Testimony…
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2. This time it’s fate
In December 2009, I went to Suqian to talk about business at a place called Suyang. The road from Suqian to Suyang is very good, it is a double road. There is a green belt in the center of the road, which should be regarded as a first-class highway. At that time, my friend and I were driving, and when we were about to arrive in Suyang, my friend fell asleep, and I was also very tired and sleepy. It didn’t take long for my eyelids to blink a few times and I fell asleep, I don’t know how long. I woke up from my dream with a thud and knew something was wrong. By the time I reacted, the car had already crossed the green belt and drove onto the opposite side of the road. Fortunately, there was no car on the other side, so I hit the right direction and didn’t drive into the ditch! Thank God!
We were all safe and sound, but the bumper of the car broke. There are also two broken wheels. Thinking about the speed of the car at that time, it was really fast, and if there was a big truck on the opposite side, it would flatten our small car. If there are pedestrians on the road, it will cause a major traffic accident, and I am afraid of fear! Thank God for His grace! This is because a believing family is blessed by God, God is with us all the time, and it is God who saved me! But in this car accident, I did not go to church to give thanks, and I quickly forgot about it, so that I only now know God. It wasn’t until the loving Heavenly Father delivered me from sickness and death for the third time that I truly threw myself into the arms of the Lord.
In March 2010, I was diagnosed with a pancreatic tumor and had to undergo surgery. Before the surgery, my family and my brothers and sisters in Christ prayed for me before God to save me and heal me. Even my 68-year-old father, a ××× worker, fell to his knees crying and begged God to heal me. The old father knelt down three times, all of them crying and praying. When he prayed for me for the third time, his mood suddenly calmed down, and he felt that I was at peace. Thank God, it is God’s grace! After the operation, my father came to see me, he clasped my hands with both hands, and the first thing he said was, “Son, God bless you!” I looked at my father’s red and swollen and tearful eyes, and my heart was about to break! I didn’t dare to look at my father more, otherwise, I would not be able to control my emotions. I turned my face to the ceiling and said firmly, “Dad, God is with me, my surgery was successful! I will get better soon, don’t worry!” My father nodded straight and said yes! I know that my father has been comforted! Brothers and sisters, I was diagnosed in the Nanjing Military Military Hospital. But after seeing the images, experts from the military hospital said that the tumor could not be removed.
We went to consult the second specialist doctor, and the second specialist doctor said, “What stupid doctor would dare to do this to you!” this means that my illness was hopeless. The family held on to the only hope and went to the Provincial People’s Hospital to give it a try. Director Qian, an expert from the Provincial People’s Hospital, received us, and after looking at the image and the inspection report, he said: “We are not sure that we can do it, but we can open it and take a look, and we can do our best to do it, if we can’t do it, we will reroute you and maintain temporary life!” After family research, it was decided to agree to the operation.
At 7:30 a.m. I was wheeled into the operating room. It wasn’t until around 5:30 p.m. that my surgery was over. Thank God for His grace! When the chief doctor came out of the operation, he confidently told my family, saying, “Luckily! The tumor was successfully removed! And it was cut clean!” But what I didn’t expect was that at about 10 p.m., I woke up and felt a pain in my abdomen, and when the doctor came to check on me, I coughed violently and spit out something like a blood clot from my mouth, and then I didn’t know anything! Later, I learned that it was an intra-abdominal hemorrhage and had to undergo a second operation. So at two o’clock in the morning, he was pushed into the operating room again.
The second operation is very dangerous, and it is almost impossible to get off the operating table! Because the abdominal cavity of the second operation is full of blood, the internal organs cannot be seen clearly, and the internal organs can be easily damaged. When the second operation came, my wife couldn’t control her emotions anymore and she was completely devastated. The doctor told her to sign it, and she was delirious. In confusion, his wife could only cry and call Pastor Wu and say, “God is not saving him!” and Pastor Wu said, “Don’t be afraid, I saw God’s hand holding him in prayer!” Thank God for His grace, as the pastor said, I woke up safely the next day. And I slept so soundly, I never slept so comfortably, just like a person who has just unloaded the burden! I was tired, and I was completely refreshed, my mind was clear, and my whole body was relaxed! I said to my second sister-in-law, who came to see me, “I slept so comfortably today! I want to sleep here for another week!” “Thank God for His grace! I was able to be so comfortable in the second operation, it was completely God’s healing! The second operation was also successful. But I didn’t expect that after 7 days, my wound suddenly swelled and I felt like the needle and thread were falling off. Hurry up and call the doctor, the chief doctor rushed to untie the gauze of the wound, and the blood sprayed straight out!
The chief doctor was also startled, but quickly calmed down and quickly tied the blood vessels inside. Then a few more stitches. The bleeding finally stopped. However, the chief doctor was helpless in the face of my condition. There were no stitches on the wounds outside, and I said that after two days of observation, it would be up to you to make it! When the doctor said such things, my heart was very clear! I knew how many times I was tortured, and the doctor no longer had much confidence in my condition! I knew that only God could heal me and save me! My family, my brothers and sisters in Christ, were praying for me.
