利亚的预言时更清楚地表达了神拯救我们的目的:“叫我们既从仇敌手中被救出来,就可以终身在他面前坦然无惧地用圣洁、公义侍奉他。”(路1:74-75)

作为基督的门徒,我们是否认识到,自己与基督的关系,是仆人与主人的关系?我们是否将生命的主权交给了耶稣基督,愿意听从他的差遣和安排?我们是否从内心深处知道,他用宝血将我们买赎回来,拯救我们脱离黑暗的权势,是为了让我们侍奉他?其实,我们不是侍奉真神,就是侍奉假神。愿我们都能像约书亚那样,立定心志说:“至于我和我家,我们必定侍奉耶和华。”(书24:15)

二、仆人当怎样侍奉

当我们认识自己是基督的仆人之后,下一个问题就是,我们当如何来侍奉他?我们分享的这四节经文,是由两个问题和答案构成的。第一个问题是:“你们谁有仆人耕地或是放羊,从田间回来,就对他说,‘你快来坐下吃饭’呢?”第8节以一个反问句给出了明确的答案:“岂不对他说,‘你给我预备晚饭,束上带子伺候我,等我吃完了,你才可以吃喝’吗?”今天的人读起来会觉得主人很过分,仆人也太委屈了。然而,这个比喻的重点是谈仆人应该怎样服侍主人,而不是谈主人应该怎样对待仆人。古代巴勒斯坦的仆人有许多的责任,主人里里外外都需要他打理。他不仅在外要耕地、放羊,回到主人家里还要给主人做饭、伺候主人吃饭。无论主人要他做什么,他都需要服从。他自己不能选择。他必须把主人的需要放在前头,不能说,我刚刚耕地或放羊回来,岂不应该先休息一下吗!不能说,我干了一天的活,肚子饿了,我得先吃饭,有什么事等我吃饱了再说吧!这不是仆人的心态和做法。作为仆人,他必须先照顾好主人。无论是耕地,还是放羊,都是相当辛苦的劳动。然而,即便在外面耕地或放羊回来已经累了,仆人仍要束上腰带,打起精神,给主人预备好饭食,让主人吃好了,然后他才能吃饭或休息。无论主人吩咐他做什么,他都必须完成。他所做的这一切都是仆人的本分。

我们作为基督的门徒,也是基督的奴仆。古时的仆人怎样服侍主人,我们也当怎样服侍基督。从这个故事里仆人的服侍中,我们可以学习到以下几点关于服侍的功课。

第一,不辞辛苦。我们是仆人,而不是自愿者。自愿者可以选择方便的时候服侍,仆人没有选择的余地。自愿者可以选择他喜欢做的事,仆人不能挑三拣四。无论是耕地,是放羊,是做饭洗碗,是打洗脚水,只要是主人让干的,仆人都得干。耕地、放羊都非常辛苦。耕地是用犁把田地里的土翻松,需要驾驭牛,又要把握犁的方向。放羊也不像都市里的人所想象的那么浪漫。大卫年轻时放过羊,要面对羊走迷了路或被野兽吞吃的危险。他要警醒,竭力保护好羊群,迷羊走失了他要把它们寻回。仆人在做完这些辛苦的工作,按我们今天的常理,回家就应该休息了,怎么还让做饭、伺候主人?但是,明白自己身份和职责的仆人毫无怨言,不辞辛苦地伺候主人。没有什么服侍是不需要辛苦付出的。晓峰牧师周三分享的时候提到,他预备讲章,有时一坐就是几个小时。然后,还要一遍又一遍地修改。尽管他有讲道恩赐,预备的过程也是艰辛的。很多弟兄姊妹白天上班,晚上或周末参与教会服侍,同样非常辛苦。我们中间还有很多人上了一天的班,回到家还要做饭,照顾孩子,辅导孩子功课。我们不可因艰辛而抱怨,更不可因劳累而放弃自己的职责。作为基督的仆人,只要是主让我们做的事,无论做什么,都从心里做,像是给主做的,不是给人做的,这样我们便是在服侍主。

第二,永不停止。服侍不仅艰辛,而且可能很漫长。仆人白天完成耕地或放羊的工作,晚上还有新的服侍等着他。我们的服侍也是这样,一项服侍完成了,新的一项又来了。有时,我们会对主说,主啊,能不能消停消停,让我们歇歇?我们真的疲乏无力之时,主当然会给我们安息、恢复、更新的时间。但我们不能因为之前服侍过一段时间,便觉得自己可以不再服侍了。服侍时间长些的人很容易产生这样一种心态,觉得自己累了,不想再服侍了。疲乏、困倦时需要休息、更新,但休息、更新是为了让我们重新得力,继续更好地服侍主。一项侍奉结束后,我们就要寻求主,明白他给我们的下一项服侍是什么。基督是我们的主人,他要我们终身在他面前以圣洁、公义侍奉他。我们因为身体、年龄等各种原因会从某些服侍岗位上退下来,但是我们只要活着,永远不能停止服侍。在这个意义上,侯士庭曾经说,基督徒永远没有退休。司布真甚至这么说:“靠主恩典,在四人将我抬在肩上送进坟墓之前,我不会‘退休’。只要一息尚存,我们还可以为基督说一句话,我们决不会放弃服侍。”

第三,主旨在先。仆人耕地或放羊回来之后,是先为主人预备晚饭,伺候主人吃喝完,自己再开始吃饭休息。服侍中,我们要先考虑主的心意,而不是我们自己的心意。考虑主的心意,就是要把主看为重要的事放在优先的位置。我们在生活中常常会面对先考虑神国还是先考虑自己的选择。有些时候,我们担心顾了神的事,似乎就要牺牲自己的事。然而主给了我们美好的应许:“你们要先求他的国和他的义,这些东西都要加给你们了。”(太6:33) 还有些时候,我们明明知道主的旨意如何,但由于我们体贴肉体,不愿意体贴圣灵,因此将自己的满足放在了神的旨意前面。

第四,完成托付。耕地或放羊,预备晚饭,伺候主人吃喝,凡主人吩咐他做的,仆人都做了。第10节说,仆人“做完了一切所吩咐的”。主托付的每一样服侍,我们都需要打起精神,认真去做,竭力完成。服侍中特别需要忍耐。我们的肉体真的很软弱,遇到压力和困难我们很想逃避,很想放弃。谁不喜欢更加安逸的生活?有时候,我也想放下手中所做的一切,离开北京,到一个小地方生活,过平静安舒的日子。但我只能想想,我是神的仆人,不属于自己,不能自作主张。作为主的仆人,完成主所吩咐的工作是我们的本分,否则便是不忠心。

三、侍奉当存怎样的心态

第二个问题是:“仆人照所吩咐的去做,主人还谢谢他吗?”答案是:不!“这样,你们做完了一切所吩咐的,只当说:‘我们是无用的仆人,所做的本是我们应分做的。’”仆人做完了主人所吩咐的,主人是不是应该感谢他,给他奖赏?仆人是不是有功劳,主人因此欠了他债?不!这一切本来就是仆人的职责,是他分内的事。一个人做他分内所做的事,他的心态中不应该期待主人来感谢或奖赏他。

中国古代的将军或大臣立了大功,都期待君王给他们加官进爵。这是世人的正常想法。所以雅各和约翰起初会向主求,将来主得国的时候,他们一个坐在他的左边,一个坐在他的右边。当我们忠心完成了主所吩咐的一切工作,有时心里会想,我完成了这么多艰难的工作,付出了这么大的牺牲,成就了如此了不起的事工,祝福了这么多的人,难道不应当被奖励、受夸奖吗?然而,这不是仆人当有的心态。仆人只当说:“我们是无用的仆人,所做的本是我们应分做的。” 第10节中“无用的仆人”,多数英文译本译为“unworthy servants”(不配的仆人)或“unprofitable servants”(无益的仆人)。这里并非指仆人毫无用处,而是指仆人不配得到回报或奖赏,主人不欠他们任何东西,他们所做的本来就是他们的本分。仆人心里当存的是不配、谦卑的心态。