That night, I was asleep, and I felt a little hot pain in my wound, but it was as if a warm hand was gently caressing my wound, and that hand was so warm and loving! Thank God for His grace, God is healing me! After a day and a night of observation, the next day I was in good condition, and all the indicators on the computer were healthy, and even the chief doctor was amazed! His surprised smile was also full of surprise! He said, “Very good, very good! Everything is fine!” I quickly recovered and was discharged from the hospital a week later!
In all three surgeries, God healed me through the hand of a doctor. God loves me, God is with me, and God has saved me! I know that without God’s healing, I can’t go through even one ordeal! Thank the Lord for His grace! I will follow the Lord and walk the gospel path. Let more people receive God’s grace! After the operation, I was in good condition! But the devil took the opportunity to attack me, day and night, and when I closed my eyes, all I saw were colorless faces, or my face was covered with blood, and I was deformed and horrified! From far to near, from left to right, floating in front of my eyes.
I had never experienced this before, I didn’t believe it when people told me before, I didn’t expect it to happen to me! My wife and I kept praying for God to drive away the filth in front of me. Maybe it’s because of my weakness, but it’s still a little far from God’s inspired communication. I didn’t get rid of those shadows for several days, and in my helpless confusion, my mind remembered the words in the hymns that my wife usually sang. I can’t remember which poem it was, so I made it up from my memory and feelings. I can’t sing, but I sing in a very good tune! Lord Jesus! I love you, and with you I have everything! You are on earth as in heaven, Lord Jesus! I love you, you have given me the bright sunshine! You have given me the power of life! Lord Jesus! I love you! With you I have everything! What am I afraid of? Lord Jesus! I love you! I will follow you all my life! I will follow you all my life! I will follow you all my life! I will sing every night until I fall asleep.
In the morning, I insisted on going to the window and singing. Because he had just undergone surgery, his body was very weak, like a chick that had just come out of its shell, staggering around. Looking out the window, the spring sun that has just risen, shining on the mountains and forests in the distance and the gardens nearby, looks particularly brilliant and beautiful! The feeling of being born again makes me wish I could go out for a walk! I can only sing in praise of the beautiful world that God has created. These lyrics were so deeply imprinted in my mind that about the fourth day, those filthy faces disappeared from my eyes! In their place, these powerful songs! Thank God! I truly felt the power of God’s Holy Spirit who created all things in the universe! Thank God for His grace! During the operation, I felt the warmth and love of Christianity, this big family! Before my surgery, several brothers and sisters came to visit me after learning about the situation. Comfort me in every way to have faith in the Lord. And pray for me with tears!
I was touched enough to meet a few people I didn’t know, made a long bus trip, and came to the 9th floor of the inpatient department to see me! But far from that, they came to see me after my operation, bought a lot of food, and encouraged me to have faith and rely on the Lord! I cried! In the same way, when I returned home, my brothers and sisters came to see me, cared for me, cared for me, prayed for me, and offered their love. It made me feel the great happiness of being a member of the family who believed in Christ!
This is the Christian brothers and sisters, their love is so selfless, so sincere! Thank God! I want to be a Christian so that more people can enjoy the warmth and love of Christianity, this big family! Now I am very close to my brothers and sisters, and I love every brother and sister because I grew up in their love!
I had surgery on March 8, was baptized in May, and joined the choir in June. At the end of September, my health check-up turned out to be normal! God healed me, the Holy Spirit understood me, and I understood that greed is the source of human sin. Gluttony will cause disease, and greed for money will also get disease, and even death in violation of the law. Thank you to our loving Heavenly Father for opening my eyes so that I can see the world. I used to see the world with my physical eyes, but now I see the world with spiritual eyes, and I see two completely different worlds.
God’s Word tells me, “What was once beneficial, is now lossy, what was once glorious, now it is shame, what was once precious, now it is dung!” When we look at the world with our eyes, we see a world of vanity, jealousy, hatred, lust, greed, pleasure, and insatiable sin, and in this world, we do not see our sins to the point of death. Only by relying on the Lord Jesus Christ and washing away our sins with the Blood can our hearts be cleansed and we can see the world spiritually.
Spiritual eyes can see our sins clearly, keep us away from the world of sin, and also enable us to see another beautiful world full of love, that is, the world of eternal life with joy and happiness! Although I don’t know how long my life path is, I believe that under the Lord’s care, this young seed of mine will take root, sprout, blossom, and bear fruit. Although I don’t know how long my life path is, I will cherish and cherish all the affection, friendship, and natural scenery that God has given me!
Although I don’t know how long my life path is, I will go through my life with love until I reach the Heavenly Father who loves me! Dear brothers and sisters, Life is divided into two levels, one is life and the other is life. I used to be in sin after life, material things, and money, and I forgot that there was still life. But God loved the world, and in my afflictions, it was the Lord Jesus Christ who saved me and chose me again and again.
After listening to my testimony of life, may we all surrender our lives to God, let God be the Savior of our lives, and look to Him and trust Him so that we will always be healthy, joyful, and peaceful on the road of life! Today I will confess my sins before you! Pray that the Lord Jesus Christ will once again wash away all my sins, all my unclean thoughts, and all my unclean souls with His precious Blood! Let my heart be cleansed! Let me become a truly regenerated person, let me be an instrument of the Holy Spirit, and let my spiritual life be nourished by the Holy Spirit and grow like a green tree, which grows without growth before it bears fruit!