首先,当认识自己的不配。我们是不配的仆人,不可觉得我们当得主的回报。我们所有的一切,我们的身体、灵魂,我们所拥有的一切,都是神所赐的,我们永远无法偿还。神不仅创造了我们,而且救赎了我们,用他儿子耶稣基督的血买赎了我们。我们所做的一切,原本是出于神的恩典和帮助。我们完成这一切工作的能力,也是主所赐的。神至尊至荣,我们所做的一切于他并无增益。可是,我们往往忘记了自己仆人的身份,以为完成了一些主的工作就应该得到夸赞和奖赏。大家可能听过下面这个故事。有一对宣教士夫妇在非洲侍奉多年后回美国。

他们和西奥多.罗斯福总统同乘一艘船。罗斯福是去非洲狩猎回来。在纽约港上岸的时候,有乐队为罗斯福演奏他最喜欢的歌曲,有高官在那里迎接他。而这对宣教士夫妇下船时却冷泠清清,无人迎接。这个对比太强烈,让丈夫感到崩溃。他对妻子说:“这太不公平了!真是太不公平了!我们将一切所有都给了神,可他为我们做什么了?”他妻子回答说:“亲爱的,我知道这不公平,你为何不进入卧室,把这一切告诉神,看看他会对你说什么?”于是,他进到卧室,独自跪下祷告。祷告出来后,他脸上放光,对妻子说:“你知道主对我说什么吗?他说:‘然而你还没有回家呢。’” 当我们回天家的时候,主将亲自迎接我们。很多时候,我们服侍,带着被肯定、被承认,甚至被感谢和纪念的期待。如果我们得不到肯定或回报,便会灰心沮丧,甚至愤怒。我们没有把服侍当作是理所当然的。其实,上帝可以不需要我们侍奉。他是全能的上帝。他说有就有,命立就立。没有我们,他并非不能成就他的工作。然而,他拣选我们,愿意让我们与他同工,使我们借着服侍他,生命被塑造和改变。能够服侍他,是他赐给我们的恩典和荣耀。

其次,当以谦卑束腰。奥古斯丁曾经说,通往基督的道路,首先是谦卑,其次是谦卑,再次还是谦卑。如果谦卑不先于、伴随和紧随我们所做的每一样善工,骄傲就会从我们手中将我们所做的任何善工夺去。无论我们在服侍中多么顺服,事工多么有果效,只要骄傲之心一起,一切都被玷污了。过去几个月,我多次和楼下的两个画画老师交谈。他们遇到生命中的困惑或难题,愿意跟我聊。好几次聊完,他们都不由自主地称赞我,说我渊博、睿智、谦卑。赞美的话熬练人心。有时候,听到别人的夸奖,我们嘴角不由得会流露出难以抑制的笑容。可是,我在跟他们分享的时候,是在给他们传福音,是想把他们引到基督的面前。我怎能从人那受荣耀,而不把荣耀归给神呢?我对他们说,你们在我身上感受到那么一丁点儿智慧和生命,都如此敬佩,如果你们认识我所信的耶稣基督,看见他身上的荣耀,那会发出怎样的惊叹和赞美!真的,我们的智慧与上帝的相比,不过是沧海一粟。更何况,这些智慧都是从他那里来的,我们生命中一切的美好也都是被他塑造出来的。我们有什么值得夸耀呢?正如保罗所言:“使你与人不同的是谁呢?你有什么不是领受的呢?若是领受的,为何自夸,仿佛不是领受的呢?”(林前4:7)李文斯顿在非洲宣教,服侍主三十三年。

当他回家的时候,人们称赞他,视他为超级明星一样的“仆人”。李文斯顿自己却说:“就我而言,我为主分派我如此的职分不住地喜乐。人们说我在非洲度过了人生这么长的时间,作出了巨大的牺牲。我欠主的巨债,永远无法偿清。这不过只是偿还那么一丁点儿,岂能称为牺牲?应该说,这是我的荣幸。焦虑、疾病、受苦,或危险,加上放弃今世一般的便利和慈惠,偶尔会让我们停下脚步,使我们的心摇动,灵魂下沉;但愿这只是一时的。与主将来要显与我们的荣耀相比,这一切都不足介意。我从未作出牺牲。当我们想起主的伟大牺牲,他离开父至高的宝座,将自己赐给我们,我们怎能再提自己的牺牲?”是的,只要我们定睛在主的身上,还有什么理由骄傲呢!

总结

最后,我想对大家说,若是你还在挣扎当中,难以立定心志服侍主,请你真实地去面对自己生命中的拦阻,恳切地求神挪去这些障碍,将自己献上,去服侍主,只有这样,你才能体会到人生的意义,也只有这样,你才会发现,自己不再是奴仆,而是儿子。若是你已经服侍了一段时间,让我们一同向主献上感恩,感谢他赐给我们服侍他的机会,同时也恳求主怜悯我们,使我们能服侍他到底,不要陷入懈怠和骄傲之中。

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The house is not the most important thing, love is! Xiao Wangong

My husband and I both got to the top 2 from the Hubei fifth-tier small county, he was Peking University Physics, and I was Tsinghua Architecture.

I am currently in charge of high-end residential properties at a top developer in Beijing; He is a high school teacher and a physics leader in Beijing’s top high schools. We have been in Beijing for nine years since we graduated from undergraduate school, during which we have moved six times, and the latest seventh time is packing up and preparing to move back to Wuhan. Recently, I saw that my circle of friends was flooded by many articles by Tsinghua graduates who could not afford to buy school district houses and fled back to the second line, and the articles were full of questions, regrets, and dissatisfaction. I especially want to record our stories over the years, the same story about houses but with very different painting styles.

We moved six times in nine years, but every time we moved, we were happy.

After graduating in ’08, I moved from the Tsinghua Bauhinia Apartment to a new staff dormitory in Shunyi. The company is in Chaoyang District, far from the dormitory, 1 and a half hours by car. But I just graduated with a meager salary, I can’t afford to rent a nearby house, and I’m really grateful that the company provides dormitories. Less than 400 per month, small studio facing north. I spent almost all of my time at work, and moving from a four-person room at school to a small room for myself, I felt that my living space per capita had increased significantly. The deepest impression during this period was that my parents brought their mother to Beijing once, it was summer, my father insisted on not staying in a hotel, our family was bunk in my small single room, the two grandmothers slept on the bed, and my parents and I slept on the floor.

My parents were actually a little distressed when they saw my situation at that time, after all, the only daughter, although her family was working in a fifth-tier small city, also lived in a big house, and she felt that after reading so many books, the quality of life in Beijing was so low. I comforted them and said that I like my work in Beijing, my colleagues are excellent, the leadership is also very good, and I am alone, I can’t sleep in two beds, and the small single room is just right. In this small studio in Shunyi, I finished my first suburban small market, when Beijing house prices were just starting to take off, and 400 houses were sold out in a day.

The second move was a year later when I married my boyfriend, who was still studying for a master’s degree at Peking University at the time, and for his convenience, we moved to Wanliu and rented a small apartment. The landlord is an old Beijing couple, I heard that we rented a wedding room, specially painted the walls, green doors, and windows, and terrazzo floor clean. Posted with happy words, we held a grand and simple church wedding under the witness of relatives and friends, and we were happily naked. It was really a naked marriage, and I remember using that quarter’s bonus to pay for the rent and wedding, and I only had two thousand dollars on hand. But especially happy, the two of us met at the age of twelve, six years in the same class in middle school, six years in college love, and finally able to marry the person I love the most, it is really a feeling of drinking water. Wanliu is very close to our university, newlywed Yaner, too lazy to fire to ride to school to eat, weekend walks next to the unnamed lake, go to purple exercise to play football, although the living is simple, the memories are sweet. At that time, I passed by Wanquan New Home every day at work, and I also thought sourly whether I could live in such a good community one day, I remember that the unit price of Wanquan was 20,000 at that time, but it was already astronomical for us at that time. So for the house, just think about it, have clothing, food and love people to live together, it is very content. In the year I lived in Wanliu, Beijing’s land market was still very active, and in addition to being in charge of a suburban market, I did more than 30 land acquisition projects, worked overtime day and night, and finally obtained the first piece of land I handled through bidding.

The third time I moved was two years after marriage, I was pregnant and he was about to graduate, and considering that Wan Liu was too far from where I worked, and I didn’t have enough children to live in, we rented a two-bedroom near the company in Chaoyang District. During this period, I found that the children of the collective account of the unit could not settle down, so I put the purchase of a house on the agenda. In 2010, house prices had skyrocketed, and we quickly picked out the only small two-bedroom outside the fifth ring road that we could buy among all the real estate in the company at that time (especially the project I bid for earlier:). The down payment was 300,000 yuan, and the parents of both sides supported part of it, after paying the down payment and various handling fees, there was no money in the card, and they were a little worried that the next month’s salary would be enough for the cost of the birth and birth examination. We welcomed our first baby in the rented Unity Lake 2-bedroom house. My aunt came to help me watch the children, and when her daughter graduated from college, I invited my cousin to come to Beijing to find a job and live in our house. During this time, my good friend was evicted by the landlord and could not find a house for a while, so I asked her to live in our house first. So this small two-bedroom of 50 square meters in Unity Lake has lived with 6 people at most – it is so crowded that my mother said that it is not a good time for me to have children at this time, and I should wait until the house is ready. But every day when I ride home from work and see a cute baby, I feel very happy, as long as it is a child born of love, in fact, it does not matter what kind of house, it does not matter what good timing. In this six-person room in Unity Lake, I completed our first large-scale commercial complex project of 200,000 square meters, and because the company never found the right person to take over, I worked until the day before the birth of my child.

The child was weaned at the age of more than one year, and we finally moved to our own small house outside the Fifth Ring Road, from renting old and dilapidated to our own home far and new, seeing the neat and clean bathroom and kitchen, living happiness burst, children and the elderly are also very happy. At this time, my husband has graduated from graduate school, in fact, when I graduated from the physics department, I still have many choices, you can search for companies, large enterprises, and high school teachers – many offers in high school teachers are the lowest income. He asked me what I expected, and I said let’s see what you want to do the most. He said he still wanted to be a teacher, maybe he could earn more by doing something else, but he always felt that doing education was the most rewarding job. I said Okay, anyway, I’m busy with work so you can watch the child in the future haha, so he really became a high school physics teacher. When we moved to the south, he was originally in contact to transfer to the middle school at the doorstep, but it was the first batch of students he brought with him, and there was no college entrance examination yet, so he thought of sending them away and transferring them again and began the painful commute from the southwest fifth ring road to the northeast fifth ring road, and there was no way but to live in school in the middle of the week and go home on the weekend. I was in charge of Beijing’s first subway superstructure project, building commercial complexes, ordinary houses, and public rental housing on top of the subway depot, with all kinds of regulatory restrictions, and it was particularly difficult to do and often not be at home. After half a year, although we lived well, we all found it unbearable, and my children and I could only see my father once or twice a week – if the family can’t live together, what’s the point of a good house?

In order for him to be able to finish his senior year with peace of mind, we moved for the fifth time. They settled in the dormitory provided by their school in the East Fifth Ring Road, where all the furniture was a bed, a wardrobe, and a chair. My daughter is very opinionated, she likes our own house, but I told her that although living here is very small, you can see Dad every day. She thought about it and said: Well, the house is not important, or the family is the most important! So in this small house of less than 30 square meters, our family lived for ten months, and every day the father had time to accompany the child, although the things in the family were so small that the children could count it, so what – in fact, the things necessary for people’s lives are very few, and the space required is not much. In this small house, I completed the only project since I became a real estate designer – a large pension apartment; What’s more, in this little house, we have a second child of our own.

Before Erbao was born, the sixth move in the sixth year after graduation, we finally really moved back to our small home outside the South Fifth Ring Road, and my husband also began to work happily at the school at the doorstep. Our house is indeed very comfortable to live in, subway room, big shopping mall, big park, from kindergarten to middle school OEM full education. To be honest, looking at the scheme I saw in the model and PPT before, now it has become a real building, a living community, and living in it with my own family, is particularly wonderful and fulfilling, which may only be experienced by people who do architecture. Sometimes I think of living in this two-bedroom apartment with the lowest decoration standard of our company, in charge of the most high-end hardcover villa project in the Beijing market, and often laughing at myself as a “sericulture farmer”.

The aunt continued to help bring the second eldest child, and the husband was responsible for picking up the eldest who was attending the kindergarten next to him. The years are quiet, the world is stable, and our income is gradually getting richer. Thinking that his parents were about to retire and his children needed a private room when they were older, he sold the small house he had last year as a down payment and took out a loan to buy a four-bedroom apartment. We were planning to move for the seventh time to live in a big house with our parents, but we decided to return to Wuhan unexpectedly.

When saying goodbye to friends, they don’t understand that they have a house, a car, a household registration, and a career, and feel that we are the type of people who are the least likely to “escape”. But in fact, my husband has always wanted to go back, and when he returns to Wuhan, he can also go to the top middle school in China, and the children can be better-taken care of close to their parents. It just so happened that our company had an opportunity to transfer internally to Wuhan, I participated in the competition and found that the changes in Wuhan in recent years were very obvious, under the pattern of first-tier population restrictions, second-tier cities rose strongly, and Wuhan also had career space that was not inferior to Beijing. But it’s really tangled, after 14 years in Beijing, we all regard this place as our second home. After discussing with her husband for a long time, as far as the family is concerned, parents and children who go to Wuhan can have better care, improve overall happiness, and the quality of basic education in Wuhan is also good; As far as personal career development is concerned, the two of us have developed very well in Beijing or Wuhan. In the end, what prompted us to make up our minds was that the two of us felt that going to Wuhan compared to staying in Beijing, although there was a lot of uncertainty, definitely had a greater industry influence and could serve more people who needed better buildings and better education.

The only bad thing is that Wuhan is also limited in purchases, and it is estimated that I will continue to rent a house and continue to move when I go back. But now I feel that this is really the least important. I remember when my husband was working overtime to do physics experiments, in order to urge him to go home, I sent him a WeChat message: Feynman (winner of the 1965 Nobel Prize in Physics) said: “I want to thank my wife. In my heart, physics is not the most important, love is!” Later, I went to the real estate company, and I had to toss and buy various houses all day long, and he would ridicule me: “Wife, in my heart, the house is not the most important, love is!” I’m ashamed to say that many people think that house prices are rising, People in the real estate industry are at least beneficiaries, in fact, no, families without accumulation are difficult for anyone, From 08-17 years, we also missed countless opportunities to get on the car, and in the real estate company, obviously look at the lot of real estate they have done know that they will rise if they buy, but there is no money that feeling is so entangled! But so what, I really understand – the house is not the most important thing, love is!

In fact, we have been in Beijing for 14 years, and we really don’t live in any so-called good houses, The only houses that we may have lived in belonging to the so-called upper class are the dormitories of Tsinghua and Peking University. However, in the 9 years of my work, I have personally designed and built tens of thousands of sets of public rental housing, commercial housing, high-end villas, senior apartments, commercial complexes, and kindergartens, affecting and improving the lives of thousands of Beijingers. While these projects may not be perfect, I am truly in awe and do everything I can to take seriously the city I build and the people who live in it and do everything they can to buy homes.

Looking at a lot of recent discussions, it seems that everyone’s character setting for TOP2 is that TOP2 is branded by the upper class after graduation, and it is natural that they should stay on the front line to live in a big house, and their children go to a good school district, otherwise, there is a problem in society and no respect for knowledge. But I don’t think it’s like this, “Tianxingjian, a gentleman with self-improvement; The terrain is kun, the gentleman carries things with great virtue” – our education has never promised us a TOP-level material life, but more so that no matter what kind of environment we are in, we will not lose our morality and will not lose our will. Just like the sage Mencius said, “Wealth cannot be adulterous, poverty cannot be moved, and might cannot be yielded”; As Paul said in the New Testament, “I know how to be lowly and how to be rich, or full, or hungry, or surplus, or lack, and I have the secret whenever I want.” I can do everything by the one who strengthens me

My husband and I particularly liked the motto of Yenching University, the predecessor of Peking University, “Freedom for Service through Truth.” We firmly believe that our education is not just to stay in Beijing to obtain hukou, or for our own better material enjoyment, let alone just for future generations to keep the so-called TOP2 class, but because we have a firm will, since we know the truth through education, we can be free, do not follow the trend of the world, but strive to serve and influence more people, so that more people can live a better life.

As for our children, if they can always grow up in the love of their parents, then what about him in Beijing or Wuhan, or in the scum, or in the cattle, or in a mansion, or in a poor alley? He is always in a higher class than the so-called home-owning class, and he never has to worry about slipping down!